It had been a month since the funeral and Dil had only just stated speaking to the rest of the Pickles family. Stu and Didi had seemed to have forgotten and Tommy was still Dils rock.
Dil lay in his room staring at the ceiling. He couldn't shake the memories of his grandpa, but he didn't want to lose them anyway. His thoughts were broken by a gentle rapping at the door
"What?" he answered coldly
"Just me Dil wondering if you feel up to practice today" said his brother without opening the door
"Yeah let me find my sticks"
Dil got up, slowly. He knew exactly were his drumsticks were, but he still searched around the room. Just to waste time
He found them and walked to the door and opened to see his brothers smile. He hated how Tommy could feel so happy without grandpa around.
"You sure your up for this Dilly?"
"Yes. And don't call me that"
Dil walked passed his brother as if he was ignoring him and headed toward the garage. Tommy sighed and followed.
It wasn't long until the gang was there and ready for practice
"Hey Dil. Ready to rock?" asked Phil as he came through the garage door
"Yeah I supose" he said sitting behind his drum kit
Chuckie looked up at Tommy as if to ask what was wrong. Tommy shook his head and picked up the microphone
"We'll do fade to black ok?"
The rest of the band nodded as they began playing
"Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye..."
Dil dropped his drumsticks and ran back into the house.
"He's still not over it then?" asked Kimi who was sat watching with Lil
"Doesn't look like it does it" said Tommy coldly "I better go talk to him"
He headed upstairs leaving the band and his upset girlfriend
"That was a bit harsh" said Kimi folding her arms
"Well you gotta understand he lost his Grandpa not so long ago" said Chuckie putting his guitar down
"I know, but he didn't need to bite my head off"
"Hey I'm with Chuck on this one. You know what I was like" added Phil as he sat down next to his sister and drank a bottle of water.
Kimi unfolded her arms and slowly rocked back "Yeah I supose. I'll talk to him when he gets back"
===Upstairs===
Dil slammed his door behind him and dived on the bed in a flood of tears. Tommy shortly followed and sat down next to his brother
"FUCK OFF TOMMY"
"Dil. Please. I'm sorry. I should of thought before asking you to play that song"
"I said fuck off"
"Di.."
"FUCK OFF"
Tommy sighed and got up from his brothers side. He closed the door behing him and left his brother to cry
Heading downstairs Tommy saw Kimi waiting for him
"Hey" she said nervously
"Hey, sorry for biting at you"
They hugged
"It's ok. You've been through a lot. How's mini?"
"He's not so good. He wouldn't even listen to me"
"Do you want us to go?"
"No don't. Please stay with me"
"You know I will"
The 2 headed back into the garage were the others were. They sat and chatted until Dil was ready to come down
===Dil POV===
Dil sat at his window. Staring at nothing. He couldn't take it anymore. He opened the window and climbed down to the ground. He walked for what seemed like forever, but was only really 10 minutes. He'd gotten to a bridge. He stood there looking down the 20 foot drop wondering what he has left to live for. And without even realising it he had climbed over the barrier and held him self there, but barely.
===Tommy POV===
He sat there holding kimis hand, but his mind was a million miles away from the garage.
"You still thinking about Dil?" she whispered into his ear
"Yeah"
"I'm sure he'll be fine"
"He tried to kill himself you know"
"What?" Kimi pulled her hand from Tommys and sat back in shock
"He tried to hang himself. It was lucky he tried just before dinner was being served. I managed to get him down and take him to hospital."
"You never said"
"No he made me promise not to tell anyone, so if he says anything act suprised"
"I will"
"Hey what are you guys talking about?" asked Chuckie
"We're talking about the time me and Kimi had sex for 9 hours straight" said Tommy which made Kimi Chuckle
"WHAT?" a shocked Chcukie shouted
"Relax Chuck we're playing with you" said Kimi
"What so he didn't know?" said Tommy playfully before getting smaked by Kimi
"You know fine well we havn't had sex yet Thomas"
Suddenly they heard a loud noise from outside
"Hey what was that?" asked Phil
"Sounded like something hitting the ground hard" said Chuckie
They ignored it for a minute or 2 until Tommy and Kimi came to realise what it was
"DIL!" they shouted together as they ran outside. No one was there.
