October 9th- Today was absolutely great. I woke up and had a very pleasant breakfast with scrambled eggs, bacon, and
some strawberry yougurt.
I was very full and went back to my room. I took a shower and got ready to go see Seifer.
This might be the day that Seifer gets out. I wondered if Seifer would be released from the hospital because I was beginning
to become home sick.
I sat with Seifer for about an hour when his doctor came in and told me that he could go whenever he wanted. I can never forget the smile that Seifer had on his face. I've never seen him so happy.
I can tell he was very glad to get away from that evil place. He didn't really like how he had to stay in bed all the time. I told him that we were going to go back to the hotel room so I could let Cid know that Seifer was out.
So the doctor gave him some crutches, and he hobbled out of the hospital with me helping him along the way.
I was glad I got a close parking space or else Seifer would have died trying to get to the car. We went out to eat at a resturaunt and had a burger.
It was quite funny to watch him eat. It reminded me of Zell as if he hadn't eaten a hotdog for a whole year. Seifer is so funny. I can't help but say that he's cute when he tries to be funny too.
Then we went back to the hotel room. Seifer surprisingly took a nap when I called the others to let them know he was okay and so was I.
I took a shower after talking to all of the gang on the phone because it was hot and sweaty in our room and I just felt miserable.
Hoping to find relaxation in the bath tub I went in and filled the bathtub to it's capacity. When I got out of the bathtub, I realized I forgot my clothes in the room.
So I walked out there in a towel, I know Seifer enjoyed it. I felt barely clothed though, with just my towel on. I went to put my clothes on and when I came out Seifer was still laying on the bed.
I asked him if he enjoyed the view and he didn't even remember what I was talking about. I felt better to find that he didn't know what I was talking about.
He was asleep when I went out in just a towel. He said that the beds in the hotel room were so much more comfortable then the ones in the hospital. I cuddled up next to him and admired my ring.
He kissed the top of my head and we fell asleep together. I woke up at about 7 and ordered room service. It arrived just as Seifer was waking up and we ate dinner on the bed.
It was so romantic. Then we watched a movie. I chose a scary one just so I could huddle up with Seifer. I think he knew why I chose a scary movie too.
It was scary though. Now I'm petrified about TV's, and I'm never going to watch any and I mean ANY video tapes. I was so scared out of my mind that I had trouble sleeping.
Seifer comforted me but that didn't help. He's so sweet. So I decided to write in you and tell you what was on my mind. I can't wait to tell the others about our engagement.
I wonder how they'll react. What if they hate Seifer so much that they deny me as a friend and the only person I have in the world is Seifer? I'm pretty sure that they wont though.
I remember once Selphie came by to ask me about her grades. Then I told her that if she ever needed any extra credit work I would gladly give her some, for I knew she was struggling.
I also had a little trouble in that course. I remember that was the first B I ever got in school. I didn't much care for my instructor either, but I knew to get along you must go along.
The course was Chocobo Science. I mean who really needs to learn the anatomy of a chocobo? I certainly did not. But even though I would never use it, I still worked as hard as I could in it.
I also remember the first few weeks I became an instructor. I felt so out of place because everyone else my age was taking classes, and I was teaching them.
But I guess I'm used to it now. I have friends, and they are good to me and now that I have Seifer I'm even happier, but I still feel empty inside.
I need someone who truly appreciates me for what I've done. I need someone who's not as annoying as Treppie's, but someone who I can trust at the same time.
Well, I guess I better get to sleep, I'm going to need it because we are going home tomorrow. I cannot wait to tell all the girls that I'm getting married. They are going to be so happy.
I can only hope this goes well. Night talk to ya tomorrow.
