Chapter 2: Memorys best left forgotten.

(A/N Sorry about the long time it took to update. Writers Block. Can't believe I forgot about this. Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha, Sango, Kagome, Miroku, Shippou, Narakudon't think he's in there, Sesshomaru, Rin, Inuko, Kuchuna, Kikyo, Miroku's kidsforgot their names. Happens all the time Sanako, Kirara, Au and Un, JakanMajor Jakan Bashing, But I do own Sessho. Man long A/N. Sorry.)

Sessho POV

"Get up, Halfbreed. Who said you could lay down? What? Cat got your tongue?" Said Naraku. When will this end? I thought. Every morning, same thing, but hey, when you live like this for years, you get used to it. "Leave me alone, Naraku. It's to early to get up. Unless, of course, you are throwing me a going home party." I knew he would say no. He did it every day."Yes, actally, I am." I looked him right in the eyes, and burst out laughing. But I stoped suddenly when I say that he wasn't laughing. "Your not kidding, are you?" I asked. "No. Your going home, but only if you can find home." Naraku said. "You know me. If home is out there, I'll find it." I couldn't help but smirk. He knew I would find home. There was no doubting that, but then I thought about what else I thought I knew. What if I don't find home? Where will I go? No don't go thinking of that again. As long as I know that I'll find it, then I'll home. "Oh! Sessho, before you go..." I turned to face him, and found myself looking straight down the barrel of a gun. "What? Going to kill me?" "No. Just wanted you to know, If you tell the cops, then I will kill you." "Oh! Thanks for the warning." Just then I saw his finger edge closer to the trigger.When he finally pulled it, I was outside, and a quarter of a mile away. Unluckly for me, it was not raining, so I would not be able to use that again. Just then I heard a stick break right behind and a sharp pain in my back. But when I looked down, I saw it was a through and through, but it missed all my organs. It hit me then that he was trying to make me get sidetracked and lose consciousness so I would bleed to death. Sorry Naraku. But I ain't going down like that. I started running faster when I got in the back of the thigh. Wait a minute! I never got shot in the thigh! That was when I tripped and hit my head on a rock.

I woke up in a cold sweat in my bedroom. "Just a nightmare." I muttered to my self. "I got to get my head out of there. I'm never going back there. Naraku's as good as dead to me. But what he did to me will never go away. I lost all my childhood because of him. Ohhhhh, I wish I could forget about it. It's all over." At least, thats what I always told myself at 4:30 in the morning when I woke up because of the same nightmare day after day.

No POV

Sessho walked up to the fridge and pulled out the only thing he would have to eat/drink all day. When the door shut, his sister, Inuko, was standing there. "Sessho, you need to stop having this nightmare every day. And have something more then one boost nutritional drink a day." "Inuko, I appreciate all that you have done for me, but I'm starting to think I'll never get over this. And whats wrong with what I have for breakfast?" Sessho asked. "The fact that it's all you ever have. And if you can't get over this on your own, then maybe you should consider professional help." Inuko stated. "We don't have that kind of money, though. It's getting better, anyways." Sessho said. "I know your lying, Sessho. I heard your screams of terror and pain. I hear them everyday" she said. "Thanks for worrying about, Inuko. I'm going to try to get more sleep. Oh, and dad, don't hide behind the door to the dining room. Your breathing is more dramatic in there." After he said that, he walked up to his room and went to sleep. "Do you think that he might actally think about going to a professional?" Asked Inuko. "No. Not right away, at least." Said Inuyasha.

Sessho POV

I had walked out of the room, but stayed out of earshot. After their conversation, I went up to my room. The only thing I lied to them about was the fact that I did not go to sleep. Instead I stayed up thinking about whether or not to get help for my problem. "Nah" I said out loud, knowing only to well that Inuko was standing outside my door. "I should stop eating cheese before going to bed." Right after I said that, I made a farting sound and heard her steps retreating towards her room. I smiled, knowing that she hated farting sounds. I thought back to the last trip we took before I was kidnapped. Or, more importanly, the spider yoaki. He was the one friend outside of close family friends or family. Everyone else made fun of me. I was never accepted. And nothing I did pleased my teacher's. Screw them all. I don't need any of them.