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A/N: I have the whole story done, so I will keep to regular updates! Probably once a week if I'm not too busy! Please read and REVIEW! I need to get at least one review or else I won't post the next chapter. Unless I really want to!!!!!
IMPORTANT: When you see *~*~*~* for the first time it means it goes to the past, and when you see if again it goes back to the present. And it does this a lot.
R/R
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A Vampire's Humanity: Chapter One
I strolled down the black and eerie ally. No matter how hard I tried I knew I needed something to ease my thirst. Each night when I came out for breakfast I came to this same spot. I was just hoping the butcher would have a good amount of blood for me.
Tonight I guess I was lucky, 'cause he threw out four precious blood bags. I grabbed all four and then hurried away. If any passer by saw me they would think I was a lost little child, but I wasn't, I was just alone.
I stopped at my spot. It was a swing on the play set in Sunshine preschool. It was my escape from all the burdens of my past. This was my second stop each night. I came here to drink away my misery and to gaze at the stars that hold wishes for everyone. but me.
I ripped open the pouch of blood and pressed it to my lips. My face changed to the form of a demon, which I so desperately wanted to kill. Red liquid drained down my parched throat and all I wanted was to spit it right back up.
When I was finished with the pouch I threw the other three behind the nearest bush to drink tomorrow. I than kicked down on the ground, and I swung as high as I could. Heights were one of the few things that gave me comfort. I had always loved to be above the rest, because O thought it would give me power over everyone. But I had made major mistake.
How bad I wanted to reach up and grab the stars, so I could make a wish that would come true. I don't know what that wish would be, but I have a clue to the topic. It would be love, and past, and family. Those were things I so desperately wanted. But in all my years I've been walking dead or alive, I have learned that wishes NEVER come true.
I swung higher and higher hoping I could fly high enough to see my mother, or maybe my younger brother. But ever since I escaped death, they turned against me, and turned me into the enemy. But I don't doubt their words, because I agree, I am a monster.
Each and every day I thought of letting somebody turn me into dust. But I had one thing that held me back from doing so. my father was still out there reeking of destruction. He started this and I was going to end it, bringing us both down. Together we were turned, together we will fall.
Once upon a time I was a happy little average five year old. Once upon a time I had a mother, father, and a three-year-old brother, who I loved all so dear, and who loved me more than the world. Once upon a time we were all alive and we were together. But like everything else in my life, my life fell to fate.
It started right after Nathan turned four. Mother lost the baby, than father and her started fighting. After a while father left us. In the papers said his once so brilliant poetry was becoming horrid. And for the first time ever, I realized he wasn't coming back.
At the time I was nearing my sixth birthday and I didn't understand. All I knew was that father didn't come home every night. I thought that father was mad at me, and that he didn't love mommy, Nathan, and me anymore.
It kept getting worse. I turned six and father still hadn't come home. Mother met another man and soon they married. His name was Christopher and I hated him with a passion. He also had a daughter and she thought of herself as a princess. And worse, everyone else did too.
Nathan no longer came to me for comfort; he went to the infamous Elizabeth. I soon became another figment in all their dreams. It almost seemed I wasn't real, like I was never born. Mother and I never spoke to one another, and she started relying on Elizabeth to watch Nathan and to do the chores in our small home. And no matter what happened or under whatever circumstances I NEVER spoke to Christopher.
After my seventh birthday, father went missing. Mother laughed when she heard this, and I wanted with all my heart to make her suffer. I hated the women who gave me life, and I wanted her to rot in hell. But now, I want only her forgiveness.
*~*~*~*
Since mother wasn't going to tell Nathan the news about father, I would have to. As I approached him I said in my most mature voice I could find within, "Nate." Just with that one word he left her highness Elizabeth and wrapped his little five-year-old hands around me. Elizabeth looked at me with her 'Your-just-an-annoying-little-slave-who-should-have-her-head- cut-off' face. I smirked and she through her arms up.
"Impossible!" Elizabeth exclaimed marched out of Nathan's small room.
"What is it Danny?" Nathan said in his cute little kid voice. "Danny?" He repeated the nickname given to me by my father when I was two. Father and Nathan never called me by my given name, Danielle, but mother refused to use a nickname for a boy.
"Nathan," He flinched, now he knew something was up, because just like me, I never used his birth name. Nate was what father and I used, but never mother. Nathan unwrapped his arms around me and sat down on his bed. "Father is missing. They think that God wanted him."
"Father's really gone? But. But. he promised he would come home." Nathan got out through his tears. I chocked on my tears, but I wouldn't let Nathan se me cry. I wrapped my arms around him and let him cry into my shoulder.
*~*~*~*
After that Nathan became my dog and followed me everywhere. He stopped talking and listening to Christopher, because Nathan didn't, like me, want father replaced. Mother thought that she had lost all hope of finding the innocent children the two of us used to be. And Elizabeth now hated Nathan as much as me.
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A/N: REVIEW!!!! PLEASE!!!! Tell me what you think of the story SOOO far. It hasn't gotten far into it, but I hope that it is good. REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!