"I'll go check his room" said Tommy as he rushed back into the house before returning "He's not there"
"Where do you think he could have gone?" asked Kimi
"I...I dunno"
The others came out
"Wheres Dil?" asked Lil as she took Chuckies hand
"We don't know" said Kimi, she was beginning to feel worried
"Well he couldn't have gone that far, Me, Lil and Phil will go that way you 2 go that way." said Chuckie as Lil Phil and himself got into his van, driving away from were Dil was
"Come on then" said Kimi getting into Tommys car
The 2 headed toward the bridge and eventually saw Dil hlding himself over the edge
"DIL!!!!" Tommy shouted as he screetched the car to a halt and ran toward his brother
Dil was in his own world. Not listening to anything, anyone.
'1...2...3' He counted in his mind before he pushed back and was begining to fall.
Tommy ran as fast as he could and reached over the edge. He grabbed his brothers arm, but he was pulled down and his grip loosend. Dils arm slipped through until Tommy managed to grab his wrist.
Dil looked up and saw his brother
"What sre you doing Tommy?" Dil said scarily calm
"I'M SAVING YOUR FUCKING LIFE!"
"Let me go"
"NO"
Dil started to struggle
"Let go"
"NO I WON'T"
"Either let go or I'll break your arm"
"PLEASE DIL DON'T DO THIS" Tommy began crying
"Why not?"
"BECAUSE IF WE LOST YOU AFTER GRANDPA MOM WOULD KILL HERSELF"
"No she wouldn't. She's braver than me. Now let go"
"NEVER"
Dil twisted and struggled, but Tommy wouldn't let go. Tommy began to pull Dil up, but as he did Dil managed to punch Tommy in the elbow. He must of hit a nerve because Tommys hand opened and Dil fell toward the water that lay below him.
"Goodbye" he said gently
"DILLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Tommy screamed as he saw his brother hit the water below.
A few seconds later his lifeless body floated to the surface. Tommy ran back to the car were Kimi had been phoning the police and their friends from. He said nothing as he got in and drove as fast as he could along side the river hoping he'd be able to help his brother
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Heehee it's a bit of a cliffy ain't it? Sorry about the lack of updates on this story, but I've been...errr...distracted. But less about that. Starlightv I dunno if you read my story forced together, but I put a kinda review for your stories at the bottom. I'm not a big fan of 'as told by ginger' but i did like ur fic tom and ging, and what can i say about 'am i in love?' i love the way uve got chuckie and susie together!! Anyway hope your enjoying please R/R
Dil lay in his room staring at the ceiling. He couldn't shake the memories of his grandpa, but he didn't want to lose them anyway. His thoughts were broken by a gentle rapping at the door
"What?" he answered coldly
"Just me Dil wondering if you feel up to practice today" said his brother without opening the door
"Yeah let me find my sticks"
Dil got up, slowly. He knew exactly were his drumsticks were, but he still searched around the room. Just to waste time
He found them and walked to the door and opened to see his brothers smile. He hated how Tommy could feel so happy without grandpa around.
"You sure your up for this Dilly?"
"Yes. And don't call me that"
Dil walked passed his brother as if he was ignoring him and headed toward the garage. Tommy sighed and followed.
It wasn't long until the gang was there and ready for practice
"Hey Dil. Ready to rock?" asked Phil as he came through the garage door
"Yeah I supose" he said sitting behind his drum kit
Chuckie looked up at Tommy as if to ask what was wrong. Tommy shook his head and picked up the microphone
"We'll do fade to black ok?"
The rest of the band nodded as they began playing
"Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye..."
Dil dropped his drumsticks and ran back into the house.
"He's still not over it then?" asked Kimi who was sat watching with Lil
"Doesn't look like it does it" said Tommy coldly "I better go talk to him"
He headed upstairs leaving the band and his upset girlfriend
"That was a bit harsh" said Kimi folding her arms
"Well you gotta understand he lost his Grandpa not so long ago" said Chuckie putting his guitar down
"I know, but he didn't need to bite my head off"
"Hey I'm with Chuck on this one. You know what I was like" added Phil as he sat down next to his sister and drank a bottle of water.
Kimi unfolded her arms and slowly rocked back "Yeah I supose. I'll talk to him when he gets back"
===Upstairs===
Dil slammed his door behind him and dived on the bed in a flood of tears. Tommy shortly followed and sat down next to his brother
"FUCK OFF TOMMY"
"Dil. Please. I'm sorry. I should of thought before asking you to play that song"
"I said fuck off"
"Di.."
