Summary - I wasn't suppose to be like this. I didn't ask for it. I didn't even want it, but it is my duty, my right, my curse. Eleven years ago from where my real story begins something big happened to me. Something big that at age sixteen I've only begun to face. If only all the normal people could see. If only they could understand the life of a Vampire Slayer.

Title: Red and Black Candles

Chapter 14: There's Lust and Then There's Vampire Lust

It hurt like a bitch, just like the sun always did, but I was over it. What pissed the shit out of me were that damn woman's smile and those words that further stung the throbbing migraine seeping deeper into my eyes. "I suppose you'll just have to trust me," she had said and, being the idiot I'd been ever since I first vowed to destroy that fool boy and his damn family, I did! Yeah, it pissed me off. Those concerned sky eyes, that nervous, frightened heartbeat and the gentle tenderness of his hands softly brushing across my skin. It pissed me off a hell of a lot!

"The burns will heal in an hour at most... only a few seconds of exposure... a few more hours to regain strength... the contacts on the other hand... damn... should have asked Mom for a spare... I'll have Lizza's job for this..." Trunks angrily mumbled, as his large hands moved slowly over Pan's soft skin checking for any damage.

Still light-headed and nauseous, the migraine having done its job, she wasn't physically able to protest. Watching him behind heavy, tired eyes she felt sleep beginning to creep up on her, the soft rubbing of Trunks further lulling her into slumber. Just when she felt like she would collapse, Trunks accidentally nicked her with his nail.

"Shit!" Pan yelped and tried to wack at him, but her muscles refused to move.

Embarrassed, Trunks quickly let go of her arm causing it to immediately smack down onto the hard concrete of the janitor's closet.

"Shit!" She yelped again and this time simply growled, and flashed her teeth at him.

"Sorry... I... Um... thought you were sleeping... and... you... er... surprised me..." He muttered, slightly blushing.

"Oh. Do you always touch girls when there are sleeping?"

"Hey! I was just checking to make sure you were okay."

"I'm a Vampire... remember?" She snapped.

"I know that I just... Hey I saved you and I haven't heard one simple sor-"

Before he could finish, Pan's eyes slipped closed and she collapsed over onto his lap. Looking down at her, he was about to push her off when he caught the serene stillness of her face. Something in his heart he had never experienced before began to tickle. Smiling, he leaned back against the wall.

"Might as well catch a nap myself." He whispered, having already checked the door and finding it to be locked.

Within only a few minutes of sleep, Trunks suddenly felt Pan turn over. Instantly, this caused his pants to tighten. To make matters worse, Pan turned over again, this time onto her stomach, her head resting sideways on the growing bulge in his pants. Reaching her arms up, she clasped them around his waist and lifted her self further up onto his stomach, pressing hard against his stiffness.

"Shit." He growled, between clenched teeth.

Turning over again onto her back, she let go of his waist and pushed herself higher, until her head was resting on his chest and her lap on his rigid member.

"Shit, shit, shit!" He growled again, his heart beginning to beat rapidly.

Completely uncomfortable, Trunks decided to pull his shirt off and try to rest Pan's head onto this. No sooner had he begun to pull the shirt up, supporting Pan's back with his other hand, when Pan's hand reached back. Trying to pull him back to her, Pan's small, cold hands wrapped around behind his back and pushed. Desperately ignoring the silkiness of her skin, Trunks got the rest of the shirt off, his muscles tense as the bulge in his pants.

Breathing out a sigh of relief, Trunks gently pulled her hand off of his back and, put the shirt into it. She tightly clasped it, giving Trunks wild ideas, which furthered the tightness of his member. Now biting his lip, Trunks tried to hoist Pan up off of him. Setting her down next to him, Trunks quickly scooted over to the other side of the room.

"What the hell?" Pan muttered, her eyes opening.

Looking down at Trunks shirt she grimaced and quickly dropped it. Eyes filled with a fiery rage, she turned to Trunks as his quick heartbeat hit her ears. Lulled by the quick, steady rhythm, she felt the familiar hunger sweep over her. This was further multiplied by the intoxicating smell of the thick blood dripping from his lips. Slowly closing her eyes she felt the animal within her begin to grow and take control.

"It's not what you think... You see... you were... coming at me... I didn't violate you... honest..." He quickly stammered, praying she wouldn't notice the large lump in his pants.

I didn't hear him. At that point I really couldn't hear anything. When that lust for blood, that animal-like hunger began to rise I could no longer control anything. My subconscious was pushed aside. I don't really become the Vampire. It's more like a separate entity within me, like a ghost that can possess my body whenever it's provoked. It's always growing and raging, and when it wants me to, I will loose all control. And that is exactly what was about to happen...

Wow... it's been quite a while, huh? Well... I can't promise I'm back forever, but people... take what you can get! Anyway... hoped you liked it... A little too much? Just wait... I've only begun! wicked, dirty smile ;-P

Alright... until next time (whenever that is) Please review. Right now I have to go polish my doll set. Carla is getting dusty and if I don't clean her right now I'm sure I'll be hearing about it for hours!! :-/