(AN: I don't own the O.C. although I wish I did, fox does!)
Welcome to my life….
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not going to be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
"Ah, well if it isn't the gruesome twosome of Newport." Marisa said coldly walking in on Caleb and Julie's dinner.
"Marisa you came bac-wait, what did you say about us being the gruesome twosome of Newport?" Julie interrupted herself before giving Marisa a glare
"I can't believe you didn't tell me that Sandy was my father, the past 17 years have just been a lie, haven't they?"
"WHAT! SANDY IS HER FATHER? JUJU WHAT IS GOING ON?" Caleb had an outrage, and used Julies nickname (Juju)
Cal… Calm down, I was just trying to protect Marisa!" Julie replied, also using Caleb's nickname. (Cal)
"All of this time, you have been lying to me?" Cal replied, forgetting Marisa was still in the room.
"Welcome to my life…" Marisa muttered (AN: Hence the title of the chapter! Hehe!)
"That's it young lady, you are grounded!" Julie shouted
"NO, you don't have control over me anymore, I'm going to stay at Summer's for a few days!" Marisa replied before going up to her room to pack an overnight bag
"Goodbye" Marisa stated before running out the door to her car
By the time Marisa got to Summer's house there were tears streaming down her face
"Oh my god Coop, what's wrong?" Summer asked, concerned
(AN: Sorry it took so long to update, I guess this may or may not turn into a RyanMarisa and a SethSummer story, so let me know what you want, plus the reviews, I love them! If you have any suggestions for the story, please let me know! Thank you everyone who is giving my story a chance, and if any of you out there want me to read your story, just let me know! This chapter featured Simple Plan's "Welcome to my life" which I also don't own)
