Disclaimer: You think I own Harry Potter and all the characters? In my dreams! Nope I don't own it!
A/N: Well, I hope you would like this. I have taken sometime now to edit this, hopefully it is better.
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Choices and Life
Chapter One
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"Just one more hour," Ginny murmured to her self while staring out to the miles and miles of green land and mountains.
'Oh how I would love to be hugged by Harry again. That warm feeling you can never use words to express. I want to listen to his jokes and giggle at every comment he has said about Draco Malfoy.' Ginny's thought of the past carried her off.
"Ginny! I'm so glad to see you." Hermione stepped out of the crowd was the first one to speak. She went forward embracing Ginny in her arms.
Ginny stepped down the Hogwarts Express and began looking for Harry, but with a few glances, he was not where in sight.
"Hi, everyone. It's so good to see you all." Ginny managed to say while her mind was off towards the thought of the where about of Harry.
"Ginny dear how was this year?" Mrs. Weasley began to speak. "You look thinner. Have you been eating well?" All these questions from Mrs. Weasley just keep on stuffing in to Ginny's ears. It's like a huge blow of wind slamming into her face knocking her mind off of her focus on Harry.
This was no time to answer questions. She had to find Harry. He must be here, somewhere or did heā¦forget. 'No he couldn't have.' Ginny's mind made her even more confused.
"I'm fine mom. Don't worry. It's been a wonderful year. I had a lot of great experiences."
"Aren't you glad that was you final year at Hogwarts?" Ron asked walking toward Ginny, welcoming her with a light pat on the back.
"I must say it's quite a relief not to see Snape again." Ginny laughed and the others joined in. Suddenly, a familiar shadow appeared behind Fred. She knew those sparkling green eyes. And that black messy hair too well.
"I'm a late?" Came Harry's sweet voice, rushing through the crowd, pushing a few people out of the way to get a better view ahead.
"Harry! I'm so glad to see you." Ginny's voice suddenly lit up. He ran toward her and gave her a warm kiss on the cheeks and held her in his chest. It was the same and familiar hug that she once knew. She looked up at his capturvating green eyes and couldn't resist holding him forever. He had to be the most handsome person she has ever seen.
"You all can stop all this hugging and the mushy stuff now and let's go home, I'm starved." Fred spoke while walking ahead of everyone. Harry slipped away from Ginny and walked toward Hermione. He gave her a hug that showed passion. The next thing that happened almost made Ginny wanting to die. He kissed her on her cheeks, and held her tight around the waist. Ginny couldn't believe what she just saw in her own eyes. Just one year ago before she left for her last year at Hogwarts, Harry had said with all his heart that he loved her. How could he do this to her and showed it in front of everyone? She felt betrayed and alone, but most of all, she felt for the first time, what it is like to be lonely.
'I must be dreaming.' Ginny thought. 'Someone please tell me that it isn't true.' she said in her heart. Ginny tried to deny that, but the truth was in front of her. Her face flushed in a dark pink color as she followed behind.
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As soon as they arrived home, Mrs. Weasley headed off into the kitchen and started on Ginny's special dinner.
Everyone was laughing and celebrating that somehow no one seemed to have noticed the sorrowful expression on Ginny's face. Harry stayed close to Hermione and didn't even realize the fact that Ginny wasn't enjoying herself. He laughed at the site of George trying to undo the spell that turned his hair in to purple slim.
How could he even laugh like nothing has happened? Ginny questioned in her mind.
Then came George's voice, still trying to fix his hair, "Ginny, how's Hogwarts with out anyone in the family to protect you? Were you scared?" There was a deep sarcasm in his voice.
"No. It's quite interesting, defiantly no more trouble stories." Ginny said with her eyes glaring at Fred and George. Everyone burst in to laughter.
Ron almost fell out of the chair that he was sitting in. It was Fred and George who blushed and walked into the kitchen, George's hair still purple and wiggling on his head.
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Later after dinner, Hermione followed in to Ginny up to her room. "Ginny? Are you okay?"
Of course I'm not okay. Don't try to act all innocent as if nothing has happened, Ginny wanted to scream but all the words just faded in to thoughts. She was filled with anger that was ready to burst out. Images of her choking Hermione grew more into reality. "I'm okay." She managed to lie.
Hermione waited and studied Ginny's face a little. "You know you can tell me anything." Hermione offered.
Yeah, sure. How about explaining how you have managed to betray me and why you had to take Harry away from me while I trusted you.
"Would you just leave me alone?" Ginny's voice was quiet, but full of hatred.
"All right. If you say so." Hermione's voice sounded confused, but she decided it would be a bad choice to ask further. Hermione walked out of the room, pausing at the door, then walked towards the stairwells.
Ginny thought she knew Hermione well enough that she would never try to stab a knife deeply into her heart. She sobbed for the whole afternoon when she lifted her head and gazed out the window, it was already late into the afternoon.
"Hey Harry!" Ginny heard someone shouting in the Hallway.
It was Hermione's voice.
Ginny walked quietly to the door and opened a thin gap so she can peek to see what was going on outside.
Hermione ran across the hallway and wrapped her arm around Harry's shoulder. She gave him a tight hug that almost made Ginny faint. She wanted to rush out and stop everything, but then she thought she would just see what was going on. Ginny just stood there leaning her back on the wall and listened to the conversation outside.
"So what are you going to wear for your wedding?" Harry asked in concern and curiosity.
WEDDING?
No one told me about any wedding. Tears gathered up in Ginny's eyes.
"I'm not telling anyone." Hermione said giggling.
"If that's what you wish to do then... I'm not going to stop you." Hermione walked down the stairs while Harry went into Ron's room.
Harry was going to marry Hermione. What a devil he was. Ginny burst into more tears, not caring if the whole world heard her.
She wanted to plunge a knife in to Potter's heart. For a few seconds, she actually imagined what it would be like.
Ginny thought about it for a while. After all in his mind she had always been the kid sister of his best friend. Why would someone like Harry, want to be with her? The ugly, red headed girl with freckles.
"Ginny?" Came Harry's voice as he knocked on the door, popping his head in just to peek into the room.
There were no answer, so he pushed the door open and Ginny was sitting on her bed, hugged to her knees and buried her head in her lap. She held up her head and turned to see Harry right in the eye, shooting him an angry glare.
She pictured him and Hermione, standing in front of the alter and saying I do to each other.
It made her sick.
Her eyes swelled by all the tears she has poured out.
"Ginny what's wrong?" Harry questioned.
How dare you ask me what wrong when you know what's wrong!
"I HATE YOU, HARRY POTTER!" Ginny jumped up and pushed Harry aside.
She ran out of the room, one hand wiping the tears on her slightly pink cheeks.
Everyone was staring at what was going on with all of the screaming as they saw Ginny, with tears swelled up in her eyes, rushing down the stairs, with Harry chasing behind.
"Ginny!" Harry shouted, yet his voice faded with a loud slam of the door.
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A/N: So? I wonder if the editing has made this any bit better. Please leave your comment in a REVIEW!
