S0rry if the first chapter is a mess!..im really sorry…I promise I'll do better….

It's my first time you know…. Thanx for the review and I'll spell Louis right this time…haha…oh well…

Ren cant sleep. She kept thinking and thinking what just happened that day.

She couldn't believe it. She closed her eyes and thought that all the things that happened that day is all a crazy fucking nightmare. But then again, it just happened. Her tears slowly walked their way out of her beautiful eyes. She kept thinking about Tawny. Nothing but Tawny. Then she fell asleep.

Ren is walking down a beautifully made sparkling road. She starts to wonder where she is. Then she the fog came in, cold, dark fog… she's starting to see a silhouette of somebody see knew. As the silhouette starts to form an image, she stars to shiver and shake. She saw Tawny wearing a gorgeous, seductive, black gown. Tawny was smiling to her. Tawny walked closer, closer and closer. Their lips met. Tawny was the one who is kissing, but not Ren. But Ren gave up, she kissed her back. Tawny was trying to tell her something, but she couldn't hear or even read her lips. Then…..

ring! Ring! Ring!

Ren's alarm clock rang. She woke up frustrated. She always writes down her dream every morning. But she didn't wrote this one up because she doesn't want to be hurt no more.

"REEEENNNNNN!...breakfast!" her mother yelled

"okay! Ill be right there…give just a minute!"

"okay honey!"

Ren just gave herself a facialwash then went down stairs.

"morning honey"

"morning…where's Lou?"

"I don't know…where is that kid?...hmm"

"hey guys!" Louis came from the front door holding Tawny's hands.

"where did you go?" their mother asked Louis

"at Tawny's… I picked her up"

"why?..going somewhere?

"yah..going at Twitty's"

"oh okay…have fun"

" Mrs. Stevens, may I have glass of water please?"

"sure dear"

Tawny walked pass Ren. Only looked at her cereal.

"Hey Ren…"

Ren looked up at last! "Hey…"

"Ummm…..." Tawny is trying to have a small talk with Ren but Ren is hard as a rock "How's Larry?"

Ren is going out with Larry these last few days. The days before the big news.

"Well… he's okay…I guess"

"okay..good…ummm…"

"havta g0….bye."

"bye"

Ren walked up to her room. Locked the door. Her sad tears starts to roll up again. She went to her drawer, pulled out a picture of Tawny with a oh so sweet smile. Ren smile for just a second and then she hugged the picture, cried and cried. She cried in her room for about an hour. She lay in her bed thinking about her weird dream. "maybe Tawny is really trying to tell me something" she thought.

She walked to her bathroom, took a bath, dressed up.

"Mom!...going at Ruby's!"

"okay..take care..have fun!"

"how am I suppose to have fun when my heart's breaking into pieces!" she thought for herself.

She decided to just walk to Ruby's. She thought that maybe sunlight and keeping herself busy walking would keep her mind "Tawny-free"…but she was wrong. Every step she took is Tawny. Every blink of her eyes is Tawny. Every breath. Every heartbeat.

Finally, sha was at Ruby's doorstep.

ringringring

"Hey Ren!..i wasn't expecting you"

"Oh..am I a bother?...if I am I can go home"

"Oh no, in"

"Thanks"

"What brings you here?...any problem?"

"Ummm….i think"

"Yah think?..huh?

"I don't know why, but im feeling lonely these days"

"Hmmm….maybe you need to see Larry"

"Oh no…I think its not that"

"Then what?

"I don't know."

"Hmm…wanna sleepover tonight?..i'll invite you brother and friends, Larry, and whoever else….whatchathink?"

"I guess that'll cheer me up a bit" but Ren really thought that it wont but she'll give it a try..maybe she'll fin a guy who she likes.

"I guess we have to go to the store to buy some chips, snacks and sodas…and we'll just buy some pizzas and make then deliver it to my place."

"Okay"

"Hmm..first, we just have to call the others so we'll know who will come…right?"

"Ummm…right"

So Ruby called everyone…fortunately, everyone will com!.. Then the two went to the store to buy the snacks.

"Well I think we've got everything we need" Ruby said with pure delight ness

"So, what time will they come?"

"hmmm…about 6:30?...yah…6:30 it is"

"okay….can we just drop by in my house to pack my things up?"

"Sure…no problem"

So they went to Ren's house. On the way there, Ren cant stop thinking of what will happen in that party. Tawny's being there and all. She kept thinking about her dream. She was looking outside the car window and all she can see is Tawny…

"We're here"

"Ummm…just wait here okay?..im gonna get my stuff"

"Okay"

Ren packed her things. A toothbrush, her pjs, her favorite soft blue pillow and the picture of Tawny..

"all set!" she thought.

"we're off to your crib!" Ren said trying to cheer herself up.

"Yeah!"

Ren was looking out of her window, and again, all she can see is Tawny's sweet smiles.

They prepared for the party/sleepover. They placed the DVDs, the sofa, and the bedroom….and ofcourse, the sounds/music!.

knockknockknock

Larry and "friends" was the first to come.

"Hey Ren!..Ruby…these are my friends, John, Michael, Ben, Sil, Zach and Trish."

"Hi"…both girls said in chorus.

"Hey Ruby, if you dint mind, I invited more people here, about 8 more?"

"No problem…actually that's better"

I know, I know, its not a good chapter…….im so sorry….r&r?..Ü