A/N: hey I'm now starting to do multiple entries on the chapter's just to speed up the time. I will put seven entries in. I will also start saying like which day like Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday and Friday so ya. Hope you like the improvements :D

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Monday October 15th- Today, I went to take Rinoa, Ellone, and Selphie to our house. We will move in on November 4th. I can't wait.

They thought it was gorgeous. Selphie kept talking about it when we left, and she just would not stop talking.

I really did regret taking her until we got something for her to eat. She's like a little kid, if there's something in front of her, she'll eat it. Even if that something is worms. S

elphie is very daring. Something I will never be. I always have to think. Stupid Quistis. Stupid Quistis. Why can't just sometimes I have fun and be normal? Well I guess we'll find out if I can really have fun at the bachelorette party.

Irvine is going to be a nuisance, but I guess we'll live. Seifer's bachelor party is tonight so I'm going to go over to Ellone's to help me plan for the bachelorette party.

Selphie and Rinoa are coming too. I told Selph that we didn't need Irvine for a stripper, but she insisted that he do it. So I guess it can't be that bad. Selphie is just so persistent, but it's cute.

After the girls and I checked out the house, we went to lunch. There was this little bistro called, Market Bistro and the food there was great. I got this sandwich and it had grilled pieces of pork. The meat was sweet, and it was just such a good mix of tastes and textures. I'll definitely go back there with Seifer some time.

Well, I have to go over to Ell's now, because Seifer decided that he wanted to use my room for the bachelor party. He's so evil sometimes. But it's a good evil. I know what he's going to do, so I'm taking some of my stuff with me.

If worse turns to worse, I'll end up staying at Ellone's place. Better go now, talk to ya later.

Oh ya, I also wanted to tell you that I am being promoted up to Inspector. It's one of the best jobs that someone could get, because it involves little work. So I can spend time on the wedding, and Seifer will be pleased. I wont have to do semester exams anymore. I'm so happy!

I can't wait to tell someone. I was going to tell Seifer, but I think it's best if I tell him after he's sober. Bachelor parties seem so wild. Why can't he just do it without the beer and alcohol? I really wished that he didn't, but I guess if he really HAS to have alcohol, then I guess he can, but I really don't like it.

He always gets too drunk to know what he's doing. Seifer will end up forgetting what he was doing at the bachelor party. I bet 15 bucks. Hehe this is going to be good. Well, I've rambled on long enough. Must go now, Seifer just came in to decorate. Talk to you later.

Tuesday October 16th- I did end up staying the night at Ell's place. I was walking back down the hall to my room, and there was loud music pumping through the walls. So I came closer to my door, and that's where the music was coming from. I was quite disturbed, but I guess it worked out for the better, because I did want to have to deal with the mess they made last night. I was totally wiped out by the time we had finished planning out the bachelorette party.

We decided that next Friday, which would be the 26th , will be my bachelorette party. I invited, of course, Selphie, Ellone, and Rinoa, and some of my other trustworthy friends. I told them that if things got out of hand, I would cancel the party. They understood, and knew that I had limits. I didn't want to get a bad reputation just because of one silly little party. It just wasn't worth it.

But wait… what will they think once Seifer and I get married. Will they know about my personal life? Will he tell? I hope to Hyne's sake that he doesn't tell anyone about our personal life. That would just drive me over the edge if he did. I wouldn't be able to ever trust him again. My life would be over.

Wow, I just reread what I wrote down, and it got way off track of what I was talking about. Let me get back on track, and say that the planning went well.

Selphie was her usual bubbly, and extra hyper self. She was so hyper, that she ordered a pizza at 2 in the morning because she was hungry. Can you believe that? I can't even believe I was up that late. It only felt like seven.

It's weird, when you're around people you're comfortable with, time flies so fast. I got so much done, but it feels like I have the entire world to deal with still. I can't keep dillydallying around the bush just to never get anything done. I would kill myself if I never got anything done.

