Oh hey Klo-Chan, Krys and Meaniegirl3... My baka is mean. He may be cute but he's a rude arrogant pig that deserves every slap he gets and I will admit it for you all now. Yes I love him to pieces and he darn well knows it but the baka doesn't feel the same way hangs head and cries although he does flirt with me so pfft he's a sod... Stupid Baka... wish he'd get a shave while he was at it.....
"You two look particularly happy today...but then you did yesterday too... Anything good happen at the dinner... ball... deeley... thingy.. that I should know about?" He raised a brow as the two looked at each other, sharing a knowing look in their eyes and shook their heads. "Nope" "Not a thing, Motoki" Mamoru added to Usagi's answer. The two took a couple of seats by the counter and ordered their usual, watching in amusement as Motoki tried his hardest to butter the pair up but failed to get any answers. He ended up having to go see another customer eventually and by this time Usagi had finished her milkshake. She knew that by what they were doing she was falling more and more for the seeming cold hearted Mamoru who was actually starting to hope they could carry things on. "Um.. Mamoru.." She stood up slowly, causing him to swivel round as she got his attention. "I er.. think we shouldn't continue.. I mean you have your work and so do I and well.. er.. you know" He nodded, plastering on a smile for her. "Sure Odango, Although I may have to come over again sometime if I can't find anyone erm what's the word.... Satisfying enough" "Oh why you.." She growled before waving to him and leaving, biting back the tears and sobs that threatened to spill.
Mamoru turned back to his coffee and let out a sigh, slumping forwards on the counter and poking gently at the coffee cup. He laid his cheek on his folded arms while Motoki walked around the counter and frowned. "Hey what's up with you?" "Oh nothing much.. but I think I'm in love" He returned back to his pining thoughts as Motoki dropped a glass, quickly apologising to the customers for his sudden klutz attack. Mamoru didn't even notice. 'Aww Usako I love you, I mean I truly love you. More then anyone or anything.. I'd give up my job and life for you but you've gone and pushed me away.. I'm going to have to try and get you back. Some how I will. Yes for I am Mamoru Chiba... Chiba!, Chiba!, Chiba! Ok stop their.. stop the little chibi cheerleaders... If you're gonna fantasize about something at least do it about Usagi' "Tell her how you feel" "Huh?" "Tell her how you fell" "But I can't I prep myself to do it but I always stall and stutter" "Then write her a letter" "But" No Butts Mamoru! For Kami's sake just write a letter and slip it under her door" So with that the handsome raven haired Mamoru scribbled down his feelings for the bubbly blond on a piece of paper that Motoki slid in front of him, Jumping up and dashing to her apartment once it was finished.
Meanwhile Usagi had managed to get home and hold in her tears that was until she pressed her back against the door and slid down slowly, grapping the Remote for the sound system off her table as she went. She let out a sob and clicked the remote, the radio began playing loudly and drowned out her heart broken sobs as she let it all dawn in on her that she actually had a chance with him but blew it.
"Like a Saturday night I'll be gone, Like a Saturday night I'll be gone, Before you knew that I was there"Something slid beneath the door conveniently poking her in the rear as it was slid under her oaken door. It wasn't in an envelope and it was folded roughly. The writing was in scribbles over the page but where decipherable.
"So you wrote it down I'm supposed to care, Even though it's never there, Sorry if I'm not prepared. Is it hard to see the things you substitute? For me and all my thoughts of you? It's eating me alive to leave you. Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong, But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song, Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong. Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong, You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song. Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong, You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this, lieu of this song "
She let out a louder sob as the words of the song hit her, his words scribbled over the paper sunk in aswell causing a blank confusion to fog her brain as she looked back down at the note. Unaware that the man who had written it was stood on the other side of the door, forehead pressed against it as he hoped and prayed with every fibre in his body that she'd realise all she had to do was open the door and let him in. It read:-
'Dear Usako,
You probably don't realise this but ever since that faithful day we met I've loved you and sadly it's taken me till now, till you've shut me out and pushed me away to realise just how much I really have loved you. Please don't do this to me, For I fear without you I have no life worth living at all. You inspire me to do everything I do and are the only person I've loved since my parents.. Please don't let my third love be pulled away like my other two, my parents...
