Authors Note: Hey! This is the next chapter of The Diary Of Quistis Trepe. I would love it if you read it and let me know what ya think! Thanks. You'll help me with my writers block, because I know what I want to do, but I'm having a little trouble going into detail so yes, pleez RR. I'd like to thank all the people who reviewed so just bear with me.
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Now back to the story. ENJOY!
October 8th- Nothing much really happened today. Although I did enjoy myself at the spa before I went to see Seifer. Cid called early this morning and told me to take a load off my shoulders. Cid knows me so well; he knew that I would be very stressed. That massage and spa treatment helped so much.
Ifeel as light as a feather. My skin feels so silky soft and smooth. I wish I could do this all the time. Also the big knot on the back of my neck went away. I never thought anything could get that malicious thing to go away. Well anyway back to life, I went down to the resturaunt in the lobby. The food was delightful and had a very good presentation. I had the succulent shrimp with and alfredo sauce.
I wish they would serve that kind of food at Garden. I was so full and I decided I would take Seifer some real food. Not that hospital food rubbish. So many things have been going through my mind today, like what Seifer and I would do after he got out, how we would tell everyone else about our engagement, things like that. I wonder if I'll still feel the same for Seifer once he gets out of the hospital. Maybe I just felt for him the way I do because I felt sorry that he was in a car accident. Who knows, maybe we were meant to be soul mates.
Well I guess I can't change anything now, I already told him how I felt, and that I would marry him. Wow things happen so fast. It feels like just yesterday that I was anxious to know if Seifer was okay, and I wanted to see him so bad. Oh wait, that was just yesterday he he, my mistake. My head has been up in the clouds all day. I just love the feeling when I'm around Seifer. He's my soul mate. I really do truly mean it. I'm not joking this time.
Whoa, how did I get so off track? Ok where was I? Oh yes, I was eating lunch, at the restaurant, shrimp, ok. So after lunch I went to go see Seifer. I brought him the leftovers from my lunch, which he ate happily. We sat and talked for quite some time. Seifer told me that ever since the Sorceress War he knew he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me.
Then I confessed that I didn't really care about him until after I found out that he was in the accident. It took something so horrible to happen for me to notice what was going on around me. I felt so bad that he had loved me for so long, and I just blew him off. And I guess he felt a little hurt that I didn't love him for longer. But then we both realized that it didn't matter how long we liked each other before.
What matters is that we love each other now. I never knew this side of Seifer before. He's really sweet about everything. When we get back to Garden, though, that will probably all change. He has a reputation and so do I. But I would change all that. Who knows, maybe he would too if he loves me that much. Hopefully he does, but Seifer isn't me so who knows. I've never seen Seifer's dorm.
When we get back, I'd like to see it. But if it's messy I'd rather not. Or else ill clean it all up, and he wouldn't like it because it's not like him to be clean. Or is it? There I go again. I left Seifer at about 8. I went back to the hotel and watched a movie. It was a scary movie. Wrong Turn. The only thing I have to say is, I'm never going camping again.
Then I called Rinoa who had Selphie and Ellone over for a sleepover. We talked for quite a while. I told them all that happened except for the engagement. I wanted to see their reactions in person to the news. They were all getting tired, and so was I, so we said goodnight and hung up.
I fell asleep almost instantly except I wrote in here first and I'm about ready to fall asleep so I'll write to you later.
Quistis Trepe