Ya so I should probably fill you in on the background of Ninamori, Ninamori is the type of girl that acts perfect and lives to be the best. Its sad in way, it really is. Her mom and dad still caring about everything, still the class president. She still puts up this enigma of stone cold determination. It's like she puts up a defense of trying to be someone important to cover up the fact that she isn't as strong as she looks.

She has a caring side to her that is quite honestly attractive to an extent. But she's so damn silent all the time. I really want to show her what a real, well I'm not to sure my life is normal or real in the slightest, but you get the idea. She needs to have a break and realize that she has so much more outside of her, delivery service and her mask of perfection to live. So that's pretty much Ninamori in my under-standment or description of her. Anyways she's really a nice girl.

So as she is still balling her eyes out in my chest. My mind is trying to figure out why she is doing this to me. Is it because she is afraid of what happened to me. Of what she never got the chance to here why, to have the chance to understand what actual happened to me.

When she started to soften up and not cry as much, either that or my shirt was no longer a soft cushion as much as a wet towel, she looked up at me an just store at me as if to make sure it was really me. Her eyes, they were so familiar, as if I could just look into them and automatically know exactly what she was thinking off.

"I never though I was going to see you again. Were did you go all of this time Naota. You just left everyone here. I thought that you were gone."

Gone...a little familiar I would tend to believe. This seems all to familiar for me to be comfortable with. I just looked at her and saw the same horrible sense of abandonment that I felt my self when she left me that day. I had no other instinct but to just hug her. The next thing I new her shoulder was wet. I have no clue why im crying to a girl that I haven't been really close to ever since she came into our lives. So much she changed. I sat down and just stared into her eyes. Memories of past times poured in like a tsunami of black water. Rainy night…flash of light…sound of tires screeching…bump on the head…robots…guitars…spicy bread…city bench…love…deceit. I closed my eyes to try to close them out.

"I'm so sorry that left you I didn't know why I left I was just scared. That should have been no reasons to leave you without an explanation or warning im so sorry. I know how you feel. I just needed time…time to forget about things…time too just…."

Lips?..why is this memory coming back. Why are my legs going week…I though I buried this memory when she left. As I opened my eyes. She was there. Staring back at me blushing with big puffy red eyes. Kind of a face that was embarrassed that she did something despite that she really wanted to do it. She smiled… … … We both sat there my mind sprinting on a ball bearing of thoughts not going anywhere. Life just sat still. As if by instinct I found my hands around her. I leaned back to see her face and saw her eyes closed and her head resting on my chest. Her whole body seemed at ease, no more tears, no more shaking, she was warm.

"Thank you." That is the only thing for some reason I could think of at that time. Nothing else seemed justified to her actions. I knew she liked me for a while now but I had her in my life taking the light off of Ninamori. I've known her for so long and not once did I ever take her feelings into consideration. "Let's go" I said to her. School is just so weird when you just want to be alone. She looked up at me with a awkward face that I haven't seen before but seems very familiar to me. The face of trust and loyalty to which one can do and go anywhere and that person will follow you their. Times like these you wish your mind was a camera that never forgets.

We walked in silence into the school, down the halls. We pasted people that we knew and people that just seem to be there to take up space. Nothing really fazed me then. I just walked out of the main door with Ninamori with me. Once we got out of the school gates. I stopped and looked at her "Where to?" She looked at me with a surprised and baffled look. "Why are you asking the questions, doesn't seem like you to let others lead you."

All I could say at that time was the honest truth. Something that has taken me all this time for me to finally understands. "It's my turn to listen to you now Ninamori, you listened to me for to long." And with that she grew a smile that I will never forget. Her eyes finally opened to me and I was able to make her truly happy. And with that we walked down the road with no place to go.

We wondered around the town, just talking with no real topic. Pretty much what ever came to mind we talked about. She went over to the soda machine next to the railroad crossing. She ordered grape soda; she smiled at me with one of those weird smiles that you can't really put your finger on. I went to order the bitter kind and hesitated, then my hand wandered down the list and I ordered a regular drink. I thought to my self that I won't care for the past. Walking around town felt weird, not awkward at all, just weird. Like when you spend the day with a person that you've known for a long time but haven't seen in years. Except with Ninamori, the time that was lost between us, felt like it was only a couple of seconds. We went back to talking with each other like it was no big deal, just like we did before Haruka was here.

The sun was setting and she was still bringing up every little thing about absolutely nothing. I could not have cared less. "Hey Ninamori you wana grab something to eat, I mean we don't have to or…"

"thank god you finally asked Takun, I was getting really hungry, just though that you wanted to keep on talking." She stopped and looked at me, weird face again. "You looked so happy to be talking, I didn't want that to change." Bam. . . she really knows how to keep me talking and them loose all sense of words in a second.

I brought her to my place, neither of us have a job. Well she did but that thing broke the only delivery truck she had. And well im just a lazy kid. My dad wasn't home. Stupid perv is probably at some Ladies Inn. Man I remember that one time with Mami…forget it. I went down to the kitchen; there was bread all over. Dad must have recently left, the stove is still warm and you can smell the burnt bread. "Could he get any more dirty? Shit. Sorry about all of this mess Nina, my dad is a wreck without her around." That was bad to say. "Who's her, o are you talking about that pink haired crazy girl that was.. Takun are you ok" I was just standing there with the refrigerator wide open with my head down not moving. "What do you want to eat…"

"Im sorry Takun, I didn't know. Um… I guess ill have a thing of Ramen if you got any. "What size… we got small, medium…" "I'll have a small if that ok. They taste better than the large ones." Good choice.