Taking Over Me
I don't own anything except the story and the POV is back Tidus now.
You don't remember me, but I remember you. I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you.
Love. It seems like such an easy thing. Just a careless word you can toss around. I never saw it that way. Neither did you. It seemed that when I came to Spira, everyone was different. But you always stuck out to me. Lulu. Your blood red eyes, your long dark hair, your stoic atmosphere. I knew from the beginning that you knew exactly what that word meant. That it was important. I admired that in you. I still do. I just wish that this time until I can tell you how I feel wasn't so miserably long.
But who can decide what they dream and dream I do.
My dreams are haunted by your presence. Everything is dark. I hear the clinking of your belts and the rattling of the beads in your hair. Your breath suddenly appears on my face. Our faces are so close, but then I wake up.
I believe in you. I'll give up everything just to find you. I have to be with you. To live, to breathe, you're taking over me.
I would go to the ends of Spira to have you with me for just one moment. I love you. All I could focus on in the pilgrimage was you. I tried to tell you. I asked you for guidance. We were knocked out and my hand was on top of yours. I leaned into your hand when Yuna was kissing Seymour.
Have you forgotten all I know and all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand. I knew you loved me then.
But now I see that I am finally going crazy. It is dark. I hear the clinking of your belts and the rattling of the beads in your hair. Your breath suddenly appears on my face. Our faces are so close. But I am not waking up. This dream will end and I will cry like so many other times. But our faces keep getting closer. Our lips finally meet. I know I'm not dreaming. Your fingers run through my hair. My hands rub up and down your back, caressing you ever so softly. Nothing needs to be said. I love you. It was meant to be.
I believe in you. I'll give up everything just to find you. I have to be with you. To live, to breathe, you're taking over me.
I whisper to you that I love you over and over. I said I would go to the ends of Spira to have you with me for just one moment. But you are still here when we break away. My hopes have been confirmed. You are here to stay. I feel tears going down my cheeks as I wipe away yours. Your skin is so soft, your face so beautiful.
I look in the mirror and see your face. If I look deep enough, so many things inside that just like you are taking over.
I am unworthy of you I keep telling myself. You were lost over Chappu for years and I didn't do a thing. Yuna was sad over her pilgrimage and I kissed her. I regretted it the second our lips met. But I realized that I would always love her as my sister and friend. And you could not be replaced by a simple kiss. I am yours. You have the power to help my heart or break it.
I believe in you. I'll give up everything just to find you. I have to be with you. To live, to breathe, you're taking over me.
I wish that this moment would never end, our lips upon each other once again. I think I would die all over again if you left. Love. That word which can mean so many things. I love you, Lulu. And that is the way it should be.
