Chapter 5
'Unbelievable!!! You should know better than to slash your wrist with the razor!!!! Do you want to go to the grave early in this lifetime?!!!!!' Saeki kept ranting while Syusuke sat in the car seat next to him, feeling like a child getting scolded by her mother. After Saeki saw the blood soaked bandages, Saeki went frantic and sent her to a hospital. The one without Oishi just in case he tells Tezuka.
'The doctor said I would be fine Saeki. It was far from fatal since I bandaged it.' Syusuke said with a bit of a scared tone since Saeki was never this serious as long as she can remember. 'Syusuke, this is your life! Once it's gone, you can't, or in more specific terms, NEVER take it back! You're lucky this time. Luckily only I know about this. What if Eiji finds out about it? She's your friend! What about Kunishiro and Tezuka?' Flashes started in Syusuke's mind. Smiles. They don't need her. They smile. When they are with her.
WE DON'T NEED YOU AT ALL!!!!!!
'They don't even care at all!!!!!!!!!' Syusuke shouted all of a sudden making Saeki jump in the driver's seat. 'Why do the heck they need me if they already have that woman?!!! They smile at the sight of her anyway!!! I always had to do my best to make them smile. Do you think it's fun?!! I always had to think really to have a plan to make them smile!!! If they can smile so easily around her, if they are so much better off with her than me, I'll let them go! I give up! I want to wake up from this nightmare! Back to the room I sleep from young! Back to greeting my mother and sister, teasing Yuuta! I give up!!!' Syusuke shouted and ran out off the car.
Saeki slightly shocked, quickly slammed the door Syusuke exited and drove after her. 'Tezuka, what have you done?!!"
Pretty sure that Saeki lost her, Syusuke went to a slow jog, then to walking. 'I give up.' Syusuke whispered as she leaned herself against a wired fencing of an amusement park. 'Kami-sama, you want me to say it didn't you? Kunimitsu and Kunishiro all along were unhappy with me were they? I'm not fit in their world huh?'
'KUNISHIRO!!!!!!'
Syusuke jumped at the name of her son being called. 'Was that Kunimitsu? Wasn't he suppose to be at the company?' Syusuke thought as she turned and saw, 10 metres away, Kunishiro was playing catching with Tezuka. They were shortly followed by the same greenish hair woman Syusuke saw kissed her husband's lips. The lady managed to catch Kunishiro and carry him up, making him laugh. Tezuka put his arm around her waist and kissed her cheek. Syusuke saw everything. Suddenly, two couples walked past her. 'Hey look! Aren't they such a cute couple?' 'They look perfect for one another. The son is so cue! What a happy family!'
Syusuke smiled. 'Kuni………….. I mean Tezuka. You managed to find happiness. I'm happy for you. Take care of Kunishiro okay?' she whispered. No one replied. The only thing she could see was the two people she loved walking away from her view happily with another woman. Tears fell but she was smiling. 'I better leave this scene or the happiness will be gone.' She thought as she turned and walked away.
'Let the unhappiness be gone from this happy scene.'
Saeki was at the Fuji household. He met Yuuta while looking for Syusuke. If you want to know how, Saeki ran head on into Yuuta. Ouch. 'Nezt time, look before you run!' Yuuta said before putting an ice pack on his forehead. Saeki chuckled and apologized. 'I need to go and find Syusuke.' Saeki stood up before Yuuta pulled him down again. 'Don't worry. She always manages to survive. She could be at home now.' Yuuta said before they heard the door open and close. They turned and saw Syusuke with two luggage. 'Syusuke?' 'Nee-chan?' 'Syusuke!' The last one was from Syusuke's mother. She rushed over to her daughter and hugged her tightly.
'I'll be staying here from now on Mother. We can have more time together just like old times!' Sysusuke smiled as her mother cried happily. As Syusuke and her mother moved her luggage back into her old room, Yuuta turned to Saeki. 'Told you she's home.'
'Thanks mother. I can take it from here.' The door closed before Syusuke smiled at her old room. It seemed as if her mother was expecting her. The room was just like she remembered. There was no dust in sight too. 'Time to unpack and watch some TV.' She thought as she started to unpack. A message alert tone was heard from her hand phone. Syusuke saw the name she wasn't expecting to see on the screen.
KUNIMITSU.
'If he wants to talk about the divorce paper I left at home, we have nothing to talk about. At all.' Syusuke thought as she opened the message to delete it. Not bothering to read the message, she deleted it and blocked any messages coming from Tezuka and deleted his number from the phone. 'I'm going to change my number tomorrow.' She mentally noted before switching on the television and started unpacking again.
Fuji-Chan: I had to make it short and sweet this time. Sorry for this short chapter. Read and review. Still need the votes for Tezu/Fuji or Fuji/Saeki and the names of the Oishi twins. See you next week!
