Disclaimer: I do not own Final Fantasy 7
I wrote this poem for something different, but I think it fits Tifa very well.
So a poem from Tifa's POV.
Hide won't help,
Talk will make worse,
Deny wont work,
Silence will jerk
When fate goes painful,
And you act tough,
They'll just go on, and never get enough
Enjoy the pleasure what makes you so sad,
They will get you, and get you bad
Playful acting,
Nothing wrong,
They will notice,
What's going on
The way you wanted, didn't turn out
Instead of happy, instead of proud
You want to scream and yell out loud
Go away! Leave me alone...
I am cold and frozen 'till the bone
The face I give,
It makes no sense,
I find bliss in ignorance,
Worried I am is what they see
The make me scared and let me bleed
Can I even trust someone then,
Or is it happening all over again,
My soul is tortured, empty and sour
I can't take this, can't take this no more
Hot knifes pushed through my skin,
Feel the pain burn deep within
I drown in my sorrow,
I see no tomorrow,
No one is there to catch me falling
For mercy I'm begging,
I keep crawling
My body feels numb...
I lost control,
I am used just like a doll,
I can't fight my own way out
Because I'm afraid of them,
Scared to shout
I am tired of being scared,
Tired of not knowing what to do,
Tired of waiting, waiting for you,
How am I supposed to do this on my own,
When I'm broken and alone
They stop every time I'm about to break
Something stops them for my sake
The break I need to recover this pain
They have to stop, or I'll go insane
Can someone please be not so blind to see,
That I'm in pain, they're using me
They kill me slow
With mental pain
Can't they see
My pain won't vain
"Help..." Is the only word on my mind
Can't someone see it, are they blind
Are they laughing, about my pain
Won't they mind if I go insane
How can I even stand up after this
Don't feel my legs or any of this
Leave me alone,
Get off my back,
If they kick harder,
My bones will crack
I drown away, just let it be
I will never be able to be free
I want to end it, end this all
Loose my grip and let myself fall
But then a sun appeared
You keep me alive
Keep my heart in rhythm
Give me the air I need
If it wasn't for you
I would have given up already
Let my soul fall to the ground
But you were the one who had me found
I try my best to keep myself going,
But I am slipping, without you knowing
Can I keep the fake smile upon my face,
Without you suspecting, leaving no trace
I will try to stay on my feet
But don't leave me,
'cause you're what I need
I can't change my love for you,
It's two for one and one for two
I'll try...
An answer that is what I need,
I need somebody warm and sweet,
He really understands my pain,
Knows they're crazy and insane,
So far away can't reach my hand,
Saying I'm alright but I just pretend,
I am scared and all alone now,
I have a question "How can they! How!"
What am I supposed to do ?
When I'm waiting, waiting for you,
I just can't do this on my own,
I don't want to be alone,
Pick me up and carry me away,
I can't be here, I can't stay,
When we meet it will be to late,
Fate hates me and I hate fate,
My soul is bleeding,
Aching for you,
Help me to heal these wounds,
They've been open for way to long,
If you care for me and you can,
Help me to make me part again,
Can a broken soul be healed again?
Or am I falling every time then...
I can't live, while the whole time I'm scared,
I try to, but I can't
The cry for help, doesn't reach his goal,
The cry from deep within my soul,
Lost I am, and I can't be found,
A constant aching on broken trust,
I can't say I have a will,
Because they make me and say I must
I softly slip away to be forgotten,
The won't notice, 'cause I am rotten
No one is there to hold my life,
Take hold of me, and prevent the dive,
The dive to death, the dive to hell,
My pain is painful, I can't tell
Take my hand before me slip,
And fall away on my lonely trip
I can't reach it, I won't make it,
Because it's hurting, to much to take it,
Nothing they say will help me anymore,
Because it's over my soul is sour,
The truth what comes from out my mouth..." I can't take it anymore..."
It is over for me no more,
I am nobody that you knew...
For anyone who didn't get the "he" character. It was Cloud I hope you liked it, please R&R