Mamoru'
"I'm breathing in your skin tonight, Quiet is my loudest cry, Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes that make me melt inside. And if it's healthier to leave you be, May a sickness come and set me free, Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me"
She stud up slowly and opened the door, Mamoru falling heavily at her feet with a loud thud quickly pushing himself up to stand in front of her. He took in her profile, big red puffy eyes, damp cheeks, pink tinged nose and a pout.
"I'm finding my own words, my own little stage. My own epic drama, my own scripted page. I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears. Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear... From the start it was shaky and the characters rash, A nice setting for heartache where emotions come last, All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire, Are friendly intentions and fair weather smiles"His hands strayed to cup her face as he looked into those cerulean eyes he had grown to love. He sang along to the song, it was in a way one of his favourites because it was by Yellow Card. His favourite band. He shook his head at her and moved one hand to gently hold her lower lip as he noticed it began to shake.
"And I don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song Like Saturday night I'll be gone Like Saturday night I'll be gone Like Saturday night I'll be gone Like Saturday night I'll be gone before you knew that I was there"
The song finished and he let go. Something in his chest was now starting to ache 'My heart, No doubt' He thought to himself as he flinched slightly. His arms fell back to his sides after he gently placed a kiss on her forehead. "You've made your mind up Usako and now that you know my feelings I shouldn't try and spoil your happiness. See you round" He lowered his head and made towards the door. He took a deep breath to steady himself as he stepped over the threshold before an angel sang to him.
"Mamoru! Wait!" "Huh?" He turned around to see the girl no woman stood before him. Long blond tresses falling from to neat buns placed on her head. Her large cerulean eyes had a red tinge but they still shone with the love she felt for everything. She lips were in a pout and she hugged her stomach, his heart breaking as he knew right there and then if he could only make her feel safer he would. Yet he didn't believe he'd have the chance. "Ma... Mamoru.." She paused and swallowed, taking a breath before letting out a seemingly deep sigh. He stepped closer to her with a strange look on his face. Not one she'd seen him with before. This look held confusion, fear, hope, love, compassion... "I er...Well... I erm.. Well I.. Er I well" "Yes? go on" He urged her softly, a hand reaching to raise her face from looking at the floor and their eyes met. "I love you too". She was just about to speak again when she felt his lips press firmly over hers, his arms wrapping tightly around her slim form and pulling her as close as he could get her. She slid her arms around his neck and pulled herself against him, even though they were already pressed against each other at that moment they felt they weren't close enough.
While the two kissed Passionately a worried blond haired man with aquamarine eyes stood in shock at the door way. His jaw was on the floor and although he had expected it, it was still a shock to see the couple of arch-Rivals kissing as if there was no tomorrow and confessing their love each other. As the two pulled away for breath he was re introduced to reality and let out a whoop for the two. "Way to go Mamoru". He bounced off down the hall and hummed happily all the way back to the arcade and for the next few days while he waited to be able to break the news to the girls that he as cupid had finally succeeded.
Meanwhile the two lovers stood laughing, Mamoru was near to hysterics as he pictured a chibi Motoki in a little cheerleading outfit, with chibi Rei, Ami, Minako and Makato all doing some silly little routine. Usagi stood laughing at Motoki's joy but neither knew what made him happiest the most. Although they didn't yet know it, their lives were about to take a drastic change that would show just how great Motoki really was with his hints.
Wahey I finished the chapter.. finally. Anyways I actually was going to take this in a totally different direction but while listening to Rough Draft by YellowCard I couldn't resist putting it in there. Any who Thinks are going to be whirl wind fast for our favourite couple and bakas aren't always as nice as they should be Looks between Baka, and various tools with torturing possibilities My baka has been dirty minded lately so I blame him for any kinkiness in the story because he corrupted my "Innocent" Brain....