Well anyway, once I left Ellone's, at about 8:30, I went to find Seifer. I looked and looked, and finally, I got an idea that just was so ridiculous, that it just might have worked. So I went and checked my room. There he was, with all his bachelor buddies, on my floor. The only problem was that he was on my bed, and drooling all over my pillow. It was a cute sight, but I was going to smack him when he woke up. I grunted as I scanned the place, and checked for any major damage done to the place. I knew that letting him use my dorm as a party place was a bad idea.

Well, luckily, there wasn't any damage, and I was lucky for that. Then I made my way to my bed. Seifer rolled over and began to talk in his sleep. Things I never thought I would hear coming from him. Things like 'come to pappa' and things like, 'let me solve all your problems'. Of course I knew what he meant, and I slapped him on the back of the head, and he bolted up and just sat there staring at me.

I think he was a little surprised at what he was doing. He had to be reminded what he was doing in here, he was that bad. I told him, 'I told you that you could have a bachelor party, not a sleepover' as I gave him a smile, and he winked at me.

Then all of his buddies began to wake up, so I tried to sneak out of my room. It didn't work out too well, because I tripped on someone's legs only to find that I had fallen on top of Squall. He awoke on impact and rolled over to find my current situation quite funny. I gave him a scowl, as I pushed myself up off him, and left the room.

I went to go get some breakfast, only to find Zell run past me in his bright yellow dinosaur pajamas. I tried to stop him, I really did, but I don't think he heard me yelling his name, because I was laughing so hard. Obviously he forgot what he was doing last night too. But as I soon got close to the cafeteria, I heard roars of laughter as Zell came tearing past me. I almost mistook him for a bright red cherry. His face had become so red that it looked as if he was going to explode at any instant. I made sure that I wasn't wearing pajamas and I went and got myself some breakfast.

News really does spread across the school quite quickly. Some people I didn't know came up to me and asked if Squall was squishy. I told them I had no idea what they were talking about. I didn't want to be the center of attention. Just because I accidentally fell on Squall doesn't mean that it should be something so important that it would be spread so fast. I told myself over and over that the little accident didn't happen, but it did. I couldn't deny that it happened.

After breakfast, I went to Cid's office, because he wanted to talk to me. Gee I wonder why. He told me that he heard about the rumor about me tripping on Squall, and I told him that it was true. He told me that I should be more careful where I step, and dismissed me. I knew that Cid would take care of this whole mess, because as soon as I stepped out of his office, I soon heard whispering saying that Squall had stayed the night in my dorm. Well that part was true, but the rest of it was oh so fake. They said that I had slept with him, and that Seifer would never forgive me.

I knew that things could only get worse from there. If I had had a loudspeaker at that point, I would have told them the situation. I would have told them that Seifer and I were getting married, and they decided to have the bachelor party in my room. They ended up staying in my room overnight, which I didn't mind. Then I went to go check to see if they had left yet, and they hadn't. Then I tried to sneak out of my room, and that's when I tripped on Squall. I fell onto him, and I got up very quickly. Nothing really happened.

I needed to talk to Rinoa. So I speedily walked to her room, and knocked gingerly. She answered the door very quickly. When she noticed it was me she calmed down a bit. She knew about the rumors that were going around. I told her that none of them were true, and luckily she believed me. I spent a few hours telling her in full detail what happened, just to make sure that she knew what I had gone through. She felt very bad, and I felt bad for making her feel bad. I hate the way life works sometimes. You want people to pity you, and yet when they do, you pity them. I hate life.

I need Seifer to be fully awake and sober so I can talk to him. Today has just been a living hell for me. So I better go make sure that Seifer is awake. Bye bye.QT

Wednesday October 17th- I got the whole thing with Squall and I straightened out. It was all just a misunderstanding. I guess what had happened, was right when I fell on top of Squall, Irvine woke up and put two and two together. When I confronted Seifer, he was as much sober as he could get.

