October 6th- Last night while I was at Headmaster Cid's office, he told me that Seifer

was doing well, and that he would be out of the hospital soon, then he handed me a velvet

box. At first I did not know what to think of it. Was this from Headmaster?

Or was it from somebody too chicken to give me the box themselves? Then Headmaster said to me, "Open it." So I did.

It was a gorgeous diamond ring with a note in the box. "The key to my heart is not locked away." For a moment I pondered what this little riddle could mean. The only person who truly cared about me like that was Seifer, but he couldn't have possibly given it to Cid to give to me, he's in the hospital.

Cid told me Seifer had gone out that day to buy me that ring. I speechless, the reason Seifer was in the accident was because he cared enough about me to go out, during school hours, and get me an luxurious diamond ring. I walked back to my room in silence. Everyone had gone to bed, for it was past curfew, and luckily, headmaster gave me a pass back to my room. I just kept thinking how I could be so worthless, and yet mean so much to Seifer.

Maybe he doesn't really love me, maybe he's just fooling with my heart, or maybe he just wants something from me. Love is so confusing. I walked into my room, slipped off my shoes and laid on my bed crying some more. I fell asleep after about 3 hours of crying silently to myself. I had a dream that Seifer had died in the hospital, and I was there with him.

He didn't look so good. His face was black and purple and he had a cast on his leg. His last dying words were "I love you more than anything, don't let me kill your heart." Could this truly happen? Or is it just a fascination of mine? I awoke at about 6:00 and threw on some clothes. I didn't really care how I looked, I needed to see if Seifer was okay.

I went directly to Cids office and asked if Seifer was still okay. He said that all he knew that Seifer was still doing well on his recovery. I was glad to know that Seifer was still okay. I sat at his desk for a moment in silence looking at random things, and relating them to Seifer. There was a gunblade, and it made me think about how much Seifer really did love his Hyperion.

Then I saw a picture of Matron. Other than me, she was the only other woman he really loved. If, that is, he really did love me. "Is everything okay?" Cid said as he popped me out of my dream world. I told him that I missed Seifer, and that I would need a day to get myself back together. Cid said that I should have the rest of the week off, so I can go and see Seifer.

I was overjoyed, I mean Seifer isn't my best friend, but even if I was in the hospital I would enjoy someone coming and being with me. I spent the rest of the day packing. I am going to spend the rest of the week in Deling… With Seifer.

Authors note: Hi, thanks for taking time to read my humble little story. Yes I know, Quistis is odd. But it's the thought that counts right? lol will have next chapter up soon!