*waltzes in* hi my adoring fans! *everything goes really quiet* fine be that way... *pouting* anyway i finally got off muh lazy bum and wrote da next chapter.
chibi cloey: *tugs on Cloe's pant leg*
huh? oh and i should introduce muh new little muse. chibi cloey everyone on the net. everyone on the net chibi cloey. well we hope you'll all enjoy da fic.
Botan: finally.
*jumps* hey who let you in!? and besides i'm bad at updating things. *blows a raspberry at Botan*
Yusuke: nah yah think?
*pouts* you're all being mean. *sniffs* i'm just gonna ignore you, and get on with da ficcy.
Hiei: well don't let us stop you.
*glares* oh yeah um... to all da people who have been askin about Keiko being in here well um... she's not gonna be cause i kinda don't like her. *hides behind desk and peeks out* and there's probably most definitely gonna be implied shonen-ai in here. so if that upsets you or makes you sick ta your stomach LEAVE den. well i'm done so ciao! *runs away in fear of flying objects*
chibi cloey: * looks around at everybody and then holds up a sign saying Cloe doesn't own Yu Yu Hakusho*
Weird
I heard voices as I started to come back to reality. Damn I don't wanna wake up yet. Hm, maybe if I pretend to be asleep they'll go away.
"Yusuke, we know your awake now."
Argh, damn you Kurama you just had to go and say that didn't you.
"Hey Kurama..."
"Yes?"
"Would you feel offended if I told you to go to hell?" I don't know why but I felt somewhat relieved when I heard a slight chuckle.
"Quite possibly Yusuke." Replied an amused sounding Kurama.
"Well damn, can't blame me for trying now can you?" I said more as a statement then a question ending with a sigh. Setting up slowly I glanced around quickly to see who was still all here. Hm... Looks like Botan split, the tension in the room was really thick. As in to thick to even cut with a chain saw. But hell I guess I can't blame Botan really, hell I'd leave to if I could. 'Cause the guys looked really pissed off. Damnit I don't wanna ask 'em about what the fuckin mission is. Man this is really not how I wanted to spend the rest of my day... night... whatever the hell it is right now anyway. I don't care enough to find out.
"So what the hell is this mission about anyway?" I asked while I leaned against the wall beside my bed. I'd also gone and gained everyone's attention though... Ugh, why me? Well none of them would really look me in the eye. Man what the hell? Are they trying to piss me off or what!? "Well!?"
"Um... Well Urameshi it's just uh..."
"Damnit spit it out already Kuwabara!" I practically yelled into Kuwabara's face. Man did he want me to be pissed off at him or somethin?
"Well it's just that the guys we're supposed to go and catch are the same group of guys who made you lose your memory." Kuwabara said rather quickly, and not to mention he didn't look too comfortable. Well Kurama looked somewhat upset and Hiei being, the way I figured it the non emotional one, he had on a straight face. And me well I know I should be pissed off and everything but... I just don't feel anything. So what it's not like I remember them. I don't know their name's, what they look like, hell I don't even remember what kinda demon's their suppose to be. I think Kuwabara was more then a little disappointed about my lack of emotion to this because he got up and left the room. That left me with just Kurama and Hiei. Oh joy... "Well, when do we leave?"
"Well we'll leave when you're ready Yusuke." Kurama said as he stood up. Hiei had also stood up to leave the room whether it was gonna be by my window or the front door, I couldn't tell. But I couldn't help but wonder about what the fox said... 'When your ready.' What the hell does he mean by that?
"Hey Kurama..." I said stopping both him and Hiei from leaving the room right then.
"Yes?"
Taking a breath I looked down at my hands in my lap. "What do you mean by 'Well we'll leave when you're ready?"
I didn't look up when I heard a sigh and the light scuffling of fabric as Kurama, I'm guessing, sat down on the edge of my bed. "I guess what I meant Yusuke is that when you've gained enough strength back we'll leave. As of lately you seem to be a magnet for trouble."
Looking up at, yes my guess had been right, Kurama I noticed a slightly amused yet worried expression on his face. But why does he care so much? Sighing I shifted my gaze back to my hands which were now clenched into fists. "So just how are we gonna know when I'm ready? And just how the hell am I suppose ta help you guys when I don't remember how to fight or anything at all! I'm just gonna end up getting one of you guys or myself killed!"
I felt like screaming or beating the shit outta something as anger and self-loathing coursed through my veins. And a small sharp pain seemed to be coming from my hands as I noticed blood trickling down my palms. I noticed that my nails had dug into my skin. I flinched when I felt someone set their hand on my shoulder temporarily snapping my out of my thoughts. Glancing up I was looking into deeply concerned emerald eyes.
"Don't worry about it Yusuke. Everything will work out." Kurama said as he gave me a small smile. I knew he was just trying to reassure me... But it wasn't working very well. I watched Kurama and Hiei leave my room shutting the door behind them. I let out a breath that I hadn't known I was holding. I was completely alone. They left me by myself, leaving me to the doubts that had been plaguing my mind ever since I lost my memories. What if I never got them back?
What then... Would the guys just ditch me like yesterday's news or would they try to get to know the new me? And I guess I could get used to the name Yusuke. I mean it does sound familiar and everything. So why am I really complaining? I wonder if it's cause I don't feel like I'm Yusuke or somethin? Growling I ran my hands through my hair. Damnit! It's not fair! Why can't I just remember who the hell I am? A sigh of frustration slipped past my lips, as sleep seemed to invade my mind again, muddling all of my thoughts together. Maybe I'd feel more up to kicking some ass after I got some rest. Laying down I let my mind slip into the somewhat comforting embrace of sleep.
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ta daaaaa!!! chapter um... chapter... *looks through a huge folder filled with writing in it* i know the rest of this ficcy is in here somewhere... *starts throwing papers around*
chibi cloey: *squeaks as she is buried under some paper work and mangas*
Yusuke: *walks in and gets hit in the face by a small notebook*hey! what the hell was that for!? *looks around* and why does it look like Koenma's office in here after he's thrown a tantrum? *picks up chibi cloey from the debris*
*looks up* huh oh sorry Yusuke, chibi cloey. i'm tryin to find da rest of dis ficcy so I can find out what chapter it is... *goes back to looking*
chibi cloey: *starts counting on fingers and holds up four*
Yusuke: *sigh* Cloe it's chapter four.
*looks up again* oh it is? *pouts suddenly* i coulda figured dat out...
Yusuke: *goes to set chibi cloey down but doesn't when he notices she's about to start crying and sighs* yeah, yeah. anyway what's up with Kurama in this chapter?
*looks nervous* um... uh well yah see my newly developed shonen-ai and yaoi writing skills have been tryin ta dig their claws into dis ficcy and well...
Yusuke: well what!? *looks slightly annoyed*
well i'm trying to resist but it may end up being shonen-ai. i'm just not sure at this point in time... *hides from audience behind Yusuke* please don't hurt me.
chibi cloey: *looks at everyone and blows a raspberry*
Yusuke: *chuffs chibi cloey lightly and glares at audience* if you don't like the idea of shonen-ai or possibly implied shonen-ai then i'd suggest that you get the hell outta here and don't come back. because knowing Cloe she'll just laugh at all the idiots who send her flames.
*grins and hugs Yusuke* thanks Yusuke! well caio everybody! *grabs a squealing chibi cloey and runs off to clean up the mess of papers*
