Lifeless Dream
By: Kazumi Kairi or Kairi-chan
Disclaimer: I don't own Saiyuki but I only own the manga scan volume 1-8, Saiyuki Reload vol. 2 and vol. 3, wallpapers, cool pictures of singles, groupies and duo characters: elaminated cards, playing cards, few trading cards, and posters. But I only own some other characters with pretty weird names…
Don't blame me that I write another story not finishing my other story. This is another from what I thought before uploading this story. I got this idea from them and from my thoughts. But don't get me wrong guys… I didn't steal this fan fiction from them! This story was somehow related to me and things that I've been through… _
Warnings: Few forbidden or foul words
Summary:
This is the story about a young girl name Ayashi Yue who is one of the youngest daughters of the Ayashi Family. This girl doesn't like her life and she wants to change the boring old things, then the Saiyuki boys came in her life.
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Chapter 1: Introducing Ayashi Yue
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=Introduction=
I am Ayashi Yue. I am only 17 turning 18 in May 25th. I am one of the oldest daughters among my family, and a strange heir in the Ayashi family. They said that I am strange to all my females' relatives, because I don't usually wear these skirts and stupid gowns like them, but I'd rather to wear them with my black shorts to make it a perfect match of my school uniform. My surname 'Ayashi,' was like a word came from 'Mysterious,' or 'Doubtful,' or 'Suspicious.' My name 'Yue' was a name from the full moon… I really don't understand why I was called 'Yue' in the family. But all I could remember that my mom told me that I look beautiful under at the full moon. My female cousins persuade me to do all the girlies' things like they do, but I ignore them and read my favorite books instead doing such lousy things they do. I am one of the richest members of my family, but I don't look so proud being an Ayashi family.
I have short silky silver hair which it only reaches at my shoulder, and a pair of golden eyes which my family believes that a child born with golden eyes could bring disasters or fortune in the family. But I don't believe such rumors. My attitude? Unlike my cousins who are cheerful, crazy, sneaky, and like romantic stuffs, I am different. I am less emotion, cold, a loner, less smiling, and unexcited like they all do. My family thinks that I must be a Demon or something, even they tease me a lot I ignore them. I usually like to hang out or play with small kids or with my little cousins and treat them like they're my brother and sister. But don't worry they aren't afraid of me because I'm cold.
My parents usually didn't notice me but they're busily for their works. And to tell you the truth I tried to ask them if we could hang out together and do some fun stuff like all families do. But all they could say, "Sorry dear, we're busy right now." Or "Maybe next time." Or "That's good but why don't you go and have yourself fun instead, okay?" It was hard for me to let a young child like me to have a lousy parents like them. I thought that maybe I should act more mature and do like they do, and if I do that they might play with me. But I was wrong… all they say that they're happy that I was growing fast and becoming more mature. And it never happen even I tried my best so I could have fun with them.
My female cousins like romantic stuffs and handsome or cute boys. They even persuade me to look and introduced to them at some cutie guys and look for a perfect boyfriend. And my male cousins persuade me to look for a perfect and pretty girl to become their girlfriends. Ch' what the heck are they thinking about? A toy or something? I am not some sort of maid or something else to follow those idiotic things, why don't they should do it by their selves than ordering me around.
I was living alone in an apartment, which my parents left it to me since when I was only 6 years old after I started going to school, and they left me to stay at Hiroshima where my uncle, Uncle Jirou lives there. I have a pet of mine who gives me company. This little creature was different from any animals that I know. This small animal is called an ermine. Usually this ermine was white with black on its ears, paws and its tail. I name this little ermine 'Shiroi.' Shiroi is the word from 'white,' since this little creature has the color of the cold snow and the day that I found her. I found Shiroi when I was only 6, after my parents left me. I was on my bed trying to comfort myself from the cold because of the cold weather snow. Then I heard a small sound coming from my window. I took a small glance at it and saw a small ermine was getting cold and hungry. I felt so sorry for the little creature, so I let her come in and stay at my place. After I gave complete hospitality to her, Shiroi become really attachés to me and decided to stay with me. Sometimes when I was about to go home, Shiroi comes out from the tree at school and goes near to me, or Shiroi comes out when I reach at home. But somehow Shiroi and I really understand at each other what we were talking about. It so strange of me that I could understand of what the animals are saying. Maybe I'm might be an animal master after all.
