Heres another chapter…
Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or any of the characters…even though I do wish I owned Mike Lobel…lol j/k…
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(Alex's Point of View)
Alike? Me and Ellie were alike? Was she pregnant? But who could she be pregnant by? Sean left two months ago…unless she knew a while ago but never told anyone. There's just so many questions going through my head right now. I'm waiting for her to start talking…I guess she was waiting to find the right words because it was like that for a good 5 minutes before she finally said something. The look on her face was a mixture of pain and sorrow. She looked like she wanted to cry but hit something at the same time.
"…I'm pregnant too…" why didn't she tell me when I first got here?
"by who?" all she had to do was look me in the eye and I knew that it was Sean. Wow him and jay are even more similar. The list of similarities just seems to keep getting longer and longer between them.
"we had sex for the first time the night before he left." Silent tears were streaming down her face and I felt so helpless. I couldn't cure her pain anymore than she could have cured mine when I first came here. It was then that I saw Ellie for who she was, a helpless teenager trying to find a place for herself. She looked so insecure like she was clueless as to what to do next. "we got so caught up we forgot to use a condom. I found out a couple weeks after he left. But I didn't want him to come home just because I was pregnant. I wanted him to come home because he wanted to. And now that he's here I don't even want to see him."
"El you have to talk to him. you need to let him know that your pregnant. I know its gonna be hard. And he's a little bitch but still do you really want this kid to grow up without a dad? So you gonna tell him?" she nodded her head and completely broke down. I let her lay her head down in my lap and I stroked her hair. After a while she calmed down.
"So El, is it an appointment for two tomorrow at the health clinic?" I hope that she goes too…
"yes Alex. And I know that you want me to tell Sean about this and I really want you to be there when I tell him because I don't know how he's going to react when he hears it." For some reason it felt really good that Ellie actually wanted me to be there with her.
"Of Course Ellie." I looked at the clock and it read 4:30. "shit Ellie I've gotta be at work by five. I'll be back later tonight. Your going to be ok right?" she looked at me and knew what I was talking about.
"I promise I won't cut myself." I smiled at her and walked out the door. Luckily I had enough money to take the bus today so it only took me 20 minutes to get to the mall. By the time I got my uniform on in the back I was just in time. Paige was also working today…this could be interesting. The lines finally died down about an hour later and we had some time to ourselves. I didn't really expect Paige to talk to me after my little outburst the other day…but Paige is just full of surprises.
"Alex?" I looked up from my magazine that I was looking at and gave her a questioning glance. "I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry for the other day and I was completely out of line with what I said. I had no right to say all the stuff that I said. And I didn't really mean it when I said that you had no friends." Paige actually admitting she was wrong? I never thought I'd see the day.
"it's okay Paige. I'm sorry I freaked out at you. I was just really frustrated and you were the first person to set me off." I did feel some what bad that I unloaded all my shit on her…ok so I really didn't.
"so we're ok then?" I nodded and she smiled. I never really thought that I could be kinda friends with Paige Michealchuck but here I am…a lot has changed.
(Jay's Point of View)
Me and Sean chilled at my house the whole night. I had really wanted to go and see Alex but I thought that maybe it would be best if I stayed here with Sean. The whole night Sean didn't say a single word. He just sat there staring at the wall intently. I kind of felt bad for the poor guy.
"you should really go try to talk to her about it" I said after we had sat in silence for a while. I couldn't take it…it almost felt like silence was louder than noise. All he did was nod his head. Once he fell asleep I left to go to see Alex. I know it was really late but I had to see her. I had to talk to her about Sean. It wasn't too late, it was only 11:30. I walked to Ellie's house and knocked on the door. A very tired looking Ellie answered the door. Without even saying a word to me she pointed at the kitchen and walked away. I looked into the kitchen and saw Alex with a bunch of junk food around her. I let out a little laugh and she looked straight at me.
"what are you doing here?" I noticed she tried to hide some of the food she had and I had to suppress my laughter.
"I came here to see you. And I wanted to talk about the damage you did to Sean earlier. Man you did a really good job he had to of been on the floor for at least 10 minutes." For a second she looked lost in thought and then she busted out laughing. God I love her laugh.
"damn I didn't think I did that good of a job. Maybe that will teach him not to fuck with Ellie anymore.
"so what are you eating" I asked as I looked behind her and saw chips, ice cream, soda, tasty cakes, and a bunch of candy bars. "damn Alex you hungry or what?" I seriously think that is the most junk food I have ever seen in my life.
"hey if I recall correctly I'm pregnant with your kid. So I can eat whatever I want." I couldn't help but laugh at how she said it. "so you want any?"
"do you even have to ask" Alex laughed and handed me a bunch of different things. "see this is why I love you" wait did I just say that? Shit…I hope she didn't hear it.
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There you go…and yes I made Ellie pregnant…I hope you guys liked it…review…please?
-Taryn
