So no one kills me I'm writing the new chapter now. Why? I…wait, what am I saying? I hate my life! Eh, oh well. This is the next chapter. Sorry for the …eh short chapter before and so on. I hope you enjoy the update here, it will be longer than the chapter before lol.
Disclaimer: I own not a thing, lyrics are once again from our friends Atreyu. The name of the song is "A Vampire's Laments"
Friend disclaimer: I don't own my friends, though somehow…Seph has wormed his way into it…and Ashura may be taking parts in as well as the new guests…but the new guests are from the manga anyway. Lol. So they belong to Maki Murakami.
A random complaint: ::glares at the fanfic:: sometimes having to go back and rereading chapters to make sure everything's still in order, REALLY REALLY SUCKS!
Chapter,8: Wishing for your embrace
"I don't want to be here anymore…" Shuichi said in a low whisper tugging a bit at the ropes wrapped around his wrists. :And I want Yuki…I don't care if he hates me…I just want to be back with him…: "Yuki…" Shuichi said letting out a low groan resting his head on the floor.
The way they had him bound, his wrists were bound in front of him, chained to a pole with chains and some rope. His legs, ankles to be exact, were chained/roped around a different pole behind him. The lengths of both measured perfectly so he couldn't move, besides a few inches to the left or right.
"Shuichi…what's going to happen now?" Seph asked. He was currently being hanged upside down, being held by his feet.
"…I don't known. They'll probably let you go, it's me they want."
"But…"
"I don't want any excuses! What happens, happens. There's nothing we can do about that. We just have to at least pretend to be happy and deal with all of this." Shuichi screamed out at him, even though he really didn't mean to.
Seph was silent for a few minutes than said.
"Yuki's going to kill me…."
"WHY DO YOU KEEP BRINGING UP YUKI?!" Shuichi demanded.
"Yuki hired me to keep an eye on you so that no one else could date you. It was my job t make any approaching guys to run off."
"Just who are you anyway?!"
"…I'm Seph Fujisaki…I'm Suguru's little brother…,Tohma's other cousin.."
Shuichi stared at him in shock.
"I guess I should of said something huh?" Seph asked a bit nervously.
"It'd of been nice…." Shuichi said sighing and closed his eyes. "If Yuki did order this though…"
"He didn't. Why bother to hire me if he was just going to hire someone to kill you?"
"Kill two birds with one stone."
"WHAT?!" Seph screamed out growling at Shu. "I'm trying to cheer you up you mother fucker! WELL FUCK YOU!!!"
"FUCK YOURSELF!" Shuichi screamed back.
Seph went silent and stopped talking. His face started getting very red. All the blood in his body starting to flow down into his face.
"I'm…starting…feel dizzy…" he muttered closing his eyes.
"SEPH!?" Shu yelled in alarm. "DAMNIT! TAKI!! LET SEPH GO!!! HE HASN'T DONE ANYTHING!!"
"That's okay. He's as annoying as you are." Taki said laughing and walked into the room.
Shuichi death glared him, but said nothing. There was a chance to escape last time, but this time, there was no help. There was no chance of letting someone else take the fall, and him and Seph getting off free.
"Tell me Shuichi." Taki said with a overly honey coated voice as he knelt down next to Shuichi and stroked his cheek. "Do you really want this boy saved?"
"Y, yes…" Shuichi said tears starting to streak his face. "Leave him alone. He's done nothing."
"If I do. Than you owe me something in return." He answered licking his lips.
"Whatever it is…I'll do it. I'll quit badluck, whatever."
"I'm not quite interested in that anymore. I'm a bit more fascinated with you, yourself now." He said with a smirk tracing Shuichi's lower back with his finger.
Shu's eyes widened, but he couldn't pull away due to the bounds.
"Take the boy down. Have him be held in a different room. I want to have some fun with this one."
The other guy, the one who had been driving nodded and removed Seph from his bindings. He dragged him off than to another room while Taki grabbed Shuichi's butt causing Shuichi to wince wanting more than anything to pull away and be back with Yuki.
"Now than, where were we? Oh yes. I think I shall have my fun than Shuichi. I'm sure you'll enjoy it just as much as you did last time. Perhaps even more." He said getting onto Shu's butt smirking and digging his nails into Shuichi's back .
K ran a hand through Hiro's hair smiling. His little boy finally home with him, and comforted.
Hiro let out a small sigh of pleasure and looked up at K.
"K…there's been something that's been bugging me for awhile…" K raised an eyebrow and pulled Hiro into a close embrace.
