Hey, i know it's been a while since i reviewed but i've been working on a new story to post, so be looking out for it. I'm sorry i keep changing the summary too, i wont change it anymore but i just had to one last time. lol . I am going to take a few minutes to thank everyone who reviewed my story.

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Ok, and now back to ...

THE DIARY OF QUISTIS TREPE

October 12th- I woke up today feeling so stressed, I mean I can't believe I'm getting married, it's like a thing where my stress level isn't going to go down until after it's over.

Seifer and I went out shopping today for the bridal gown, and the grooms tux, and we looked around for brides maids gowns, and things like that.

I found a gorgeous gown, but it was 500. Seifer said I could have it because I was worth it.

HE'S SOO SWEET! He knows how to treat a woman. I never really knew how sweet and honest he could really be.

This weekend we are going to see my parents. So I guess that's a good thing. I'm sure he'll give them the right impression.

If he were to show them what he showed me over the past few days, I'm sure he'll do exceptionally well.

I can't wait, for this weekend. I haven't seen my mom since I met her. I remember when I first met my mom pretty much one year ago.

I had just turned eighteen, and Matron had surprised me with a trip to Deling, the city where any face can hide behind another.

I got to meet my birthmother, and I was so glad I finally got to meet her, but I still felt a little bit mad at her for giving me away. I was still glad that I had finally gotten to meet her.

You know what I just thought of? Well when I was telling the group Matron was taking me on a vacation for my birthday, Seifer acted really sad.

Wow, I didn't realize that until now. Now that I think of it, he had always acted weird around me, and now I know what it means.

Things sure have changed. Especially Seifer. He's totally different around me.

Not like it's a bad thing, I like it when he's sweet, and when he's around me, he never has that cocky smirk on his face.

Now if only I could get everyone else to see that. He just needs to open up a little more to them like he did with me.

I remember how sad I was when I was told that Seifer was in a car accident and he was in the hospital.

Just the mental pictures alone made me feel bad for him. Then to hear about what he did, just made me fall bad for him.

I was just so confused on what I wanted, I wasn't sure if my hormones were talking, or if I felt bad for him, or if I just wanted him back because he was a friend.

Who knows but all I know is now I'm getting married, and I'm absolutely thrilled to the fact of it. After my wedding, though, I don't know what's going to happen to the orphanage gang.

Who knows, maybe we'll be together forever. Maybe we'll all go our different ways, and never see each other again.

Or Maybe we'll stay as close as we are now, and never split. Anyway, back to reality, we are going to look at houses tomorrow.

I wonder if we'll find a house near by Garden, so I can still work there easily.

I wouldn't want to travel a total of more than an hour a day to and from work, especially with the gas prices going up.

Wow right now I'm worrying if I'll get a house close to Garden, and last week I was wondering if Seifer was going to live.

Things happen so fast. I mean when he proposed I felt like a completely new person. The day before I felt like crap, and when he did, I felt like I was on top of the world. It's as if I have split personalities.

Who knows, maybe I'm a mass murder in one of my other personalities. Who knows, only I know that I'm Quistis, and that's all there is to know.

Well also we all need to know EMC2, but that's a different story. Albert Einstein, my hero.

The world would not go around if it weren't for him. But now Seifer is my new Albert Einstein.

My world would not go around if it weren't for him. He's so sweet, he's taking me out to dinner tonight, so we can have a chance to talk about a house, a price range, and where, and also get the finishing touches on the wedding.

We still haven't picked a date, so I will let you know as soon as possible. Not like I really need to tell you or anything, I just wanted you to know so I would never forget.

Well, gotta go get ready for my date with Seifer. Bye!