Chapter 1
A/N: Phweeeep! I am writing a Gojyo x Goku. I should be spanked. HA! I think it's like one of those pairings you hate because it sounds weird, but then when you READ it, you love it. Yeah, life is weird like that. Yay!
" Gojyo, Goku, we're going shopping." Hakkai said with a smile, peaking into the two's room. Gojyo blinked at Hakkai.
" Thanks for the news update." He said jokingly. Hakkai smiled again.
" Just thought you'd wanna know where Sanzo and I are." Hakkai said, about to close the door, " If you need us, either wait until we come back or find us."
" Okay." Gojyo said as Hakkai closed the door, " Mom." Gojyo sucked at his teeth, rolling his eyes. Goku looked at Gojyo with confusion.
" What are you upset about?" He asked.
" Them." Gojyo said simply.
Goku sat on Gojyo's bed, " Them?" Goku's eyebrows perked, " What about them?"
" I have no idea. I just don't like it." Gojyo grumbled. " They're hiding their relationship and it's annoying. 'Cause I know what's going on, and they don't wanna tell me."
" Isn't that what we're doing?" Goku asked quietly. Gojyo glanced at Goku.
" It's not the same thing." Gojyo lied, not really liked the fact that he was wrong.
There was an awkward silence between the two. Goku brought his knees to his chin, and Gojyo stared at him as Goku pounded his forehead into his knees.
" What's wrong?" Gojyo asked, a bit more sincerely.
" You said something mean about me in the jeep today." Goku whined. Gojyo blinked slowly.
" Is that it?" Gojyo chuckled a little, but hid his laughter well. Goku lifted his head a little so only his eyes showed. " Ahem, sorry."
" It wasn't cool Gojyo." Goku said, " I don't mind the fact that he have to act as normal as possible, but what you said kinda hurt me." He started making circles in the sheets.
Gojyo sighed, not having meant to hurt Goku. He reached his hand out to Goku and pulled him into his lap. " What did I say?" Gojyo said as if he would fix the whole problem.
" I hate it when you call me a stupid monkey." Goku said. " Sanzo did that shit and it pissed me off. I hate being called that more then anything."
Gojyo blinked at Goku's choice of words. But he did sympathize with Goku. There were somethings he didn't like being called either. " I won't do it anymore, okay?" Gojyo said, sitting on Goku's bed.
" Okay." Goku nodded, sincerely believing him.
" I don't want to be like another Sanzo to you. I know that relationship was hard on you, I remember plenty of times you'd knock on my door in the middle of the night crying about something he said to you. Words hurt the most sometimes, especally by somebody who claims to care about you." Gojyo explained. Goku reached over and took Gojyo's hand.
" It's alright. I know you care about me. But with Sanzo, I didn't know."
" And that's what hurt the most huh?" Gojyo asked, squeezing Goku's hand.
" Yeah." Goku smiled. He sat up in the bed and wrapped his arms around Gojyo's shoulders and hung there lazily.
" I'm sorry." Gojyo said. Goku leaned around, looking at Gojyo.
" You're not another Sanzo to me, Gojyo." Goku said quietly.
" Okay." Gojyo smiled at Goku. Goku leaned on and kissed Gojyo softly. Goku has missed this, having that feeling of somebody caring for him and knowing for sure it was real. Gojyo and himself didn't mean to constantly demonize Sanzo, but Goku was constantly in a state of depression and confusion. And now that he had Gojyo, it was different.
A/N: I think it turned out alright. :D
