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James's POV

I was walking towards my friends… but I wondered when I saw Sirius's eye filled with flames inside it and his arms over his chest. He looks so serious. That's a no pun intended.

I stopped when I was already a meter away from them.

"You're late Prongs" Remus said still not taking his eyes from me.

Ok, why would I be late? There's no meeti... It's not like we decided to have a… darn it!

I scratched my head and smiled at them saying "Oops, I forgot..."

Sirius immediately smacked me directly in the head while Moony and Wormtail made faces that told me Darn-You.

"Precious time wasted…" Sirius hissed looking at the three of us.

"We need pranks… more pranks..." he continued.

Lily's POV

I never knew someone would take his/her time reading my dumb comment about myself… and yet this could be a chance for another friendship.

I took out my quill from my bag and began to scribble stuff… after placing the parchment under the rock once again, I looked at my watch…. My eyes widened… never did I try to stay outside school at this time! 11:10 pm…

I took my bag and ran as fast as I could to my dormitory thinking that everybody else would be asleep.

I sat down on top of my bed for a moment then suddenly I heard a voice behind my back…

"Why weren't you in Potions?"

I looked over my shoulder and saw Alice seating on the other side of my bed.

"I was tired..." I replied seeing her eyes that keep on saying Tell-The-Truth look.

I stood up thinking that this would be a perfect excuse for not answering the following question that would probably lead to trouble.

Suddenly I felt something stop me from moving on. I turned back and saw Alice giving me the eye again.

I sat down on my bed once again and narrated what happened to me. I skipped the part where I found the parchment thingy… I just wanted no one to know. ..I mean, what if it was just a joke? I would really make a laughing stock out of myself.

I ended my story close to sobs. Alice patted me at the back and began to tell me something…

"Lils, get this… you are sent here not just for anyone to play and use you. Everyone has a very good reason why they exist right now. Plus if you keep on keeping all your feelings inside yourself… someday, you couldn't take it and blow up. Be strong and let those Snakes know that words wouldn't hurt you… for all I know; you have a lot of problems but crying wouldn't do you good. Just… deal with it. Go with the flow. Don't cry, it leads to nowhere." Finished Alice.

I wiped my tears and looked at her… I smiled "I didn't know you knew all those stuff."

She looked at me, "I just read it." then she shoved a book right in front of me entitled Helping your Needed Best Friend. Okay, that's weird. I never knew a book like that existed in the wizarding world.

She gave me a last pat in the back then proceeded to her bed. She slumped beneath her covers and whispered.

"Good night."

I just stared in awe. That was so weird… yet…I really should thank God. Alice is a lot of help.

James's POV

I opened my eyes. Damn it! I've been hearing that noise and I can't sleep right! It's too noisy. Even my pillow over my head can't help! Oh, but it is useful for something else. I took hold of my pillow and threw it forcefully at Peter, who was snoring.

Peter woke up and looked around dumbly. "What happened?" I just stared at him and he stared back. At least there was no more snoring.

Sirius and Remus stood up clapping their hands. They were beaming at me. Oh shucks, I'm delighted. Great, I'm acting like a girl.

"At last no more snores!" Sirius said with his eyes half open. I'm sure Remus nodded…

Not long after, the three of them was facing their respective beds… sleeping.

I stood up and changed my clothes… got out of the dormitory and went straight towards the common room.

I sat down at one of the couches thinking that no one would be there because its, I can't seem to pinpoint the time, but I'm sure it's still early. No really, I'm sure.

I decided to stare into nothingness and sleep, but something, or a certain someone destroyed my moment.

"A bit early eh, Potter."

I squinted and saw a petite red head talking to me. What was she doing here so early in the morning? Seriously, I thought it was early.

"Ah, Ms Evans… good morning." I replied and stared back to where I was staring a while ago.

I didn't hear any reply… I closed my eyes… halfway through sleep… yet the same voice interrupted. Argh! Can't a guy get some peace once in a while?

"Do you like novels?"

"No" I replied flatly. I just wanted some sleep. Yes, sleep. Ah!

"Like to read poems?"

"No" Okay, I'm about to burst. I can't sleep in my dorm, neither can I on the couch, and Evans is trying to make small talk. I want sleep!

"Like to write poems?"

Okay, my bubble burst. I stood up, raging, and held her shoulders, lifting her a little from the ground. I glared at her. Oh, there was pure hatred in my precious eyes.

"Darn you Evans! Can't you see I'm trying to sleep? Can't a guy sleep peacefully?" I asked in an angry voice, with each word resulting to tightening my hands on her shoulders.

After a few moments, I saw her eyes filled with tears.

I suddenly snapped back to my senses, Why am I doing this to her?

I let her go as she held her shoulder… I suddenly saw black marks on her shoulders… My eyes grew wide….Did I do that? I'm sure I didn't. I didn't hold her too hard, did I?

"I am…" I tried to say but she gave me a look which says I-Wasn't-Doing-Anything-To-You look. My heart tore to pieces… never did I do those things to any girl before. I was just tired. It was a good excuse, I guess...

She threw me the book she was reading so hard that it made me fall on the floor.

She ran up to the girl's dormitory.

I shouted…

"Good for you!" Taking hold of the book and throwing it to another sofa so hard that it made the sofa move a little.

She has no right to do that to me! Zero out of ten! Who was she anyway?

Lily's POV

I threw myself to my bed crying my heart out. Why would he do that to me? Thank God I tried to be nice to them yet this is how they would repay? Marauders suck! I hate every single one of them… from the Peter guy up to that asshole Potter!

I punched my pillow so hard that it woke Alice up... And since I didn't want her to feel bad for me, I wiped away my tears running towards the bathroom and locked myself there turning on the faucet so that she wouldn't hear me.

James's POV

I stormed out of the common room and walked directly out of the castle. The sun was kind of showing now so yes, too bad for you guys I didn't trip. I sat in my favorite place where I think of things... Under a tree by the lake. I took hold of one stone and threw it hard to the lake.

For crying out loud… This is not my day!

I picked rocks here and there, throwing them into the lake, when suddenly, I felt something different when I picked one rock. I looked at it and saw a parchment with it.

I placed the rock back and opened the parchment. Hey! I was sure this was the same parchment I read yesterday. I also wrote on it too...Yes, I could see my handwriting.

I HATE MY LIFE!

How come?

I feel like the world doesn't want me here… actually I feel the world needed me for abuse purposes… No body wants me to have fun, except my mom and one and will always be my friend in Hogwarts. I no longer want to live!

I felt sorry for whoever wrote this… All I knows is that this person needed someone to direct them to the right path of life… perhaps this person needed me.


Thank you once again for taking time in reading my story… My exams are coming close and I just hope that you guys would also cooperate and be patients when I probably take time before I give up the other chapters…

BTW... according to my beta, I would be uploading one chapter once a week... but if I possibly would force her for some reason... just wait and hold on... i just hope you guys would be patient... I have great idea! wahooo

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