(AN: I don't own the O.C. although I wish I did, fox does!)

Welcome to my life….

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more

Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy

But I'm not going to be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work

It was always there

You don't know what it's like

What it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

"Ah, well if it isn't the gruesome twosome of Newport." Marisa said coldly walking in on Caleb and Julie's dinner.

"Marisa you came bac-wait, what did you say about us being the gruesome twosome of Newport?" Julie interrupted herself before giving Marisa a glare

"I can't believe you didn't tell me that Sandy was my father, the past 17 years have just been a lie, haven't they?"

"WHAT! SANDY IS HER FATHER? JUJU WHAT IS GOING ON?" Caleb had an outrage, and used Julies nickname (Juju)

Cal… Calm down, I was just trying to protect Marisa!" Julie replied, also using Caleb's nickname. (Cal)

"All of this time, you have been lying to me?" Cal replied, forgetting Marisa was still in the room.

"Welcome to my life…" Marisa muttered (AN: Hence the title of the chapter! Hehe!)

"That's it young lady, you are grounded!" Julie shouted

"NO, you don't have control over me anymore, I'm going to stay at Summer's for a few days!" Marisa replied before going up to her room to pack an overnight bag

"Goodbye" Marisa stated before running out the door to her car

By the time Marisa got to Summer's house there were tears streaming down her face

"Oh my god Coop, what's wrong?" Summer asked, concerned

(AN: Sorry it took so long to update, I guess this may or may not turn into a RyanMarisa and a SethSummer story, so let me know what you want, plus the reviews, I love them! If you have any suggestions for the story, please let me know! Thank you everyone who is giving my story a chance, and if any of you out there want me to read your story, just let me know! This chapter featured Simple Plan's "Welcome to my life" which I also don't own)