a/n- short chapter..next one will be longer promise..please review:)
May woke up the next morning and felt an arm around her waist. She turned round feeling confused. Her eyes widend as she found Randy lying next to her. She sat up slowly and looked about the room. To her horror she was in Randy's bedroom. She slowly eased herself from out of his arms and tip toed out of the room. She quickly ran across into her room and sat down to think. She loved Randy and she did want to be with him, but he was getting married next week. She had wanted to split Randy and Lucy up but know all she felt was the sick feeling of guilt. She had never ever felt guilty about anything in her life. She had stolen people's boyfriends plenty of times and she had never given it a second first. She was a bitch and proud of it. She couldn't understand why she suddenly cared so much. But she loved Randy, he was the only person she had ever really cared about, apart from Lynette. May had learnt along time ago that she couldn't trust anyone. Her mother used to her to pay the bills. Her father had thrown her out along with her mother, he wasn't her real father and she had been as shocked as she was. She still thought of him as her dad because she had never known any different. Just like everyone else he had betrayed her. She had always been close to him until that night. Randy had left her too but she couldn't bring herself to hate him.

"What am i going to do" she mummered to herself as she sat on her bed.

She pulled out her box of old letters, she hadn't looked at them for a long time. But then they were from the past, a place she avoided going at all costs. But everything was different now. One stupid mistake and everything was different.

Randy and May avoided each other for the rest of the week and neither of the spoke to Lucy much, they both felt guilty. It had surprised May that she felt guilty around the woman she couldn't stand but she did. The week past quickly and the next thing May knew she was stood at the back of a church building watching Randy and Lucy exchange their vows. Tears were glistening in her big blue eyes. Joe the gardener put an arm around her and took her back to the house as Randy and Lucy waved goodbye to everyone before leaving for their honeymoon. Over the last few weeks Joe had become a close friend of May's. Neither of them was attracted to each other, but they understood each other. Joe was a quiet man and that suited May just fine. He didn't ask her lots of questions but he was there when she needed him. She opend the front door and walked straight up to her room. She didn't bother doing her work. She didn't have the energy. She looked at her calendar on the wall. Eigth of April, offically the worst day of her life. She sighed and then looked back at the Calendar. She was four days overdue. She shook herself.

No it's ok it's only four days she told herself. The days past and it was the day before Randy and Lucy were going to be coming back. May dragged herself out of bed and cleaned the house from top to bottom. Lucy will never know she thought to herself with a shrug. Truth be told she didn't care what Lucy thought she had other things to worry about.

"Joe" she called "can you drive me to the doctors please"

"Yeah" he called back coming into the house.

The two of them drove in silence to the doctors.

May sat in the waiting room. The whole place was silent apart from the occasional cough here and there. The only constant noise was the ticking of the waiting room clock. She looked up as a doctor came through but sighed as he called an old woman in. Twenty minutes had passed and May was pacing up and down unable to keep still. Finally she was called through. She sighed a sigh of relief as she finally got to go and see the doctor. She sat alone in the doctors room for a few minutes then he came back through with a smile on his face.

Thank god she thought to herself.

"Congratulations Miss Taylor...you're going to be a mother" the doctor told her.

May's mouth dropped and her eyes widend in horror.

"What!" she exclaimed.