Looking Back on It Now
Looking back on it now, I could kick myself for not acting differently.
"So after the debrief, I'll come and pick you up."
"Okay."
God, I was so stupid that night. If only I had gone in with her, if only I had brought her to the Ops-Center with me, if only I had done something...anything. Then we wouldn't be in this maddening entanglement of jealousy, betrayal and love; I wouldn't be married.
I never should have let her leave me that night. I never should have let her leave me without telling her I loved her.
