Hey guys…heres the next chapter…I was feeling very nice and I've had a new burst of inspiration…hope you enjoy…and if you are reading this go read The Accident by Amanda because its awesome…
Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or any of the characters…even though I do wish I owned Mike Lobel…lol j/k…
(Alex's Point of View)
I heard the door close and in walked Ellie and Sean. "Do you want to tell me why Jay is sleeping on the steps and all of his clothes are out in the middle of the road?" I knew that Sean wasn't happy about me living here ever since he moved back in about two weeks ago.
"Why don't you go talk to him about Emma and their kid?" The look on Sean's face told me that he didn't hear any of the rumors going around the school. "Let me spell it out for you Sean, Jay slept with Emma and now she's pregnant too. That's why he's out there, because I locked him out." I had been about an hour or so since I had locked the door and I didn't really think that he would still be out there…but then again I don't really care. I told him that he had one more chance and he blew it, that's his fault not mine. I still don't get what Emma has that I don't…am I not enough for him? Is it because she's prettier then me? Is it because I'm starting to get fat now (which might I add isn't my fault)? What is it?
"Alex come on lets go out and get something to eat" Ellie grabbed my arm before I could object and dragged me out of the house. "I don't really feel like walking. Do you?" I shook my head. "Okay then I need your help. You lift Jay's arm up and I'm going to grab the keys to the Civic out of his pocket." I lightly grabbed Jay's arm and pulled it up a little bit so Ellie could slip her hand into his pocket, she dug into it and retrieved the keys. I gently let his arm back down and we ran out and jumped into the car. "That was awesome" Ellie said as we drove off laughing hysterically.
"Ellie why do we wear big shirts and hoodies to hide our pregnancies?" I asked after driving for a little bit. The truth was I could care less If people knew I was pregnant or not at this point.
"I don't know. But I'm sick of hiding it. I think that starting tomorrow we should show off that we are. I mean neither of us are ashamed right?" She did have a point there. I pulled into a diner that looked like they would have good food. "Hey Alex I have an idea…" She had the mischievous smile on her face and I knew she was up to something. "How about to get Jay back for getting Emma pregnant we hide his car in the woods somewhere. We can call a cab to come get us after we do."
"I think that's possibly one of the best ideas I've ever heard. Lets do it." We hadn't gotten out of the car yet so I just turned it around and stepped on the gas pedal and drove off towards an area of woods that I knew really well. When I pulled into the woods I got on a trail that looked like many cars had been on it, I drove for quite a way's before cutting the engine and getting out. "This is a good spot. There's a road not to far from here that way" I pointed towards Ellie's direction of the car and we started walking. After walking for maybe 20 minutes we came out to a road and saw that an intersection wasn't to far away so we walked there and Ellie used her cell phone to call us a cab.
"you do realize that Jay is probably going to kill us when he finds out what we did with his car right?"
"trust me I realize it and I don't care." The cab came and we climbed in. The drive back to the house went by relatively quick. Me and Ellie split the cost of the cab when we pulled up to the house. I noticed that Jay wasn't out on the steps anymore which meant he was probably in the house. I opened the door and of course theres Jay sitting on the couch with Sean.
"Where the fuck is my car" The anger in his voice made me very happy…I know that sounds very mean but it's the truth.
"Have fun trying to find it." I tossed the keys at his head and walked into the kitchen. Instead of leaving like I hoped he would, he followed in there.
"what the hell is this Lexxi?"
"I don't know Jay why don't you go talk to Emma about it? Or for that matter just go be with her. I know you just love her. You know what? I don't need you. Go be with her skanky ass because I don't want you" In reality I really did want him but I wasn't going to let him know that.
"I'm done with this shit Alex. Fuck it, maybe I will go be with Emma. You think that I want you either? I could get so many better chicks then you!" That was a low blow…
"Fine then go be with them then!" I walked out of the kitchen and into the bathroom slamming the door shut. I heard him stomp out of the house and when I didn't hear the engine running on his car I remembered that me and Ellie hid it. I sat on the toilet and started sobbing. I can't believe that he said that to me…I think that's the worst thing he's ever said to me before. I mean we've gotten into little fights but nothing this big before. There was suddenly banging on the door and I figured that it would probably be Ellie. I got up from my seat and opened the door, and just as I thought there stood Ellie.
"Alex…me and Sean heard everything." This made the tears come even more. I leaned against the bathroom wall and slid to the ground. I didn't even bother to wipe away my tears. Ellie crouched down next to me and pulled me into a hug. "Shh it's okay Alex. Me and Sean are here for you. You don't need him." We sat there like that for so long I lost track of time. Ellie was possibly one of the only people I've ever really let in and actually cried in front of. I eventually fell asleep I'm guessing because when I woke up I was on the couch and tucked under a blanket. Unfortunately we had school tomorrow and since I missed half the day today I figured I would go. I grabbed a quick snack and laid back down. The next morning I woke up feeling a lot better then I did the night before. Luckily I hadn't woken up to late and I got to take a quick shower. I straightened my hair and threw on a pair of sweat pants and a wife beater, I was reaching for one of my big hoodies but then remembered that me and Ellie were showing off our pregnancies.
"You look good Alex" Ellie said as she walked out of the bedroom fully dressed, she too was wearing sweat pants and a tighter shirt. Since we didn't have the money to buy maternity pants yet we had to wear the sweat pants…
"So do you. You ready for today?" Then I noticed Sean walking out of the bedroom in the usual jeans, t-shirt, and gray beanie. "Hey" I said to him.
"I'm ready as I'll ever be. Come on lets get out of here before we're late." I looked at the clock and saw school didn't get started for another twenty minutes. I gave Ellie a questioning look before she rolled her eyes and said "We don't have a ride to school anymore." Oh right, I had forgotten about that.
"Alright then let's go." I grabbed my book bag off the floor and walked out the door, on the way out Sean stopped me for a second.
"About what Jay said last night. That was really harsh and I'm sorry." I know that Sean wasn't the apology type guys and it meant a lot that he would say that to me especially since Jay was his best friend.
"thanks." The walk to the school was mainly silent and when we got there we were a little early so I went to my locker to get some of my books out. While I was standing there I heard the doors fly open and when I saw who it was my mouth dropped. Walking towards me was Jay…with his arm around Emma and Towerz on his side. I can not believe him.
"Hey Alex looks like you need to lose a little weight." Emma looked at the guys then back at me and they all started laughing.
"Yea Alex you are getting a little chunky" I can not fucking believe Jay. That was nothing but a low blow…that was worse then what he said last night.
"Wow those are all such nice comments but since I'm pregnant I have a reason to be getting bigger. So shut your faces and Jay I hope you have fun with your skank." I started to walk away and Emma grabbed my arm. I looked at her and she stepped backwards. "Don't you ever touch me. You may think your hot shit because you can get a guy, but the truth is the only reason they want to be with you is because your easy." I didn't wait for a response but instead walked into my first period class.
I wasn't going to cry over him…but I can't believe him. Not even a fucking day later he's with her…I can't take this…how was I suppose to be able to go through a basically the whole day with him in all my classes? I still can't believe he told me I'm getting chunky…he fucking knows I'm pregnant…I really can't take this anymore…
Alright I know its turning into an Emjay but there is a reason behind it so don't worry…I promise…alright now go review…
Taryn
