Hello

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This is one of the only times there will be a switch POV. This switches to Yuna.

Playground school bell rings again Rain clouds come to play again.

Dancing. Twirling my staff while winding and dipping through the air. I just practiced my sending dance. I know there is no more need for summoning, but I love the dance ever so. It has its own kind of haunting beauty. It is amazing that something so captivating can represent something so mournful. Like pyreflies. Their sighs are the melody of the ghostly steps. But just now I could feel myself so into the dance, I found myself crying at the end. I had to tell Lulu.

Has no one told you she's not breathing

I walk into the tent where you live alone. Alone. As my father would say, closed off from everyone else with nothing to depend on. And I found you on the ground. Pale, and bathing in a pool of your own blood. The last of it was trickling out of your wrist. A dagger lies in your outstretched hand. A gash in your wrist. Your eyes staring into the void that is our reality. Dead.

Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to. Hello.

You were always the one I felt closest to. You were the sister I never had. Always so calm about everything. I admired it and envied it. But I loved you as a friend and a sister. I might even go to the point where I depended on you as a mother. You always took care of me. But in your last days, I couldn't take care of you. Why did you have to leave us?

If I smile and don't believe, soon I know I'll wake from this dream.

But this can't be real. I keep pinching myself hoping that I'm just having a sick, twisted nightmare. You can't have died, let alone let your life drain away by your own hand. Suicide. That is such an ugly word. An ugly, cold, hard word. But you did it nonetheless.

Don't try to fix me I'm not broken.

How can I save you? How can I fix you and make it all better. Even if I used up all my magic and gave up everything meaningful to me just to bring you back, I know you would never forgive me. The hardest thing and the most meaningful thing to you. Almost there just to be snatched away right in front of your face.

Hello, I'm the life living for you so you can hide. Don't cry.

I know I can't bring you back and I won't try. Instead I will live for you. I will savor every moment for you. I swear that I shall always wear a smile on my face even in the darkest of times. It will be hard. But even so, I wish this was just a dream.

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping.

But as I watch your eyes go grey, the sinking feeling of truth comes. You are dead and there is nothing I can do about it but smile. Smile for me. But most of all smile for you. For all of these years without you, I will smile.

Hello, I'm still here all that's left of yesterday.

You loved him so much. I wish I could see Tidus in the Farplane beckoning you home. And I take up my staff to guide your torn, ripped spirit to the refuge where you can finally rest. As I begin the dance, I can hear the pyreflies sigh their song as they are released from you. I always knew you were meant to be set free in the end. Goodbye Lulu. My friend. My bloodshed. My sister.