He was freaking out at what people would think of his all night bachelor party. I tried to think of who would start such a rumor, and the first name that came to mind was Irvine. I headed straight to his dorm, and pounded on it heavily. He came to the door instantly thinking that I was Selphie. He looked kind of down once he realized that I was the one that had interrupted him. I told him about what had really happened, and Selphie and him went out to do damage control. I also went out and told people the truth.

Not only did I have to fix my reputation, but I had to fix my room. It was a complete and total disaster. Selphie, Ellone, and Rinoa came over to help, and really did help a lot. If I were to have cleaned my room by myself, it would have taken over 5 hours to clean it up. But with them, it only took an hour and a half. I don't know what I would do without my closest friends. I think I would seriously have lost my mind a long time ago.

Well anyway, it was about one o'clock by the time we finished cleaning my room, and we started getting party supplies for my bachelorette party and Selphie went to go inform Irvine of his new task. We went to places like party city, and thrift stores, and places like that. I also bought some movies that we would watch, and some board games too. I'm really glad I cleared up the whole mess with Squall and I. If Rinoa had taken that rumor seriously, she would have killed me.

Squall is the world to her, and I wouldn't do anything to take that away from her. Seifer is mine and I wouldn't want anyone taking him away from me. Even if Rinoa did get mad, I would tell her not to listen to any of the other people, and I would tell her what really happened. I wouldn't fight with one of my best friends. Not in a million years.

Selphie and Ellone also came to my door. They wanted to know what was going on with Squall and me. I told them that I accidentally fell on him when I was checking to see if the guys were still in my room, and it turned into a big ugly rumor, started by the one, the only, Irvine. And you have no idea how fast rumors spread in Balamb, trust me. It felt like everyone knew about my little run in with Squall by the time I got to the cafeteria.

Even people I didn't know knew about the incident. Oh well, the past is the past, and I'm going to put it behind me.

I've got to start packing for the trip this weekend. Oh man, you know what I just realized? I never told Seifer about my promotion to Inspector. I got so caught up in the Squall thing, that I never told him about it. I better go tell him now. Well, talk to ya later.

Thursday October 18th- Seifer and I leave tomorrow for my mom's house. I'm really nervous, and so is Seifer. I hope my mom approves of him. I mean she's only met me once. I wonder if she approves of me? Who knows. I guess I'll never find out. I will definitely come in closer contact with her though.

We are leaving at about 5:30 A.M. tomorrow, and we will be driving. We're taking my car, because Seifer's car is just not the right traveling car. My car is a Ford Escape. It's got a cd player stereo, and a nice roomy interior. It's a nice car. I wouldn't trade anything for my car.

I wonder how well Seifer does on long distance trips. Does he like to take rest stops every half an hour? Or does he do well sitting for long periods of time? Well, I know he doesn't like being in bed for a long period of time. I found that out when he got out of the hospital. But then again, he did sleep almost the rest of the day at the hotel. Who knows. I guess I'll just find out.

Maybe I can get him to drive some of the way, because if I drive the entire 6 hour trip, I wont do too well. By the time we get there, I would have to take an asprin. I get headaches very easily. Have you ever noticed that? Well, I get migranes a whole lot, and since I get headaches so easily, then that doesn't help. Especially when I get them both at the same time. It stinks really bad.

I guess I better go to the store to get some asprin. I better go now, because the 24 hour pharmacy burned down and now I have to get all my shopping done before six. I'll be back later though. QT

Friday October 19th- Seifer and I left his morning for my mom's house. He's an easier traveler than I thought. Maybe we'll by some timeshare and use that. Oh yeah, I told Seifer that I got promoted to inspector, and I start on Monday. He was so happy for me. We celebrated at a rest stop. There was an ice cream place so we got some ice cream. I never knew that Seifer loved to eat gummy bears.

He was so funny because he took his gummy bears and started acting with them. It was so hilarious that I almost choked on a cherry. So then we left the rest stop. Seifer drove from then on, so I could relax. He's such a gentleman when he wants to be. We listened to music the rest of the way.

