okay i jus decided ta put dis up sense i got it done yah know. i'm gonna try ta finish it soon but i jus need ta come up wit a demon and dat's all.

Yusuke: sure and the sky's natural colour is green.

it is?

Yusuke: *anime fall* never mind Cloe...

*shrugs* okay! *grins* i'm on caffeine and i didn't get much sleep so sorry. now to da fic! dun, dun, da, dun! *runs off*

What's Going On?

Opening my eyes I blinked in confusion. Looking around I noticed I wasn't back in the apartment building like I though I'd be I was somewhere completely different. It was like a hallway but the walls... They were made of mirrors, and I could see my reflection perfectly. Walking over to the mirror beside me I reached out lightly touching it. My eyes widen in shock as my reflection grinned, flashed a peace sigh and took off.

"Wait!" I shouted as I took off after it. Running by the mirrors now, I noticed I didn't have a reflection. Something about that terrified me even worse then when I was about to be beaten by those thugs earlier. It made me feel like I wasn't real, like I was some copy or replacement. Just thinking about that made me run faster, stretching my legs to their full extent.

"Do you want to know...?"

That voice, It sounds like... Me! But I didn't talk. Not stopping to think about it, I pushed myself harder. My lungs felt like they were burning, as they demanded air, my legs felt like they were turning to lead with each step I took. Then my breathing was turning into pained gasps as a sharp pain kept lancing through my side. And the mirrors just looked like a big blur.

A gasp escaped my lips as I noticed the mirrors coming to a circle end.1 My brain froze up some but not before I started to skid losing some speed. Not a lot but some, although it wasn't enough to stop me from slamming into one of the mirrors making me fall flat on my back.

It hurt but I'm thanking Kami that I hadn't hit it at full speed. Sitting up I noticed my reflection standing in the mirror that was in front of me. My reflection looked like me but it seemed cockier, and it also seemed to have an aura of power to it. Unlike myself. Standing up I wiped the blood off of my mouth with the back of my hand.

The strange thing is my reflection just let the blood run down its chin as it grinned at me again. At that I felt a strong feeling of anger surge through me. "Well what the hell do you want!?"

"Just wondering if your ready..." It trailed off putting its hands behind its head.

"Ready!? Ready for what?" I asked getting even more confused.

This time the reflection frowned. "Man are you slow... What I mean is, are you ready to remember who you are?"

My frown deepened as I thought about that question. I knew everyone wanted this Yusuke back. But was I even important? Did I matter? Although the others wanted Yusuke back, so maybe if I got the memories back I could make them happy by bringing their friend Yusuke back. Man this is just getting way to confusing. I was snapped outta my thoughts when I heard someone laughing. It turned out to be my reflection.

Shaking its head the reflection smiled at me and crossed its arms. "Still confused?" Before I could answer, it went on. "Well that's okay you'll find yourself in do time. But for now I think you should be getting back, we're worrying the others." With a wave the talking reflection was replaced with a confused looking one. It was my own reflection this time.

I opened my mouth to ask just how the hell I was supposed to get back when I heard a loud cracking sound. Looking down I noticed the floor was breaking. With a yelp of surprise I fell through the floor into a deep darkness.

My eyes snapped open and my hand jerked out colliding with something. I heard someone yell in surprise as I sat up gasping for air. I must've hit one of the guys. But what the hell had just happened? It had all felt so real. Catching my breath I turned my gaze towards my left to see whom I'd hit. My eyes fell on angry red one's, Hiei. Uh oh I am sooooooo dead.

"What the hell was that for you idiot!?" Hiei growled at me.

"Sorry, I didn't know where I was..." I trailed off switching my gaze to the wall. It seemed to be very interesting at the moment.

"Urameshi..." Kuwabara had started but I cut him off.

"My name's not Urameshi. And it's not Yusuke either. I have no name... Not until I remember." I said as I glared at the wall. Damned nightmare, damned memories that I can't remember, damn everything that's happened. Dammit I just want to be alone. Laying back down I grabbed my pillow and put it over my head. I was starting to feel very self-conscious with them staring at me the whole time.

"Yusuke, What are you doing?" I heard Kurama ask, although it sounded muffled. Man didn't I just tell them to stop calling me that?

I lifted the pillow up a bit and replied. "I'm trying to suffocate myself, what's it look like?"

Man why can't they just leave me alone? My day just can't get any worse... I heard someone through the door open and I lifted the pillow off some to see who it was. Botan, I wonder why she's here...

"Sorry to bother you guys. But Koenma gave you another mission." I heard Botan say breathlessly.

And that just concluded that my day has gotten worse.

"What the hell do you mean another mission!? We're down a teammate. And he wants us to go out again!?" Kuwabara shouted making my up coming headache even worse. God was my head pounding.

"Well that's not the only thing..." I heard Botan trail off as I lifter the pillow up again. She was looking at her feet looking guilty. I noticed the others were all watching her like I was.

"He also wants Yusuke to go with." She said in a whispered voice that completely said she felt sorry for all of us. Especially me.

I could feel the whites of my eyes show as I felt myself slip into something that must've almost been a complete systems failure, in other words shock. Koenma wants me er... Yusuke to go, but everybody says I'M YUSUKE! I'm gonna get killed. And strangely enough when that thought crossed my mind it didn't feel all that weird, almost like it probably wasn't the first time. Before the other guys could really respond to Botan's announcement I was up and out of the bed in a flash.

"Is he nuts!? He expects me to go on a mission? Thanks but no thanks. I don't exactly feel extremely suicidal right now." Funny how I was referring to myself when I didn't think of myself being Yusuke, oh well. A growl almost passed my lips as I all but yelled the one thought that would've been on the others minds as I put a hand to my head. God my head felt like it was going to explode. I sat back down on the bed and put my head in both of my hands. What had started as a dull thud was now turning into a huge clang. And at that moment I swear to god I just wanted to die right on the spot.

"Yusuke are you alright?" I heard Botan ask softly as she put a hand on my shoulder. But being as close as she was her question echoed loudly in my head.

"Fine..." I said as I gritted my teeth. I sucked in a sharp breath as something in the back of my mind exploded. Images flashed through my mind. A car accident, dying, being alive, training, fighting demon looking guys, a tournament. All these flashed through my head but they seemed grumbled and I couldn't put anything together. But the pressure in the back of my head seemed to be fading, although in my book it wasn't soon enough. I didn't really want to talk about the mission that I'd have to go on, and I sure as hell didn't wanna talk about what had just happened. So I did the next best thing... I blacked out. Hn, I wonder if I'm setting a record or something.

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1. yah know dose window circle t'ings in a house of mirrors, dat's what i'm talkin about kay.

so dere it is. well all i've got done tell i figure out what kinda demon i'm gonna use. i'm t'inkin a group of bad ass vamps or somet'in like dat. whatcha t'ink? *looks around and sighs* well none of muh muses are around so later and momenti!