A/N: sorry it took sooo long…school id like busy and stuff….and I had vacation in my place at OC of course!

Chapter 3: Cheating

I was walking on the beach when it happened. I hadn't seen her since that day in her school. She stayed locked up in her house. Father Dominic said that it was for the better that we were growing distant. But I just couldn't do that. I loved her too much.

And I never told her.

I failed. It really was my fault. Everything could have been so different if things hadn't gone so wrong. If my temper hadn't gotten the better of me, our lives could have twirled in a different direction.

Flashback:

It was unusually late. Sussannah had been at CeeCee's house working on a project, she told me.

And she lied.

I overheard David telling Mrs. Ackerman about how Sussannah went over el bastardo Paul's house. I was furious. She lied to me. I thought that she loved me, after our episode in the Mission's graveyard.

But she didn't. Otherwise she would have been able to tell me.

Out of pure fury and rage I materialized into Slater's room, where Sussannah was in the bastard's arms. She was committing a sin that I thought was beneath her.

My Sussannah was kissing Slater. Full-on, like she kissed me.

"What is this!" I exclaimed, anger dripping off of my every word.

"Jesse! Oh my god, this isn't what you think! Paul gets the hell off of me!" Sussannah screamed. But it was too late. I materialized before her lover said anything.

I materialized on the Ackerman's roof. The sun was setting. The day before Sussannah and I both lie here watching the sun set, in each other's arms.

And there she was, the very next day, embracing another man. How could she? He tried to kill her!

As I was pondering this, Sussannah drove up in the car she borrowed from Jake. I heard her jump on her windowsill in her room. I watched her step up onto the roof and make her way to me. And I got up, ready to go somewhere else.

And she touched me.

"Jesse, wait! Don't- atleast let me explain! I-"

"It is too late for explaining, Suze," I told her. "I now know where your heart truly lies, and who you truly are. You are just like that slut Maria. No, you are worse than her. Sussannah, you have disappointed me. We are finished. You can go sleep around with whomever you like openly now. No need to keep it all hushed up. Go now. Carry on. Go make love with Slater." My voice sounded harsh to myself. As hard as my family's mansion walls. They held together like iron.

I dematerialized, but right after I saw Susannah's face crumble in misery and helplessness.

But I had no feelings for her anymore. She was just like Maria and all her piers. Cheating, sinning, and sleeping around like it was nothing.

I materialized beside Father Dominic, who was praying to the God. I never told the good Father of all the sins Susannah commit. If she truly loved Father the way she claimed, she would tell him of her wrongdoings, and if not, shame on her.

That's when it happened.

A wind rushed over me. I looked at Father Dominic. How could I have felt it when Father did not? I am but a soul trapped between two worlds, and I felt that wind.

It was harsher than any other wind I had felt in my life. Harsher than the wind when I rode my first horse. Even harsher than the wind that came over me when I died.

And there you had it. I was alive again.

But I saw in Father's eyes, he was dieing as I was living. Confusion spread across my face.

Then I finally managed to breath, "What…have…you…done?"

A/N: I know, it's really short. I will update as soon as possible next time, and the chappy will be LONGER! I know what the story will be about, but I need some tips….I also dunno if it should be Suze/Tad, Suze/Jesse, or Suze/Paul……s/pspice (but I will make Paul sweet in his our sexy way), s/tb-ball games(lol), and s/j classic cheese romance