Hey guys…heres the next chapter…I'm sorry to say that I think the next one willbe the last. But there will be two different sequels. I should have the chapter up by tomorrow…depending on how lazy I'm feeling…

Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or any of the characters…even though I do wish I owned Mike Lobel…lol j/k…


(Jay's Point of View)

"Emma!" I was pissed off. Who was Emma to say that shit about Alex and kick her out of my house? "Why did you say that to her?" I leaned against the wall in my room trying to keep my anger level down.

"What was she doing here to begin with?" For some reason I started to remember something that happened back in grade 9…

(Flash Back)

"Why is she here Jay!" She was referring to Mallory, who was always a close friend of mine. Mallory was sleeping on my bed, the night before she had to come to me beaten up and bloody because her father had raped her. I had cleaned her up and let her stay the night. .

"Alex relax okay? I can't tell you why she's here, you just have to trust me when I tell you that I didn't do anything with her." I had hoped that Alex would trust me, but a tiny part of me still thought that she doubted what I was saying and that I might lose her.

"I do Jay. I trust you" I wrapped my arms around her waist and held her close. She kissed my cheek and we stayed like that for a few moments. .

(End Flash Back)

I blinked my eyes a few times trying to forget that memory. "She needed a place to stay so I told her she could star here. God Emma why do you have to be such a bitch to her? You have no idea of the things she's gone through." I ran my fingers through my hair. I wish I would have chased after Alex. I wish I had never let her slip away.

"I'm sorry Jay. I just don't want to lose you. Especially to that slut. She walked over to my spot against the wall, she hugged me and I had wished that it wasn't her. She didn't feel the same in my arms as Alex did.

"Don't call her a slut!" for some reason when Emma said that it just pissed me off. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell at you. Let's just not talk about her." I started to kiss her only because I was trying to forget about Alex. Our tongues darted in out of the others mouth, one trying to dominate the other. We made our way to the bed, where I pulled her shirt over top of her head and started to kiss my way down. But she didn't want that, she forced me down and climbed on top. The next thing I know my clothes are off and we're having sex. It didn't last long though and then she was gone like usual. I was left alone again…

(Alex's Point of View)

"He found my pregnancy test. He told me I was a slut and to get out. Then he……he slapped me" I had missed my mom so much since I had moved out and it felt so good to talk to her again. "Mom I need your help."

"Alex, baby what happened?

"Me and Jay were going good but a girl told me that he got her pregnant. Then I accused him of doing it and we got into a huge fight. The next day he was with that girl and they've been together now for a couple of months. All they ever do is call me fat, slut, and bitch. Last night so told me that I should get my own place and Jay let me stay at his house for the night. She came in the morning yelling at me and then she told me that she hoped my baby died. Am I such a horrible person that someone would wish that on my baby? I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks, mom wiped them away and help me close.

"Its okay honey whoever this girl is was just jealous of what you and Jay had. And as far as he's concerned, he lost an amazing girl." She led me into the kitchen where she made me a sandwich. Which of course I ate…when have you ever heard of a pregnant chick turning down food? We spent the whole afternoon talking about everything. But around 5 she told me I had better leave because Chad was due back and she didn't want me to have to deal with him. "I love you Alex"

"I love you to mom. I'll see you next Saturday then." We had made plans so every Saturday I would go and see her when Chad was working, that way I could keep her posted on everything going on. As I was walking out I realized that I was still in Jay's clothes so I went to the closest place with a bathroom and changed, it was unfortunately a McDonald's. When I walked out I noticed Jay was wiping off some of the tables. I quickly walked over to him and threw his clothes at him. "Thanks for letting me stay last night. I really appreciate it."

"No problem…Alex I hate us being like this. Can't we at least be friends?" I just sort of stared at him for a minute thinking it over. Was it worth it to just be friends with him? Would it hurt too much?

"Yea…sure. I had better go but I'll see you in school on Monday Jay." I walked out feeling a little bit better. If I couldn't have him as a boyfriend then a friend was better than nothing. That night I spent the night at my old friend Dani's house. The next day I picked up my clothes from Ellie's house and I usually slept anywhere I could find, sometimes friend's houses, sometimes in parks, I slept anywhere I could find.

