Hey. Yet again I'm here with another chapter. Thanks to everyone who reviewed. I know this chapter isn't that good. But I'm suffering from major writers block…

Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or any of the characters…even though I do wish I owned Mike Lobel…lol j/k…

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(Jay's Point Of View)

I decided that I wasn't going to be some deadbeat dad, I went and applied at McDonald's. Yes, I Jay Hogart, had sunk as low as to get a job at a fast food restaurant. But I think that Alex and this baby are worth it. Maybe if she saw that I was trying to help out and do whatever I can she will take me back. Fortunately for me they were running really low on people so they just accepted me and told me I could start right then. I went into the back and changed my shirt. I was really doing this…oh well its time to start taking responsibility.

They told me I was going to have to work till closing that night, which I had no problem doing. Since it meant more money of course. I was hoping, more like praying, that no one I knew would come in but just my luck someone did. It was about an hour after I started that I saw Alex and Ellie come in…what was I going to do? I was kind of hoping that I could tell her about this after I got a little bit of money that I could give her but I guess that's out of the picture now. Her and Ellie are still talking, they don't notice me yet. But then Alex walks up starts to order some food and when she looks up her jaw dropped.

(Alex's Point Of View)

What was Jay doing here? He actually had a job? I never thought I'd see the day Jay would work in a McDonald's. "Hey Jay" was all I could think of, this blew my mind.

"Hey Alex. Was that all you wanted or did you want something else too?" he seemed so nonchalant like this happened all the time. I wanted to ask him why he got a job here and why he just seems to keep popping up where ever I was. I wanted answers for a lot of things but I kept my mouth shut.

"Yea can we get a number 5 and a number 8."

"Sure. Is That for here or to go?" I noticed he wouldn't look me in the eye. He kept his eyes on the register the whole time.

"for here. And how much will it be?" I turned to Ellie and quickly told her to get us a table and I would get the food. I watched her walk off and pick one that was towards the back where no one was.

"its free of charge" He reached into his pocket and started to pull out some money. I started to say something about how he doesn't have to pay, but he cut me off. "Alex will you please let me pay for your food. I want to help with you and this baby and I want to start now." He wanted to help? I wasn't sure how to respond to that. I want him to help, but I didn't want to admit that.

"fine. But just this once" I chose not to argue with him. I could tell that he was determined to help and it didn't matter whether or not I wanted him to.

"Hey listen can we talk later?" I nod my head. "where can I meet you?"

"Ellie's. What time do you get off?" am I really going to meet him? if he apologizes and tells me he loves me I don't know what I'll do. Part of me wants to forgive him the other wants to slap him or never talk to him again…

"how about I meet you there at 11? Or is that too late?"

"that's fine just call first. Alright I have to go before the line behind me gets to long bye Jay."

(Jay's Point Of View )

I can't believe that she agreed to meet me. I have to make sure I don't fuck this up…again. Its only 2. that's a whole 9 hours before I get to see her again. I couldn't believe that she let me pay for her food. Throughout the whole time we went out she never, not once, let me pay. We would always end up splitting the bill because she had to much pride to let a guy ever pay for her food.

Half an hour that's all that's left till I get to go meet Alex. I'm nervous beyond belief…how do I apologize? What if she doesn't listen? What if she just slams the door in my face? Relax Jay. You don't have to worry about this. You are going to be fine. Ten minutes left.

(Alex's Point of View)

After me and Ellie left McDonald's we went back home and just lounged. I called the free health clinic so I could get the doctor's pregnancy test done. It was in two day…my appointment. I knew in my heart that I was. I didn't think that I needed to get the doctor's one done but Ellie made me. I was laying down on the couch at around 9 when I guess I fell asleep. I felt someone stroking my cheek and whispering my name. I opened my eyes and nearly pissed myself when I saw Jay's face extremely close to mine. I shot up from my spot. What time was it? It couldn't be 11 already. "Jay what are you doing here?"

"You said that I could. Remember earlier I asked if we could meet and you said yea" for a second the expression on his face looked to be sadness but then it was covered up with his usual emotionless mask.

"Yea of course I remember. I just wasn't expecting you to wake me up."

(Jay's Point Of View)

My heart dropped when I heard her ask why I was there. Did she really not remember? But when she said she did it made me feel a lot better. When I was stroking her cheek I realized how much I do miss all of that. Well here we go. Lets see if we can make it through a whole conversation without yelling or one of us walking out…

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-Taryn