Konnichiwa! Here's a mini-series for Gravi in song-fic form. I will upload one chapter every few days. Hope you enjoy and please be sure to review!

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Disclaimer: Gravitation is owned by Maki Murakami. The lyrics are from the song 'The Reason' by Hoobastank. I don't own shit- so don't sue me.

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW-Verse 01:

"I'm not a perfect person…"

No matter what, I knew I would never be a perfect person. I told Shuichi this many times- using different words and in different situations. And yet he still clung to me as if I was someone special. Like I was important.

But I'm not. I'm just a cold and bitter man with a clichéd tragic past that haunts him to this very day. It was the same old story of a bad past ending with a sad future.

How pathetic.

"There's many things I wish I didn't do…"

I tried to push him far away… by kicking him out of my home, breaking up with him, pretending to love my fiancée, and even flying to the other side of the world.

Yet I only had to pause for a moment to realize that I couldn't escape him. No amount of running and hiding would keep him from me.

"But I continue learning…"

And that brought me the happiest moment in my life. It was then that I realized… I had finally fallen in love with someone who would never give up on me.

Yes. In love. That's what I was.

"I never meant to do those things to you…"

But it was a guilty love. One that I would only reveal and express in sporadic bursts. I was angry with him one minute, kissing him the next, ordering him to sleep on the couch within the third.

A guilty love. My behavior reflected my feelings… I felt guilty. Guilty for letting him love me… guilty for loving him back.

And as I lay here in my bed, watching his sleeping form curled next to me, I understand now…

I understand just how imperfect a person I really am.

And just how unworthy I am to receive his love.

"And so I have to say before I go…"

Today he asked me to write a song for him… one he could sing for his next album. At first I scoffed at him, saying something along the lines of 'Do you expect me to write you a love song?' and all he did was smile at me. He just kissed me and walked away.

I was surprised… no whining, no pouting, no hysterical tears. It made me wonder for just a moment- what was he expecting out of a song from me?

I'm not one to be romantic… love songs aren't my thing. And the only good love songs are the ones written by those who understand it. I don't understand love. I barely acknowledge that it even exists.

So if he expected a love song out of me… then… for him…

I would try.

And I did. I tried. But the words that flowed out from me were bittersweet- reminiscing of pain and hurt. It wasn't a love song… it was…

A goodbye.

"That I just want you to know…"

I never even finished the lyrics. But what I had accomplished I hid deep inside my desk where he wouldn't be able to find them.

I didn't want him to see them… yet. Not until they were complete.

Because even I didn't know how they ended.

I close my eyes to try and catch a glimpse of sleep, only to see the words I had written float before my eyes…

"I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know…"


TBC…

Teehee… I love writing fics like this… easy idea, easy writing, easy to upload! I really do hope that everyone enjoyed reading this! ONEGAI REVIEW!