Author's note - Well I fell like sharing this info: I HATE BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER SERIES!!! Actually I love it, but that's the reason I hate it. you see it all started when I started watching Buffy and not I am ADDICTED to the show! I love Angel and Spike and must see one them get Buffy and keep her (So what if this never happens. I can dream can't I?) Anyway. I had to tell you that because it is the reason I am having trouble writing lately!
Well I'm bored so I'm writing and yes I would appreciate reviews immensely!

Summary - Sitting in class she is forced to listen to dribble on laws and things that have been proven true and how all of the mythological creatures are myths. Eleven years ago something big happened to Pan. Something big that now, age sixteen she is only beginning to face. Something that led her to the crazy, hectic life she leads now. If only all the "normal" people knew. If only they could understand the life of a slayer.

Title: Red and Black Candles

Chapter 3: An Innocent No More?

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I can always recall the place. It appears in my dream every night. Well, actually, I don't dream. I have nightmares, which I think is a curse of the slayers. Ordaia told me it was a curse because I was a woman slayer. She said she had the same problem. I still believe that could be true. I haven't met any male slayers so I wouldn't like to immediately say it's false. But do I believe it because she said so? No.

Pan followed Ordaia's every move. When Ordaia walked to one side of the path, so did she. If Ordaia would glance to the left then so would she. The fact that Pan looked up to Ordaia was obvious. She was delivering the child slayer to a place Pan could call home. Who wouldn't be grateful for something like that especially after all the things Pan had gone through?

"I do not here you asking when we will get there!" Ordaia snapped and then turned around, here eyes barring down on Pan.

"Sorry." She whispered, shrinking ten sizes.

"No. This is good. You aren't like most of the other slayer children brats. I'm most impressed."

"Thank you."

I felt like something special. Something wonderful and even more powerful than before. The way she treated me like an equal energized me. I could have killed all the vampires that night. I would have been willing to slay every last one for her. But that is not what she wanted. Later, I found that out.

Reaching an open doorway Ordaia stopped. Reaching her hand up she wrapped her fingers around a long piece of rope and pulled. Instantly a loud sound like a gigantic bell pounded Pan's ears. She attempted to block out the noise by covering her ears, but she still found herself wincing.

"Walk through my child."

Blushing, she pulled her hands away from her tiny ears.

"You first, Ordaia."

"Get in!"

Her voice frightened me, but I bit back that fright and tried my best to send it away. Nevertheless, I didn't listen to her. I didn't want to loose her respect because my dumb child-like mind was telling me that this was a test. I actually believed she was going to take me under her wing. I wanted that bitches' trust and admiration.

"You are so much more powerful. I am unworthy. You first." Pan whispered, bowing her head to the first slayer.

"Only an innocent can walk through, fool! Get in before the door closes for the night!" She yelled, pushing the girl in.

"Innocent?"

Now I wished I never asked the question. For weeks after I wish that I never believed her. I wish I never followed her into her layer, but I did. I was to too stupid. I didn't think. Sometimes I think having no brain at all would be better than a child's brain. Ignorance! That's all a child's mind is full of! Stupidity and nonsense! Easy to manipulate! That's why children are raped every day! That's why children follow strangers! They are stupid! Stupid!

"Yes, my dear. Innocent. At least that's what you are now." Ordaia whispered and then exposed her fangs.

I knew she wouldn't kill me. Slayers are too powerful to waste. So instead, she changed me. She cursed me forever with something worst than death. Ordaia transformed me into the one thing that could make me hate myself. A vampire.

(~.~)

Vegeta - I have a head again!

Me - I see.

Vegeta - That was obvious.

Me - What?

Vegeta - Your story.

Me - Let's make a deal.

Vegeta - What kind of deal?

Me - I'll let you be in the fan fiction if you leave me alone.

Vegeta - Who said I want to be in your fiction?

Me - There's always the option of me erasing your, well *nods at pelvis area* manhood. at least I think that's what they call it. For you I'd call it boyhood.

Vegeta - That's it, bitch! You pay! *Prepares to fire blast!*

*I pull out giant eraser*

Vegeta - Agreed! *Disappears*

Author's note - Anyway. Hope you liked the story and watch to see Vegeta appearing soon and you know what that means. Bura and Trunks too! And BULMA! I think. So yeah Brief family fans. So to see this soon please post reviews. They are always appreciated and treasured! Thanxs!