It was always been the same way after I do all the same things in each day, like wake-up, take a bath, eat breakfast, feed Shiroi, go to school, go to my part-time job, go home, eat dinner, feed Shiroi, and go to sleep. Oh that's right now that I mention it, I always take on part-time job after school, so I could earn some money for the payment at the bills, for the school, and to buy for Shiroi's food even to buy comic books to add my collection. It was only near at my apartment so I wouldn't have any problem to walk from far away places. Well sometimes my parents and my relatives always mail with a 50,000 of yen inside of my mail letter. And sometimes when it's my birthday they always delivered me with a very large or small package, and they also delivered me a hundred thousand yen. It was so irritating that I have such a lousy family in my whole life. Maybe it's better if I'm not one of the families, and do on my own ways I always like becoming a different person.
My favorites? I like sitting at the rooftop alone with Shiroi very much when it comes only when I was boring from something that doesn't interests to me. I usually like to stay in the dark and cold alone in my room. Sometimes Shiroi always give me a company and always cheered me up, even it's also strange for an ermine like her to cheer me up if she's not a human. I always looked up and watched the clear blue sky, which makes me wonder if I could fly. I like the rain even it makes me desperate and annoying when a sudden rain came unexpectedly. I usually collect comic books and novels the way I really like it as I used my own money. I like to draw too, yet I am very good and gifted artistic for me. But sometimes I always dream becoming a famous comic artist someday. Yet I did become a famous comic artist since I start making it when I was at age 12. And a comic artist was my other job, too.
I do have 2 friends Akiyoshi Mira and Mimura Yuuhi are friends of mine since when I was only 6 years old. Akiyoshi Mira treats me like I'm her sister. Mimura Yuuhi treats me like a brother to me. We both live at the apartment yet we live in different streets, but we could get in touch through the internet or in the phone, we even we hang out for something, but I always don't attend with them. Yuuhi-kun usually likes to go out at the mall to find out some computers and some cool and popular games. And he was always there when some bullies are teasing me. He always takes on Kendo class since he wanted to protect himself, his families, and his friends from danger, and wanted to become the best swordsman like his father. Mira-chan always goes to the cooking club so she could be a perfect bride and martial arts club so she could defense herself from dangers even when she's going or walking alone.
I have another friend who is different from Mira-chan and Yuuhi-kun, but my only best friend to keep and tell it all about my secrets and my deepest thoughts about my life, school, teachers, classmates, relatives, days and my problems is my personal diary. I know it's strange that my personal diary is my only best friend but there is no one I could tell about my secrets. So I made my personal diary my only friend.
In school? I study at Domino School that was only few blocks away from my home. I am at 3-A, Yuuhi-kun was at 5-C, and Mira-chan was at the same class at mine. There was a pretty, rich and snobby girl at my class name Subata Hisoako. She is the most snobby girl I've ever known I school. She usually likes to tease me about my looks, my clothes attire, and my act. Plus she was envy of me too because I'm the richest girl of the Ayashi family, and I could do and own anything I like. Every time when she sees me around she'll tease me so much and tries to insult me, luckily the teacher spots her and told her not to tease the Ayashi daughter like me. I don't know what's so special being an heir of the Ayashi. All I could remember we own the biggest corporation, beach resorts, and some other things that I've forgotten it.
