Title:Out of Reach

Rating:PG-13

Author:Caitlin

Disclaimer: I own no one I write about

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Amy walked into her hotel room and flopped on her bed.Stacy had taken some time off to visit some family,so she didn't have a roommate at the moment.She picked up her journal and decided to write a new entry.

Dear Journal,

It's Amy again,as if you didn't know.Haha.When I came back to RAW all these emotions ran through me.Fear,excitement and nervousness.Fear that the fans wouldn't accept me back in the ring.Excitement to see all my friends and co- workers again.Nervousness about being around Jeff.I know he has a girlfriend,but I can't help but love him.She is just wrong for him.If he could only see that.I thought I loved Matt,but to the truth is,he's just more like a big brother.Trish and Stacy set me up on all kinds of disastrous blind dates.He's the one,though.I can feel it deep down inside my soul.Well,I'd better get going,I'll write again soon.

Love,

Amy Dumas

8/12/03

Putting her journal back in her bag,she heard a knock at the door.When she opened the door,she saw Jeff staring back at her with those beautiful green eyes she loves so much.Something was wrong.There was a pained look on his face.

"Hey Jeff.What's wrong?" She gestured for him to come in and sit down.

"Beth and I had a fight" He said,looking down at the fuzzy beige carpet.

Inside Amy was cheering,but on the outside she concealed her joy for Jeff's sake."I'm sorry,what happened?" She was being genuine since she hated seeing him sad and upset.

"We were talking and for some reason,your name came up in the conversation" Amy looked surprised but she nodded for him to continue. "I told her how good of a friend you are and then she accused me of loving you." Jeff told her.

"And you don't love me?" she asked with a sad expression.

"Of course I love you Ames.You're my best friend.I just don't see you like that.You know?" He chuckled slightly.

Tears trickled out of Amy's eyes."No I don't know.Are you blind? Can you not see how deeply in love I am with you?" Amy stared at him intently.Her eyes filled with love and devotion for the man sitting in front of her.

"You what?" he asked,slightly exasperated.

"I have to go" she ran out of the room,sprinting down the hall way.

"Amy wait!" he yelled after her.

Amy couldn't hear anything as she ran into the street.Everyone but Amy could hear Jeff's anguished screams as a large black truck,sped up and hit Amy Dumas.