A/N: I have the whole story done, so I will keep to regular updates! Probably once a week if I'm not too busy! Please read and REVIEW! I need to get at least one review or else I won't post the next chapter. Unless I really want to!!!!!
IMPORTANT: When you see *~*~*~* for the first time it means it goes to the past, and when you see if again it goes back to the present. And it does this a lot.
R/R
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A Vampire's Humanity: Chapter One
I strolled down the black and eerie ally. No matter how hard I tried I knew I needed something to ease my thirst. Each night when I came out for breakfast I came to this same spot. I was just hoping the butcher would have a good amount of blood for me.
Tonight I guess I was lucky, 'cause he threw out four precious blood bags. I grabbed all four and then hurried away. If any passer by saw me they would think I was a lost little child, but I wasn't, I was just alone.
I stopped at my spot. It was a swing on the play set in Sunshine preschool. It was my escape from all the burdens of my past. This was my second stop each night. I came here to drink away my misery and to gaze at the stars that hold wishes for everyone. but me.
I ripped open the pouch of blood and pressed it to my lips. My face changed to the form of a demon, which I so desperately wanted to kill. Red liquid drained down my parched throat and all I wanted was to spit it right back up.
When I was finished with the pouch I threw the other three behind the nearest bush to drink tomorrow. I than kicked down on the ground, and I swung as high as I could. Heights were one of the few things that gave me comfort. I had always loved to be above the rest, because O thought it would give me power over everyone. But I had made major mistake.
How bad I wanted to reach up and grab the stars, so I could make a wish that would come true. I don't know what that wish would be, but I have a clue to the topic. It would be love, and past, and family. Those were things I so desperately wanted. But in all my years I've been walking dead or alive, I have learned that wishes NEVER come true.
I swung higher and higher hoping I could fly high enough to see my mother, or maybe my younger brother. But ever since I escaped death, they turned against me, and turned me into the enemy. But I don't doubt their words, because I agree, I am a monster.
Each and every day I thought of letting somebody turn me into dust. But I had one thing that held me back from doing so. my father was still out there reeking of destruction. He started this and I was going to end it, bringing us both down. Together we were turned, together we will fall.
Once upon a time I was a happy little average five year old. Once upon a time I had a mother, father, and a three-year-old brother, who I loved all so dear, and who loved me more than the world. Once upon a time we were all alive and we were together. But like everything else in my life, my life fell to fate.
It started right after Nathan turned four. Mother lost the baby, than father and her started fighting. After a while father left us. In the papers said his once so brilliant poetry was becoming horrid. And for the first time ever, I realized he wasn't coming back.
At the time I was nearing my sixth birthday and I didn't understand. All I knew was that father didn't come home every night. I thought that father was mad at me, and that he didn't love mommy, Nathan, and me anymore.
It kept getting worse. I turned six and father still hadn't come home. Mother met another man and soon they married. His name was Christopher and I hated him with a passion. He also had a daughter and she thought of herself as a princess. And worse, everyone else did too.
Nathan no longer came to me for comfort; he went to the infamous Elizabeth. I soon became another figment in all their dreams. It almost seemed I wasn't real, like I was never born. Mother and I never spoke to one another, and she started relying on Elizabeth to watch Nathan and to do the chores in our small home. And no matter what happened or under whatever circumstances I NEVER spoke to Christopher.
After my seventh birthday, father went missing. Mother laughed when she heard this, and I wanted with all my heart to make her suffer. I hated the women who gave me life, and I wanted her to rot in hell. But now, I want only her forgiveness.
*~*~*~*
Since mother wasn't going to tell Nathan the news about father, I would have to. As I approached him I said in my most mature voice I could find within, "Nate." Just with that one word he left her highness Elizabeth and wrapped his little five-year-old hands around me. Elizabeth looked at me with her 'Your-just-an-annoying-little-slave-who-should-have-her-head- cut-off' face. I smirked and she through her arms up.
"Impossible!" Elizabeth exclaimed marched out of Nathan's small room.
"What is it Danny?" Nathan said in his cute little kid voice. "Danny?" He repeated the nickname given to me by my father when I was two. Father and Nathan never called me by my given name, Danielle, but mother refused to use a nickname for a boy.
"Nathan," He flinched, now he knew something was up, because just like me, I never used his birth name. Nate was what father and I used, but never mother. Nathan unwrapped his arms around me and sat down on his bed. "Father is missing. They think that God wanted him."
"Father's really gone? But. But. he promised he would come home." Nathan got out through his tears. I chocked on my tears, but I wouldn't let Nathan se me cry. I wrapped my arms around him and let him cry into my shoulder.
*~*~*~*
After that Nathan became my dog and followed me everywhere. He stopped talking and listening to Christopher, because Nathan didn't, like me, want father replaced. Mother thought that she had lost all hope of finding the innocent children the two of us used to be. And Elizabeth now hated Nathan as much as me.
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A/N: REVIEW!!!! PLEASE!!!! Tell me what you think of the story SOOO far. It hasn't gotten far into it, but I hope that it is good. REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!