There was a handsome and popular guy in school name Sutarou Saitoh, from 5-C the same class from Yuuhi-kun's. Sutarou senpai is the son from Sutarou Mishida who owns the largest company the Sutarou Corporation; he's very fond of red roses which he believes of love. Every girl in the school, especially Subata Hisoako really wants to become Sutarou senpai's girlfriend, but he has no interests in them—but me. He always trying to courts me and asks me for a date because of my beautiful hair and eyes, and being a bright and rich daughter of the Ayashi Family. But I reject him, yet he still continued courts me to win my heart. Every time he tries to court me and gives me gifts, I pretend that he's not there and give them to my classmates or to other girls from different classes. And oh, I almost forgot something. Every time when Sutarou senpai courts me, Yuuhi-kun usually shows up from nowhere carrying with his bamboo sword or showing up his fists at him and tries to shoo Sutarou-senpai away and told him don't bother me again. I have no idea why Yuuhi-kun always protecting me from Sutarou senpai. Maybe he's trying to be cool, like all the other guys do to notice other girls. *Chuckle* Oh well boys will be boys…
I am a very bright and dependent student in my school. Usually I always get the highest grades in all of my subjects. My teachers and the principal were always glad that they have a very bright student like me who studies very hard, and a bright daughter of the Ayashi family. This made Subata Hisoako so upset of me that I always get higher grades than her. I'll tell you another one thing of Subata Hisoako; Subata Hisoako always wanted to compete against me of being the top or number 1 student. But I always win and get the highest scores fair and square. Plus, I am the 1st honorable student in Domino. It doesn't matter either I win or not, I am always dependable, and bright student, and always follows the rules.
=End of Introduction=
It was a bright sunny morning, the sun's rays made Yue woken up. She rubs her eyes, and then she looks at her window as she looks at her own refection. Yet she was still emotionless and cold as always.
"Today might be boring as usual…" she told herself.
"Kikiyuuu!" Shiroi yelp and goes on Yue's shoulder.
"Morning, Shiroi." She greets and pets softly at her little white and black ermine.
She step out of her bed, and went to the shower. Then she went to the kitchen to cook, and then she feeds Shiroi first before eating her breakfast. She was eating it all alone like always after 8 years her parents left her behind to live and work at Hiroshima. But she don't mind being alone, because she always like it. Then she remembers she had a dream last night. She dreamt that someday someone will come in her life to make her ease her loneliness. She dresses up in her red shirt and black pair of pants. She looks at her reflection again,
"Maybe my parents won't come back for this year…" she mutters.
"Kikyuu?" Shiroi kyu softly curiously at Yue's mind.
Yue noticed that Shiroi wanted to know what was in her mind. But all she could do is to looked at her and told her, "Don't worry, Shiroi. I'm fine there's nothing wrong with me…" she said.
Then Shiroi kyu in energetic, and Yue sighs softly when she hears Shiroi's kikyuu.
Before Yue locked the door, she always sees if Shiroi was not there every time when she was leaving in the house. Probably Shiroi might be out of something before she returns home. Yue locked her house's door very carefully, before she leaves. It was so bright in this early morning, but Yue won't mind being under the sun for long. She look carefully look at the view at the streets. It was so fresh when you smell of the early morning smell. The store was still close but it'll be open very soon. She walked in the streets at the side walk, and then she reached at 2nd block. She waited there for a few minutes.
"Yue-chan!!" Yue heard two familiar voices coming from somewhere.
Yue looked and saw a tall guy with red hair and eyes wearing a black t-shirt, blue pants, and a pair of rubber shoes. And a next to the guy was a girl with long purple hair which was tied very neatly and has pair emerald eyes, she was shorter to the guy yet she's the same height as Yue, and she was wearing a yellow shirt, blue skirt, and a pair of black shoes.
"Ohayo gozaimasu Yue-chan! O genki desu ka? (Good morning, Yue-chan! Did you sleep well?)" The guy with red hair asked Yue.
"As usual yes, Yuuhi-kun." She answers at the guy name Mimura Yuuhi's question.