(Two months later)

It was two months ago I started talking to my mom again; we met every Saturday like we said we would. Chad still hadn't found out about it (thank god). Jay and me have become really good friends and he's still with Emma. I talk to Ellie and Sean still. They don't know about me staying anywhere that I could find, I knew if Ellie found out she would probably force me back into staying with them. Ellie was about 8 months along in her pregnancy and I was 7. We were both pretty big and had trouble getting around sometimes but I loved being pregnant. Emma still hated my guts and I still didn't care.

"Hey" I said to Jay as I walked up the steps to DCS like usual. It was a pretty nice April day out. "What's up?"

"Nothing really. Just waiting for Emma to get here. How are you feeling?" He would always ask me how I was and make sure that everything was going okay. Even though we weren't together he was still awesome to me. We were interrupted by a skinny blond girl running up and jumping on Jay. I walked away before I could see the two make out. She would always do it whenever I was around just to piss me off. I went to the bathroom, I swear this kid was playing soccer with my bladder all day long. I had to go pee at least 20 times a day…and let's just say it's not very fun. After I went there I went to my locker where I heard two people that sounded like Jay and Emma.

"Listen Em, I'm sorry but this isn't working out" he's breaking up with her?

"Why not Jay? Is it because there's someone else?"

"Maybe it is. But even if it's not this just doesn't feel right to me anymore." Before I could hear anything else I walked away and into my first period class. Secretly I hoped that they would break up…I know it was mean of me to think that but it was the truth. After first period on my way to second Emma came up to me.

"You did this you fucking bitch!" I started to walk away but Emma grabbed my arm and turned me around. I rolled my eyes and that looked like it made her more pissed. "Don't you fucking turn your back to me. You're the reason that Jay broke up with me"

"Don't blame me because you can't keep a man Green Peace" Yet again I turned to walk away but she did the same thing except this time she punched me in my jaw. I couldn't really do much since I was big from being pregnant so I slapped her and punched her the hardest I could. But since that wasn't very effective we turned to shoving. I slammed her back into a locker and she pushed me backwards and did the same to me. We went back and forth for a little while when she turned me around and slammed my stomach into a locker. I had a searing pain in my stomach and I knew right then and there that I was going into labor. Emma ran away before anyone could catch her and I was left on the hallway floor holding my stomach.

I couldn't give birth…not now…I was still suppose to be pregnant for three more months. What if something happens to the baby? Those were the only thoughts going through my mind when I felt Sean by my side telling me everything would be okay. Who would have thought that it would have been him telling me that?

"Alex it's gonna be okay. Is the baby okay? Are you okay?"

"No Sean…the baby's coming now. Go get Ellie and Jay" I watched as he ran off and I was left there, everyone had gone to their classes and I was alone in the hallway. Ellie came running to me and pulled me off the ground, she helped me out to Jay's car where she laid me down in the back seat. The pain was so great in my stomach that I started to black out and come back.

"Alex please you have to be okay. Where the hell is Jay at?" I heard Ellie mutter to herself, she was sitting in the front seat looking back at me laying there. I felt so helpless…I felt that it was all my fault that I was going into labor at 7 months pregnant. I couldn't open my eyes anymore but I heard voices.

"What the hell happened to her Sean?" it sounded like Jay…

"All I saw was Emma shove her into a locker and her fall to the ground clutching her stomach. I knew that something was wrong when she didn't move…I hope she'll be okay."

"God damn it…Emma probably blamed Alex for me breaking up with her." Then I heard nothing. The next thing I know I'm in a hospital bed and they're telling me that I need to push. I fully opened my eyes and saw Jay on one side of me, holding my hand, telling me that I need to push a little more and our baby will be out. With everything I had in me I pushed, it felt like a weight was being pulled off me as I felt the baby being laid on my stomach.

"I love you Jay. I love you and little Layla" Then I was again enveloped in the darkness…


…and there it is…let me know what you think…

Taryn