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Chapter 4, Hermione

I was home again. After my initial discovery of the wonders of photography had been

forgotten at school (stupid trunks don't fit anything), I was once again alone. My parents were so laid up by my tales of death and horror and Death Eaters, that they convinced

themselves that it wasn't at all true and I was telling stories and that I needed a

psychiatrist. Thankfully, I managed to convince them that it was simply a story I was

writing and they melted back into a peaceful and ignorant place in the world. I was

furious.

I spent my days studying—I was allowed to see my friends, but chose not to. In a million

years they could never understand, and I was afraid of lashing out, like Harry did. Harry

had been so distant. Ron was so utterly confusing and he seemed to be keeping

something from me. But I missed the both of them. So I studied. I would get through a

review of all my years. I owled Dumbledore and got my booklist early. I was a study

freak. And I didn't feel a bit better. Two weeks into my summer holidays and I had

finished all this.

I did not, in fact, reach equilibrium until I went to visit my cousin in Sussex. In reality it

was not so much as visit my cousin as to "Eat breakfast, take a bag lunch and stumble

across the Downs till dinner" as my aunt aptly put it. I took no book on these long

stumbles but my own thoughts and sort through them I did. To reach an understanding

with oneself however is much easier than trying to deal with a delusional, angry and grief

stricken teenage boy and I had two.

I was so immersed in my problem that I nearly fell of a cliff into the channel. As I

watched the waves smooth out the creases in the rock, a decision on what to do eluded

me. I stayed for five weeks here. I walked and ate and slept came home to pack for

school much refreshed.

I was ready. For anything.