ALONE IN THE DARKNESS

i sit alone in the darkness wondering,waithing my soul torn apart my heart riped in two and as i run that cold blade accross my wrist i look back back on that 15 years of hell i called a life so worthless so pointlessn and so depressing.
my family my friends my lover what will they care they never knew me no one did i sit alone in the darkness pouring crimson regreat waiting for my death i think what is it all about why are we here cursed to walk this hell called earth its almost my time to leave this place .i close my eyes and waitas i sit alone in the darkness.