Title: Thy Will Be Done

Rated: R (sexual references)

Author: shadowserenity

Characters: (Caprica)Boomer/Helo

Genre: Angst, religion, romance

Spoilers: Season one

Word count: 481

Summary: When the Boomer model has sex with Helo, what does she want?

Notes: This is the revised version. So many, many thanks to sbabe who greatly improved this story. Thank you so much.


She wants him to burn through her because he is hers, because she cannot ignore the acid under her skin.

She wants his blood to filter through hers because he's flesh, because she can taste his need on his lips, on his skin, down his chest as the clothes fall away.

She wants him to stay locked in this moment forever because she's perfect right now, because she's closer to God than ever before.

She wants his eyes to study her neck, her breasts and the juncture between her legs.

She wants to hear him moan when she moves her hands down his abdomen to his groin and grasps firmly (flawlessly, Godly, rightly).

She wants what's been given to her because she's the one holding his string, because he owes his life to her and no other.

She wants to see Six's eyes when his hands fondle her breasts and her back arches automatically because it's programming (hers, not Six's), because it's also human.

She wants Six's blood on her hands for kissing him because that model has been given God's glory already, because she can think of nothing better than that blood trickling down her lover's shoulders while he takes her.

She wants to focus and think of nature – butterflies, lilies, streams (all aesthetic values, she knows) – when he thrusts because she feels so powerful, because she can't help but revel in this moment and think not of destiny but beauty.

She wants him to cry because anything less would be depraved, because they are bound together by the greatest power in the universe and they are special.

She wants him closer to her, wants to hurt him, wants to make him feel, wants him to know that she will echo through him forever.

She wants God to know she's thankful because he's chosen her above all others, because she can create and carry life.

She wants respect from her brothers and sisters because she's the model that has Helo's humanity within her, because she will be the one to carry the next generation of God's most gifted children.

She wants his blood, his life force, because he has already given her all else, because he is hers.

She wants to drain him when she feels his fingers dig into her skin, her eyes blazing, her spine tingling, then everything – one by one – shattering because this world is only human (flawed, ungodly, wrong).

She wants to believe that Helo is in love with her, that he would give his soul for her and not regret.

She wants to believe in them because they're ordained, because they are destiny.

She wants to believe that she can forgive Helo because forgiveness is love, because sacrificing for love is divine.

She wants to believe that in his eyes will shine his soul because she has a soul, and because God shines in hers.


FIN