"FUCK OFF"
Tommy sighed and got up from his brothers side. He closed the door behing him and left his brother to cry
Heading downstairs Tommy saw Kimi waiting for him
"Hey" she said nervously
"Hey, sorry for biting at you"
They hugged
"It's ok. You've been through a lot. How's mini?"
"He's not so good. He wouldn't even listen to me"
"Do you want us to go?"
"No don't. Please stay with me"
"You know I will"
The 2 headed back into the garage were the others were. They sat and chatted until Dil was ready to come down
===Dil POV===
Dil sat at his window. Staring at nothing. He couldn't take it anymore. He opened the window and climbed down to the ground. He walked for what seemed like forever, but was only really 10 minutes. He'd gotten to a bridge. He stood there looking down the 20 foot drop wondering what he has left to live for. And without even realising it he had climbed over the barrier and held him self there, but barely.
===Tommy POV===
He sat there holding kimis hand, but his mind was a million miles away from the garage.
"You still thinking about Dil?" she whispered into his ear
"Yeah"
"I'm sure he'll be fine"
"He tried to kill himself you know"
"What?" Kimi pulled her hand from Tommys and sat back in shock
"He tried to hang himself. It was lucky he tried just before dinner was being served. I managed to get him down and take him to hospital."
"You never said"
"No he made me promise not to tell anyone, so if he says anything act suprised"
"I will"
"Hey what are you guys talking about?" asked Chuckie
"We're talking about the time me and Kimi had sex for 9 hours straight" said Tommy which made Kimi Chuckle
"WHAT?" a shocked Chcukie shouted
"Relax Chuck we're playing with you" said Kimi
"What so he didn't know?" said Tommy playfully before getting smaked by Kimi
"You know fine well we havn't had sex yet Thomas"
Suddenly they heard a loud noise from outside
"Hey what was that?" asked Phil
"Sounded like something hitting the ground hard" said Chuckie
They ignored it for a minute or 2 until Tommy and Kimi came to realise what it was
"DIL!" they shouted together as they ran outside. No one was there.
"I'll go check his room" said Tommy as he rushed back into the house before returning "He's not there"
"Where do you think he could have gone?" asked Kimi
"I...I dunno"
The others came out
"Wheres Dil?" asked Lil as she took Chuckies hand
"We don't know" said Kimi, she was beginning to feel worried
"Well he couldn't have gone that far, Me, Lil and Phil will go that way you 2 go that way." said Chuckie as Lil Phil and himself got into his van, driving away from were Dil was
"Come on then" said Kimi getting into Tommys car
The 2 headed toward the bridge and eventually saw Dil hlding himself over the edge
"DIL!!!!" Tommy shouted as he screetched the car to a halt and ran toward his brother
Dil was in his own world. Not listening to anything, anyone.
'1...2...3' He counted in his mind before he pushed back and was begining to fall.
Tommy ran as fast as he could and reached over the edge. He grabbed his brothers arm, but he was pulled down and his grip loosend. Dils arm slipped through until Tommy managed to grab his wrist.
Dil looked up and saw his brother
"What sre you doing Tommy?" Dil said scarily calm
"I'M SAVING YOUR FUCKING LIFE!"
"Let me go"
"NO"
Dil started to struggle
"Let go"
"NO I WON'T"
"Either let go or I'll break your arm"
"PLEASE DIL DON'T DO THIS" Tommy began crying
"Why not?"
"BECAUSE IF WE LOST YOU AFTER GRANDPA MOM WOULD KILL HERSELF"
"No she wouldn't. She's braver than me. Now let go"
"NEVER"
Dil twisted and struggled, but Tommy wouldn't let go. Tommy began to pull Dil up, but as he did Dil managed to punch Tommy in the elbow. He must of hit a nerve because Tommys hand opened and Dil fell toward the water that lay below him.
"Goodbye" he said gently
"DILLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Tommy screamed as he saw his brother hit the water below.
A few seconds later his lifeless body floated to the surface. Tommy ran back to the car were Kimi had been phoning the police and their friends from. He said nothing as he got in and drove as fast as he could along side the river hoping he'd be able to help his brother
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Heehee it's a bit of a cliffy ain't it? Sorry about the lack of updates on this story, but I've been...errr...distracted. But less about that. Starlightv I dunno if you read my story forced together, but I put a kinda review for your stories at the bottom. I'm not a big fan of 'as told by ginger' but i did like ur fic tom and ging, and what can i say about 'am i in love?' i love the way uve got chuckie and susie together!! Anyway hope your enjoying please R/R
