Memories

Disclaimer: I don't own JAG. Never will.

Summary: Harm thinks about his only child Elizabeth.

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She was barely a year old the last time I saw her.

When Mac told me, she was pregnant with our baby, we were both of course surprised. Her doctor told her, there was not a chance she could ever have children and she believed it. But a passionate night changed that. Nine months later, Elizabeth Harmony Mackenzie-Rabb was born. Her first name came from a character from one of Mac's favorite book. Her middle name came from my name and before she was born, we both decided she would have both our last name to keep it fair. The first time I held her in my arms, she was precious and little. I never thought in my life I would be holding my own child. On the day, we brought her home everyone was there. Mom, Frank, Bud, Harriet, General Cresswell and his family, the Admiral, Sturgis, Jennifer, Mattie and even Sergei who flew from Russia just to see her. I only wished my dad was there, he would have proud of me. Everyone told me and Mac that Elizabeth was a beautiful baby. My mom told everybody, "She looks like Harm as a baby." "Let's hope she has Mac's brains" said Sturgis. Everyone laughed and I just gave him the evil-eye. Never did I think that in a year those happy times will come to an end. The first nine months, the three of us were a happy family. When I did my quals on the U.S.S. Patrick Henry, I always showed the new pictures of her to everybody onboard. I was a new father and proud of my baby girl. But then I and Mac started to fight more and more. It started, when I told her, I was officially leaving JAG and the Navy for good. She didn't want me to leave, but I knew it was time to move on. It was time to do something different in my life. Mac didn't understand, she told me to leave the house and the worse part was I couldn't see Elizabeth anymore. She didn't give me a reason why I couldn't see our daughter anymore, but I guess she was afraid what my new job will be. I could have sued her, but I didn't want to mess up Elizabeth's life. I moved to Pennsylvania, to live in my grandmother's house. She died a bit shortly before Elizabeth was born. But she was glad when I told her she was going to have a great-granddaughter coming. I opened up a flight school in the town and business is still booming. I actually flew my stearman from Virginia to Pennsylvania. I decided to change the name of the stearman her new name is Sarah Elizabeth, for my grandmother and my daughter. Every time when I fly, I wish my daughter was there with me. Hoping she enjoys flying. I still pay support to Mac and we still have a rocky relationship. She sends me new pictures of Elizabeth once a month and note on how she's doing. I was overjoyed when I read she got accepted to the Naval Academy. She's following in my footsteps and she doesn't know that. I just wished I was there to see her face when she got accepted, to hug her and telling her how much I love her. I missed eighteen years of her life and I don't want to miss anymore. I hope one day we will be reunited again and I also hope, she doesn't hate me for not being there for her.

Well, there it is. Harm does know he has daughter. Good? Bad? Please review! Thanks.