"Honto ni daijoubu desu ka, Yue-chan? (Are you sure you're okay?)" The girl with purple hair asked Yue very worriedly.
"Aa. You're always worried of me so much, Mira-chan." She told at the purple haired girl name Akiyoshi Mira,
They all walked in the streets, like usual. Yuuhi could feel that Yue was so uneasy and uncomfortable remembering of the same thing on each day at school. He took a deep breathe, and said, "You know, Yue-chan. You shouldn't worry about your classmates and Subata Hisoako. You should at least prepare yourself and ignore them." He told her.
Yue looked at Yuuhi and stared at him without any reaction or answering him. Yuuhi just blushed a little at himself that he had just said that nonsense words to her. Mira just smiled at Yuuhi and Yue. She always knows Yuuhi was trying to forget Yue about her own situation and her enemies. It was always like that every time when it comes to school and problems.
"We're here!" Mira exclaimed.
They've reached at the mall at last. Yue and her friends came there shopping for the materials for the school, while Yue went on shopping to buy something for her comics secretly. None of her friends have known why Yue always went out to buy her comic materials, which Yue have always do that. While Yuuhi and Mira are still looking for their needs, Yue was about to do it secretly again. She went out of them and went straight to her destination that she always went. She always looked at the left and right side to see if no ones was watching her. As there's no one was watching her, she went straight ahead. Without looking she got bump by someone that she didn't see.
Yue has just fallen down on the floor. She felt a small pain in her butt. But she didn't complain at someone whom she had got bump. She can't believe the one who bump her was so strong that she ever met. She just stood up without looking at the person, and then she bows at him apologetic.
"I'm sorry that I bump into you. I was on the hurry." She apologized to him.
Yue was waiting for him to scold at her being so blind that she bumps to him. But it didn't the man just said a small ch' and no complaints were coming out from his mouth.
"It wasn't your fault or mine being bump." He told her.
Yue looked up and looked at the man. She saw a handsome man with a pretty golden blonde hair and a pair of deep purple eyes that she never seen those eyes color in her life. The man was wearing a long white sleeve which reaches at his wrists, and long black pants with black shoes which match very good with his looks. Yue had never seen such a man like him was so pretty with a golden blonde haired man in her entire life. And the man could tell that Yue was staring at him at that moment. Yet the man was also staring at Yue. He had never seen such a young girl would be pretty emotionless, with a pretty sliver hair. But to him he was staring at Yue's pair of golden eyes like she reminds him of someone.
After for a few minute, the man stopped staring at Yue's looks. He turns his back and started to walked away. Before he could leave the store,
"Wait mister!" Yue stops him without any thoughts. And the man stops.
"What is it, lady? I'm in a hurry." He told her a little cold,
"I'm sorry about the bumping at you…" she told him again
The man just sighs softly and told her, "Like I said it wasn't your fault or mine." Then he walked away leaving Yue alone.
Yue just looked at the man without any expressions on her face. She just watched him go until he goes away. She doesn't know why she had strange feelings toward that man whom she jus met today. Well of course to her; he was a stranger like anyone she met that she doesn't know. Then Yue had forgotten to buy her comic materials quickly before her friends will find her.
At outside of the store where Yue was there, the blonde haired man walked out of the store. He stared at the store, and then he thought at the silver haired girl that he bumps and met her today. Then he even caught the image of her in his mind. He shook his head trying to remove that image out of his mind. Then he meets the 3 men.
"Oi what took you so long in that store?" the young lad with golden brown haired asks the blonde haired man.
"Urasai kono baka saru(shut up you stupid monkey)! I was just looking around, yet nothing was so special." The blonde haired man answers.
"Then shall we go?" said the man with brownish haired with a warm smile
"Yeah." The man with long flaming red haired answers coolly,
The blonde haired man just nods without any words were coming out from his mouth. The blonde haired man stared at the store again then left with his companions.
T.B.C
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