Author: Kristina Q.
Disclaimer: No one belongs to me. This world is so unfair!
Distribution: Ask me. I am very nice.
Spoiler: AU. I guess.
Warning: A bit profanity and male/male situations.
Rating: R. edited
Notes: This is the 9th chapter of my Cautious Affections series.
Sniffling, Jesse wiped his eyes angrily. How could Billy be so cruel? Why did he react that way? He didn't own Jesse! He never had! Or had he? It didn't matter! It had nothing to do with their relationship! This was about Chris and Jesse. After so long time then Billy should be able to let Jesse love someone else. Especially after he dumped him for someone else!
It made no sense to Jesse. Why did he get so pissed off. If you didn't know better then you'd think Billy was still his boyfriend! Maybe… did Billy still have feelings for Jesse? No, it couldn't be possible! He had never cared for him. He had only wanted to fuck him whenever he wanted to!
Billy was a mystery. Maybe Hunter could talk to him and make him tell what his problems are. Hunter had promised to call him later and tell about Billy.
Another tear trickled from his reddened eye. Why was Billy always such an asshole!
Jesse was so deep in his own thoughts he didn't even hear the door to his hotelroom open. Didn't hear someone enter. Didn't hear the door closing again.
"Bastard…" Jesse muttered to himself.
"What's wrong?"
Jesse nearly jumped off the bed in shock. He didn't know someone was there. He quickly got up, wiping his eyes before facing Chris. "Nothing… nothing's wrong…" Jesse tried to sound at least a bit happy. He didn't succeed. His voice and his reddened eyes gave it all away.
"Jess, what happened?" Chris carefully asked, stepping closer and wrapping his arms around the older man, trying to comfort him. Jesse willingly let himself be embraced. He needed it.
Running his hand through the older man's braids, Chris was trying to soothe him. "Please tell me what's wrong…" Chris gently whispered against Jesse's neck. "It's just… Billy." Jesse muttered, "I don't understand him…"
Chris tightened his embrace and placed a soft kiss on his forehead before speaking, "Just let him be. He's just jealous, that's all. Besides then it's none of his business who you're with… right?" Chris playfully rubbed his nose against Jesse's causing him to smile a bit.
"I guess you're right, babe." Jesse's smile widened before he kissed him quickly. "Of course I am… now come here…" Chris whispered, his lips brushing a curve of Jesse's neck before he backed towards the bed and sat down, waiting. His eyes were locked on Jesse's, sending him an inviting gaze.
"Let me make you feel better…"
Jesse grinned slyly before he came to Chris, but not as he had expected. Instead he went around him and sat on the bed behind Chris, brushing his hair away from his neck before placing soft kisses there. Chris craned his head back and Jesse instantly captured his lips in a deep kiss, feeling his fingers gently caressing his tense muscles on his back.
They broke the kiss, Chris gasping slightly as he felt his tight shirt being pulled off, warm fingers constantly stroking every inch of flesh on his chest and stomach. Chris purred softly, leaning back against Jesse's heaving chest. "I thought I was gonna make you feel better…?" he lightly laughed.
"I feel much better already…" Jesse said between kisses. He trailed his lips along his neck, his fingers finally reaching the waistline of Chris skintight leather pants. For a long moment he played with the button before finally unbuttoning.
Chris opened his eyes, instantly glaring at him, smiling softly. "That was amazing…" Jesse grinned, satisfied.
Bending, Jesse placed a kiss on the younger man's forehead before snuggling next to him, curling his arms around his waist. He laid his head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat.
"What about Billy?" Jesse whispered against the golden locks of his lover. Chris stroked a finger over Jesse's ribs, hearing him purr softly. "We'll just have to see what happens…"
Jesse then kissed his cheek before reaching for the covers and draping them over their bodies. "I think we need to sleep…" he twirled a strand of Chris' hair around his finger and gently tugged. "Why?" Chris murmured, shifting until he was facing Jesse.
"If I know the Kid right then he's gonna be planning something for tomorrow…" Jesse giggled. "Planning what?" Chris muttered as he buried his face in Jesse's neck. "Probably a party or something. Would be typical for Sean!"
"I'm not sure I can sleep…" Chris stated, smiling. "Then let's just lay here and stare at each other…"
However not many minutes later their eyes closed, soft breathing and they fell asleep in one another's arms.
The End
