October 5th- Happy birthday to me.sadly I have some good new and some bad news. The bad news is…. Seifer almost died yesterday. He went out on the town during school. He was in a car accident on the way back. They sent him to a hospital in Deling City. I'm going to go see him on my day off. I hope he's okay, I mean he's Seifer, but I don't know what would happen if I were to lose him.

The good news is… well there isn't really good news. Today is practically the worst day of my life. I felt as if everyone were looking at me like they knew what happened. I broke down crying while I was running to my room. I ran past Ell, and she stopped me. I told her what happened, and she comforted me.

She walked me back to my room just to make sure I was okay. She left and I took a shower. When I got out, I looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were all red and puffy from crying, and my hair was all over. None of that mattered though. My Seify was gone. Do I really care about him that much?

My world is completely upside down now. Seifer isn't one of my favorite students, but he's still a student and friend. Wait.. did I just call Seifer a friend? Man I must be tired. But still anyway, he's someone. That should count as something. Whoa hoa hoa Quistis slow down, take a deep breath and stop thinking. It's just so hard to know that one of my friends could die within the blink of an eye. I just want to lay on my bed an weep, but I know it's not good for me. I guess I should go tell the gang what happened. I don't know what I should tell them though. And what if they think I'm weird for crying over him?

I seriously need to take a chill pill. I wonder what he would do if I were to have gotten in a car accident. Would he come and see me? Or would he just blow me off like I didn't mean anything to him. I know everyone else would come. Who would fill in for my class for me? Selphie would be too over energetic, Irvine would just be.. wrong. Zell would want to blow everyone in the class. Rinoa, Ellone, and Squall are probably my only possibilities. Who knows what will happen in the future. You just have to live one day at a time.

Wait, what if Seifer getting in an accident is a sign or something. To show me how I really feel about him. I don't think I would feel this way about him if he was still in garden walking around with that cocky smile on his face. Definitely not. I do know one thing though. That I truly do care about him wether he's as dumb as a door nail, or your worst enemy, he's still the Seifer we all know and love. I'm doing it again aren't I? I'm blabbing on about how I really truly feel about Seifer. I need to stop with this nonsense and get on with my life.

I'm going to go tell the gang about what happened. Wait, what should I say? Well I'll just work on it I guess.

Quistis Trepe, will you please report to Headmaster Cid's office immediately.

I'm really not in the mood for talking to anyone right now. But I guess this must be important. I'll tell the others later.

Authors Note: Hi!! I hope you like this chapter. If you can pleez tell me what you think, I'd love to hear from ya. Thanks to all the peeps who reviewed to me on the first chapter, I really appreciated it. I'll update soon. BYE!!