When everyone laughed. He laughed. When everyone played. He played. When everyone danced. He danced.
Everything's changed.
When everyone laughs, he rolls his eyes. When everyone plays, he studies. When everyone dances, he stands alone.
And now when I talk to him. He walks away. Doesn't he understand? Doesn't he see?
I loved him with my heart. We understood each other. We liked each other. We were the best of friends. Until he changed.
Now, he doesn't talk to me. He doesn't laugh with me. He…doesn't know me.
He's cold. The fire I saw in his eyes on the very day I laid eyes on him…is gone. It's vanquished. Something I thought would be there forever…is gone. Now, it's replaced by a cold, cold ice wall.
He was gentle. He was kind. He…was breath taking.
Now he's cold. He's frozen. And…he's different.
I wanted to stay with him forever. I wanted to be with him. I loved him. And now…he's gone. It was all my fault. I didn't do what I should have done. I didn't protect him from the future. I couldn't. I still can't.
When he looks at me with the blank look…all the warm love in his eyes are gone. All…gone. All gone.
And he used to protect me. He used to help me.
He doesn't anymore. He lets me get hurt. I don't blame him. He's gone.
He's that of the past. What am I saying? I couldn't forget him. And I never did.
Not before. Not now.
How his hair blew. How he laughed. His perfect looks. How he would brush his hand on my cheek and kiss my cheek.
He had never stopped liking me. Until that day. Until the day he left my side.
It wasn't right. It never was. And…I did all this. It was my fault!
So now I cry. I cry by myself. Because of him. He said he cared for me. He said…he loved me more than anything in the world.
And he lied. I…guess he lied.
Because…now he sits. Kissing his girlfriend. And he looks at me.
With the most loving look ever.
