hey its me again..its now 4.10 am n i'm so wide awake..hmm..okie here goes nothing
Disclaimer:huh! wat disclaimer! surely u dun think i own it..i'm broke n the only things i own is this poem..
Shadows of a Dream
In my dreams, I find love
Yet I awake to harsh reality
There's nothing but piercing arrows
that caused within me an ache so hollow.
Pushing me down such desolate paths
Here I'm alone
Here I miss home.
Darkness reigns…
As there's no light
So now I've lost the will to fight
Of frigid fingers of the wind
That force me to relive my every sin
Nothing to slow my descent
As to my doom I plummet
No one to witness
My crumbling façade
All have abandoned
This helpless soul
In search of love
Just to be in vain
The same as
No one would care
Or even want to love
For what they see
Is a monster
and not me
And so now silently plead I
As needing to know the reason
So thus this question and plea
"Why can't you love me
Just for me?"
02/04/2005
2.17 a.m.
ermm this was originally intended for ayame of fb...however on 2nd thought it suits hiei better...grr..n juz so u noe i like kurama a lot more than hiei but somehow whatever i write suits him more...n its so frustrating!
c'mon review please...say anything at all...i need feedbacks k..
