Depend On Me. Chapter 4 = So Confused

Ok, it's been a long time since updating but anyway here we go!

As Noah fell asleep Kit held his hand but when she was he was settled, began to pace the room, thinking over what he had said. He said he needed her, she had wanted him to say that for so long but now was it all for the right reasons? How much of a coincidence is this she thought, just this morning she had been told again that she loved him for the wrong reasons. Everyone, including Noah, had kept on telling her so. Kit paused and looked at all the machinery that he was linked up to. It broke her heart to see him like this. She carried on her pacing ritual and then went back to her seat. Kit gently traced th lines on his palms with her own fingertip, finding the rhythm of it soothing to the small flare of anger towards him and the questions she wanted to ask. Longed to ask. She continued the movements until she felt so relaxed that she could fall asleep herself. Noah began to open his eyes, slowly, almost as if it was too painful to do.

"Kit." he whispered "You're still here." Kit nodded. "Yeah, where do you think I'd be? Getting drunk, trashing your house, hmm haven't done that in a while." Noah managed a small laugh. "I don't know what I'd do without you." he said weakly. "I knew this wasn't because you really like me!" Kit spat in rage. "All this time you couldn't care less and now it suits you. People, including you have told me that i only wanted to be with you because I could depend on you instead of drinking. You are such a hypocrite Noah, it's alright if it's the other way around. Thanks a bunch!" Kit finished her rant and bolted out of the hospital room, blinded by hot tears. "Kit!" Noah shouted pulling himself upwards. An unbearable pain made him gasp for air. In panic he punched the red emergency button on the wall. A nurse and a doctor came rushing into the room. They were the last things he saw before he blacked out because of pain.



Kit ran as fast as she could to be as far from Noah as possible. She dodged between nurses and patients. At the entrance she saw Haylet she wanted to run further from the perfect ex girlfriend but Hayley stopped her. "How's Noah?" she asked, her eyes showed concern. "Not good." Kit replied shortly. "Go and see for yourself, visiting hours aren't over yet." "Okay I will." Hayley half smiled. Kit ran out of the Yabbie Creek hospital and to the nearest off license and bought a bottle of brandy. She pulled the cap off quickly and took a large gulp. She hadn't had a drink in so long that it didn't feel right. She spat the mouthfull out and put the bottle in the bin. Kit was pleased that she hadn't had enough brandy to be drunk. She wanted to be able to think clearly and she was pretty confused already. If she could block Noah from her mind, things would be much easier, but she'd tried that beofre and she couldn't do it then. Could she do it? She sat on the beach and watched the sun glinting off the waves. 'I've got to get over him.' she told herself over and over again but she still couldn't accept it. When she had seen Hayley and how concerned she was, Kit knew Noah deserved someone like Hayley. Kit jumped as her phone rang. She pulled it out and hurriedly answered without looking at the number. "Hello" she said "Hello, is this Kit Hunter?" the voice asked "Yes, who is this?" "I'm one of the nurses looking after Noah Lawson, I'm afraid he's a lot worse." "Oh. Why are you ringing me?" Kit asked "Noah insisted that if we ring someone it would be you." "Right, do you want me to come back?" "Yes, well if you like Kit." "Okay, I'll come." Kit and the nurse hung up and Kit began the journey back to the hospital. She felt a pang of panic in her stomach and her thoughts from the beach vanished. She owed it to Noah to be there for him after all her had done for her.

A/N = I'm sorry that I had to put Noah in so much pain. It was sooooo hard to do! And I can't believe I drove a gap between him and Kit like that! Also it might sound like I don't like Hayley, I do (even thought she went out with Noah...grrrr!!!!) but its from Kit's POV. Thanks for reading please review!!! pretty please???!!!

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