Seifer listened to me and said that I sounded very good. I don't think I sing all that great bug If Seifer thinks I'm good then I guess I'm being too hard on myself. We reached my moms place at about 2:00 PM and she greeted us. She lievd a in a nice well-kept Victorian cottage. Her house was nice. It looked small on the outside, but on the inside it was very roomy. We went out to dinner, and got all dressed up.

My mom seemed to like Seifer, and he seemed to like her. Things were going good. We saw a movie theater and I got the idea of going to see a movie. I was thinking of final fantasy because I hadn't seen it yet. Boy was that a big waste of money.

We went back to my mom's place and sat around the fireplace in her cozy living room. We stayed up and talking about life, work, school, the wedding, friends, Seifer's side of the family, and other things like that. I don't I would be meeting Seifer's parents any time soon, because when he met his real parents they got in a huge argument, and he hasn't talked them since. Fortunately Ellone took charge of the R.S.V.P so we'll know if they are going or not. Ellone has one of those phones with three message boxes and she's going to make one of her boxes the RSVP box.

Again I say, what would I do if I didn't have my friends. I also got a chance to ask my mom some decorating tips because I told her about the house, and I asked her if she had any tips on how to make my house as cozy. She seemed excited to know that I was moving into such a good house, because I described it to her.

She told me that the key to having such a good looking home is to make sure the color you stick with is what you would feel comfortable in. I would feel comfortable in a pink type room, and then maybe for the big rooms, we can paint them like a sea foam so it will feel really cool, and breezy.

I know that for the basement thing, we will paint it gray for Seifer, because I know he wants something that will calm him, and for some reason gray is the color that calms him. I know it's an odd color, but hey, if it works for him, then I guess we could use that color.

I was thinking that we could paint the house before we actually moved in, so we didn't have to deal with getting rid of furniture, and we could have already picked out furniture to match the paint. Well I guess that would work, but I have to talk to Seifer about it. I want the house to turn out nice, and I really hope it does. It will become the gathering place for my friends and I. Then the guys can have a night in, and the girls can have a night out.

I think I've just planned the rest of my life. You know what I just thought of? I may be around the same age as my friends, I was always more mature than all of them, and I'm the first one to get married? I find that quite odd, but I guess it will be the way it will be. I wonder if Seifer and I will be the first to have kids. I wonder if Seifer even wants kids, maybe not. Will he want pets? For the longest time I've wanted a dog, because they love you unconditionally, and even though I have Seifer, what about when he's not home and I need someone to love.

Plus, dogs are just so fun! I've always wanted one, but I've never lived on my own so I never had the chance to have one. What if Seifer's allergic to dogs? I don't think he's allergic to anything, but I'll just ask him just incase. I want a dog really bad. But we'll have to wait until we get settled as we get into the house.

I guess I better turn my mind off. I've been thinking way too much lately. I have to go, Seifer is crawling in bed, and I have to go to bed also. Good night. QT

Saturday October 20th- Today I woke up at about six thirty and Seifer was talking in his sleep. I really do wonder what he dreams about sometimes. Because he was saying things that you would say while you had intercourse with someone. I'm not going to say what he said, except one, because I thought it was quite funny. He said, 'spank the doggie!'

Sometimes I wonder what Seifer thinks about. Like does he think of me as a pure person or just someone else he can use. But wait, he asked me to marry him, so I guess that should count for something. But Seifer has the second sickest mind in Balamb. The first sickest mind belongs to, the one, the only Irvine Kinneas. He is the worst when it comes to that. Seifer is probably really experienced because he was with Rinoa... wait that didn't come out right.

There's no other way to put it, so I just hope that no one else reads it. Rinoa is one of my best friends, and if I were to lose her then I would just die. Even if Rinoa did do something with Seifer, I love them both dearly, and I would never do anything to make either of them feel uncomfortable. Today though, I was listening to my mom and Seifer talk while I was sitting at the patio table, and they had the back door open, and it was calming to know that Seifer talks about me a lot when I'm not there.

I really do feel like I'm the world to him. I hope he knows that he's the world to me. If he doesn't know, then I will have to tell him.

