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Lily's POV

As I locked myself inside the bathroom crying my heart out, I was thinking of how much I have suffered. Let's see…. I have my terrifying sister, Mudblood haters club, My dead father and lastly more bullies along the way.

Marauders…

The thought of them sent me shivers all around my body. I hate them down to the core. Doing stuff to innocent students…. but you know, how come I never noticed them before? I mean, they are in the same house as I am.

Maybe because of the fact that I was an anti-social in this school. I actually never tried to make friends. I always sit at the end of the Gryffindor table not looking at anyone, just doing my own business and never minding anyone. I never talk to anyone, unless I would speak to the teacher. In the Gryffindor common room, I would always be in the corner of the room, hiding my face under my precious books.

Because of that fact, rumor has it that I didn't know how to speak… but they always end up being embarrassed because I always recite in class.

I have Alice… why? Well since the first year, my mother decided to have someone look over me. She saw Alice's family and easily made friends. That was the first yet I think would be the last friend I would have.

Since I met the Marauders, I was glad because there could be a waiting friendship there with James. Well, what just happened this morning, no hope was left anymore. They all suck!

I looked at myself in the mirror, I'm a total mess.

I wiped my tears away and washed my face. I tried to remember what Alice told… or shall I say read to me yesterday.

"Lils, get this… you are sent here not just for anyone to play and use you. Everyone has a very good reason why they exist right now. Plus if you keep on keeping all your feelings inside yourself… someday, you couldn't take it and blow up. Be strong and let those Snakes know that words wouldn't hurt you… for all I know; you have a lot of problems but crying wouldn't do you good. Just… deal with it. Go with the flow. Don't cry, it leads to nowhere." Finished Alice.

I stared at my reflection in the mirror again.

What she told me gave me an idea. I should be strong! Yes, that's it. I would protect myself and show everybody that I am somebody. I would put aside my problems…. I will shine in this school. I will be another person… Now let's see what those Slytherins and Marauders have to say for hurting… me… Lily Evans! Never shall I be one to lose again.

All in all….

There was a knock in the door which disturbed my speech inside my head. I groaned and open the door seeing Alice with her hand all over her face.

"Next time Lily… Please don't hug the bathroom all by yourself." She was inside the bathroom then and pushed me away.

Ok, let's do this again…

All in all, I would take revenge.

A smile crept in my face, I picked my bag and walked out of the dormitory.

A change of heart would be the best plan ever. Look out, because the new Lily Evans is here!

James's POV

Even though I played the bad guy on what happened early morning. I still have reasonable reasons! One, I was sleepy… doesn't she know that you're not supposed to disturb any marauder if we are sleepy? Two, She won't stop talking! I hate girls like that because… because… they think they know it all... something like that.

I stood up from the place I was sitting before and returned the piece of parchment under the rock. I walked back to the castle still thinking.

As I was walking towards the great hall to eat breakfast, I saw the other guys waving over me.

I sat beside Sirius and took a piece of toast and stuffed it on my mouth. Yummy!

"Prongs, where have you been?" Sirius asked as he eyed my choking down a toast.

"Somewhere… out there..." I replied with munched toast inside my mouth. Okay, I'm sounding dangerously close to a song.

He nodded at took two pieces of toast and stuffed it inside his mouth too. I could beat him still, I swear.

I looked around for a moment, when my eyes nested on a red head girl sitting… My eyes widened when I saw her… smiling. To my surprise, she was also talking… talking to another student, not Alice… but another different student. That is really weird.

As I remembered, she was an anti-social type of student. She never talked to anyone. How do I know this? I always pass by her, and whenever my eyes would wonder, it would always pass by her... I always see her talking to nobody. But she was good with almost every subject I have to say. Especially charms. But of course no one could be greater than the greatest in Transfiguration… ahem, which is me. That is not pricky. It's called, revealing of one self's true...uhm...pride? Whatever.

I looked back to my fellow Marauders.

Remus was reading a book; Sirius was playing with his food. Making a toast snowman, even though the weather is still hot. And Peter, just eating while looking over Sirius's toastman. He really is one hopeless guy.

"Alas! I'm done!" Sirius shouted raising his plate while catching the attention of other Gryffindors.

Suddenly, someone passed by and held Sirius's toastman. She stuffed it inside her mouth and forced to fit it in. Everybody in the Gryffindor gasped putting their hands over the mouths.

Sirius's faced changed from happy to really angry.

I looked over that person beside Sirius who was still chewing his toastman.

Speaking of the devil, it was Arabella Figg, Sirius' worst enemy.

Sirius closed his eyes and placed the plate back. He wanted to glare so much at anyone.

"Nice one" he mumbled looking at Arabella.

After a few minutes of silence, she finished chewing the toastman and smiled at Sirius.

"That would be one of the 200 paybacks you should deserve Black." She said while walking to the other end of the table.

Sirius sat down with his jaw open.

"I hate her to death! With every enemy I could possibly have, why does it have to be a girl!" He banged his head in a table but suddenly ended up with a pile of fried eggs.

I tried to hide my laughter, even Remus did. But we couldn't… that was so far from not funny.

So… we laughed really loud, falling over our seats. It was hilarious!

Sirius looked at us with a raised eyebrows. His face was filled with the yolks scattered all over his face and the white thing in the eggs was somewhere in his mouth, or his nose.

He left with that. After several minutes of laughter, I held my bag and said goodbye to my friends.

This day couldn't get any better.

Lily's POV

As I went down the great hall, I sat somewhere since there are only a few people there. Suddenly somebody asked me if somebody was sited beside me. I looked back and saw a not that tall guy with a blonde hair hanging over his eyes. His blue eyes could captivate any woman staring at him.

"No, nobody is sitting hear." I whispered but I was sure he heard me because he immediately sat down.

"I'm Split Haldenburg by the way…" He held out his hand while smiling.

I felt my heart melt but something stopped me from shaking his hand. A memory of how I met James came back to me and it stopped me from actually making contact with this person.

"I'm Lily Evans" I said, not bothering to shake his hand.

We talked for awhile and we became friends sooner or later. I laughed at his jokes; it wasn't that dirty like what the Marauders keep on saying, it was clean… very funny yet

Clean. It was also funny, not a too trying hard to be funny joke.

Our discussion stopped because of Sirius's success in making what I think was a toastman. My eyebrows furrowed because I hated it when they grab attention, they already have a lot of attention for Pete's sake!

But my inner feelings were explained by a girl with raven hair and she was somewhat tall. I think she's the only person who isn't attracted to Black, well besides me. She ate his toastman. Good, now that is what I call sweet revenge. She is what I want to be, embarrassing Marauders in front of everybody. I smiled and decided that that was already enough.

I looked back at Split who, surprisingly, was just staring to me. I felt heat coming over my cheeks and whispered… "it's rude to stare."

He suddenly came back to his senses and continued eating.

Suddenly I remembered that parchment… I suppose that whoever that was replied already. I stood up and bid goodbye to Split. By the way, we agreed that we would see each other again… lunch time. I walked out of the castle since I still have about ten minutes before classes.

I went to the same tree and sat there. I took the rock and saw the parchment there.

I opened it and read it…

I HATE MY LIFE!

How come?

I feel like the world doesn't want me here… actually I feel the world needed me for abuse purposes… No body wants me to have fun, except my mom and one and will always be my friend in Hogwarts. I no longer want to live!

Don't worry… just let it all out and I will always be there to help you.

I smiled. The soft spot of me suddenly emerged under the mask. Even though I will be strong, I'm sure that this person would get to know that soft Lily… I took out my quill and scribbled something on the parchment.


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