Kagome Pov
I rubbed my right arm absently while scowling. I absolutely, positively, down and out, HATED needles! My arm was now sore and I was VERY unhappy about that. The only reason I didn't run out the door at the sight of the damned thing is because Hiei and Kurama held me down.
I kept shooting glares at them; Yusuke didn't think it possible for anyone to hate needles as much as I did. I never liked getting shots; I never wanted to get ANY blood drawn! And let me tell you, it hurt like a son-of-a-bitch!
I acted fine around Dr. Minaminow when she was looking but when her back was turned I tried to run for the hills! They didn't let me go anywhere so I was glaring at them ten fold.
"Glaring isn't going to get you anywhere." Yusuke chuckled.
"I don't care." I growled. "I didn't want to get poked with those damn needles!"
Yusuke tried to hide a laugh by acting like he was coughing.
"You act like you have a personal grudge against them."
"I don't I just hate them!" I said.
"You have gotten worse." Kuwabara said.
"I know! I can complain about something alright!" I seethed. I was in heat and was not a very happy camper.
They all noted that I was going to be in a bad mood for a while so they left me alone.
Later I looked around the shrine, we would be going back to the feudal era the next day so everyone was going to stay the night. Mrs. Minaminow was getting suspicious but was told that Kurama was going on a school trip to America. Luckily she believed it.
Shizuru knew where Kuwabara was going and didn't care and Mrs. Urameshi was told the same thing as Mrs. Minaminow.
I found Kurama reading a book on the couch. I had been a bit mad at them earlier so I hadn't thanked Kurama for…..well you know. I walked up to him as he looked up and smiled.
"Kurama, I just wanted to thank you." I said blushing. Why was it so hard to just say thank you?
"It was no trouble." He smiled.
Suddenly Kuwabara and Yusuke came running into the room with Hiei trailing after them looking rather pissed. "What happened Hiei?" I asked.
"Ask them." He growled looking at them with a look that promised death.
I looked at Hiei, then Yusuke, then Kuwabara. "You know, I don't even want to know. I'm going to bed, night all." I said as I went upstairs to my room.
When I got up there I went into my bathroom, turned on the water, removed my clothes and got into the shower. After washing up I got out and wrapped a fuzzy emerald green towel around me and went into my room.
My wet hair stuck to my back as I got a large, black t-shirt with an angel kitty on it and a pair of long black workout-like pants. I took out some cheetah print underwear and pulled them on. After I got dressed I dried my hair, brushed it out, and put it into a pony tail at the base of my neck.
I went over to my boom box and pushed play not even caring what CD was in. I started to sing to it.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Somewhere near the end my voice started cracking, by the end of the song I broke down. I thought of everything that had happened and broke down. I was on my hands and knees, head down so my hair covered my face, crying like I never cried before.
This song, it related to me in so many ways, maybe in ALL ways. My body shook with my sobs. I was so upset that I barely noticed when someone came in, gently laid my head on their lap, and stroked my hair while whispering comforting words to me. Slowly I drifted to sleep.
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Yay! A long chapter!
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Well that's enough blabering for me!
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or Yu-Yu-Hakusho. If I did Kagome and Kurama would have met and I wouldn't be wasting my time writing this fic! But since I don't I am NOT waisting my time! I love writing this! Oh! I also don't own Simple Plan's song Welcome To My Life.
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