The wedding just seems to be getting closer and closer, and soon it will be here. I mean it's still two months, but that's two monthst to get the caterer, get all the RSVP's, get a place rented out, get the honeymoon set, and make sure that our house is under order before we leave.

I'm pretty sure I can leave the house under supervision with Selphie, Ellone, and Rinoa. My friends mean the world to me. No matter what they say or what they do; I will always treat them with respect. That's why I can trust them. I don't have any doubts about them. Nor Seifer. I know good people surround me, and I'm blessed.

I can't thank Hyne enough for giving me all these people who I feel comfortable around, and I know I can trust. Well I'm really bushed from all the things I did today like we went hiking, and swimming, and I found out that mom has a dog. It's a basset hound beagle mix. He's really cute and his name is Tonka.

If Seifer is not allergic to dogs, he's the kind of dog that I want, and I would name him or her, something that matched their personality. When I played with Tonka out in the field I got so tired so I came in here to crash, but I decided I was going to write in you first. So yes I'm going to go to bed now. QT

Sunday October 21st- Seifer and I left my mom's house today, and for some reason I couldn't find you. I looked and looked and looked. Only Seifer knew where you were which I think is kind of strange.

He's been acting really weird since yesterday when I woke up from my nap. I really don't know what he's going through. Regret, confusion, love, and other emotions show in his deep blue eyes. I wish I could find what he truly wants. I guess I could have asked him on the ride home, but that just would have made things uncomfortable.

I really wish there was someway I could help Seifer. Well anyway, on the way home, Seifer and I stopped at a restaurant, and we talked about the wedding. I also told Seifer about Irvine being the stripper at my bachelorette party. Seifer looked kind of surprised, but then I told him that Selphie planned that. Then I guess he knew how hard it was to talk Selphie out of something.

Then Seifer got a devilish look in his eye. I asked him what it was about but he wouldn't tell me, so I guess I'll just find out later. Well, we got back at Balamb just in time for curfew, and I went into my room, and Seifer went into his, and I took a shower. Then I watched the best movie ever.

Now I'm inspired to sing like an opera star. I can't help but wonder if Seifer likes singing. Because I know that if I did, he would enjoy it. Like earlier, he said he thought I sang well. So yes, I now know that he truly loves the way I sing. Or wait, does he just want me to think that he thinks that he likes my singing just because he doesn't want to hurt my feelings. Then that means that he loves me more, because he doesn't want to break me. I feel so loved by everyone. I mean they all want to help with the wedding plans, and they don't want to hurt my feelings. So now I know, that just because I act older, it doesn't mean that I don't have friends. They still like me the way I am. I am so relieved of that.

Tomorrow is another day.

This week, my big goal is to start packing up my stuff so we can move in to the new house, because Seifer said that we would move in to the house sooner than he thought. The house is already cleared out, and the people are already situated in another place.

I still can't believe that Seifer bought the house. I never thought that we would get to move into such a nice house. I always imagined us in a rundown neighborhood having to listen to cops sirens and dogs barking all night. I still need to talk to Seifer about the painting thing, because if he's not that busy this week, we could go shopping for furniture, and get the paint, and have a painting party with the gang.

This is going to be so much fun! Well anyway, Seifer and I are going to sleep in different rooms until we get married, because we don't want other people to think badly of us, well actually I don't want the other people to think badly of me.

I know that Seifer wont care. He'll just come into my room at night anyway. Life is so difficult. I know I'll enjoy being in Seifer's presence though, because I love him so much. So yes, I must get going to bed, because I have a full week ahead of me. So talk to you later. QT

A/N: wow, definitely like the multiple entries. I can't believe how much I wrote with these entries. I think I'm getting into character with Quistis, so I can develop her thoughts a little more. Sorry it took me a while to update, I've been busy with school, and AIMS testings were this week, so ya I'll try to get some more chapter's done pretty soon here. Also, read some of my other stories. I want to know what people think about my stories because I haven't been getting any reviews lately. BYE!