"Which is?" He asked gently.
"….K…no matter how we look at it…you're married…"
"And?" K asked as though it meant nothing.
"Damnit K!" Hiro said pulling away from him and getting to his feet wiping a some of the tears away from his eyes. "What do you mean "and?" Sooner or later, she's going to claim you…" K frowned getting off the bed and walked over to him.
"What brings up this kind of talk Hiro?" He asked truly curious as to why Hiro had brought this up after they'd been dating for a bit now.
"…Check the messages on my answering machine." K stared at him for a few minutes, realized he was serious and walked over to Hiro's answering machine. He pressed the play button.
"Is this the right number? Claude? I just called to tell you I'm coming to Japan for awhile! Sakano gave me your number, said you were staying with a friend for a bit. I can't wait to see you! It should be a real show out!" Judy's voice came out over the answering machine.
"Oh…" K said slowly turning back to Hiro. "Hiro lo--"
"No…K I want you to leave. Please, I can't take this…first Ayaka and now you. I'm sick of it…I'm sick of being hurt. Just go…please…" Hiro said backing up until he was against the wall shaking badly. He was truly hurt. He knew K was married, but the thought had slipped his mind for the past few days. Now reality was setting in, and he wanted nothing to do with it. "Just go….I'll…see you at work or something…"
"Hiro--"
"No! Damntit K just go! You've done enough damage already!" Hiro shouted at him shaking.
K went silent frowning and nodded.
"Alright…" He grabbed his shirt and walked out of Hiro's bedroom into the main room. He started buttoning up his shirt and than a few minutes later Hiro heard the click of the door being closed.
He slid onto the floor, his back supported by the wall, his head lowered, tears now fully streaming down his face.
"Why…why did you make me love you….?" Hiro asked the dark and now alone room of his apartment.
He received no answer, but hadn't expected one.
"….I understand now Shuichi…."
I am the walking dead heartbreak, my apologies
I'm happy you'll never understand what
It's like to be trapped under six feet of solid glass
Hiro's head swayed foreword and the tears started to fall harder.
K walked down the hall to his car. Leave it to Judy to screw up something he truly wanted. Something that was finally starting to make him happy. He had to fix this. He needed Hiro.
I can see out, but no one gets in
Screaming at this prison, I've locked myself into,
I'm sorry that I'm still breathing and that I'll kill again
Yuki sat in the hospital bed watching the music video. In it, Shuichi was beating attacked by vampires, who he was slowly giving into and allowing them to do as they pleased with him. At the moment, he wished he was those vampires.
The loneliness is too much for me to handle
But the taste for fresh blood, pushes me on
Shuichi was currently bleeding badly, and wishing he could just curl up into a ball, but he couldn't. Taki wasn't finished, nor was he unbound. The chains still held him into place, and he knew that he'd find no escape. He was utterly and hopelessly alone.
The fear of romance
The pain of living
The joy of sorrow
The strength of forgiving
Hiro slowly looked up from the floor and pushed himself to his feet. He was better than this. He could handle this and make it out on top. He could find someone else, someone new. Someone that would truly care for him and him alone without cheating.
I told myself the constant pain would ease the tension burning inside
But the nights were cold and the days dragged to weeks
He knew though it was a lie…a lie that he couldn't even make himself nor anyone else believe. The same lie Shuichi tried to convince everyone, everyday, every time him and Yuki got into a fight.
He grabbed the razor out of the cabinet. He knew it was wrong, but…he knew he also had nothing left to turn to. He walked back over to where he had been sitting down in his bedroom floor and sat back down there. He than took a slow and deep breath and ran the razor across both wrists.
I will die here alone I will die
God help me, I'm so tired,
But in my dreams the wolves eat out my soul
He winced instantly trying to hold back a growl and closed his eyes. It would be over soon. He knew it would be. Just a little longer of having to deal with some pain, and it'd be all over with.
Gold help me, I'm so frightened,
But in my dreams wolves tear out my heart
I used to be a golden, a saint in a time of sorrow
But the turning came and I kissed
The sun goodbye
The blood started to flow more down his arms and onto his pants. Slowly he started sobbing and looked away. The pain was becoming to much for him to handle, and he hadn't even thought of writing a note. No, there would be no explanation as to why he did it. They'd just dub him insane and be over with it in the newspapers.
Don't you get it,
It's always darker in my eyes, the screams of my brothers
Egging me on….
K frowned his heart missing a few beats. He looked back up to Hiro's apartment. Maybe he should just go back and declare an official devoice between him and his wife. It would seem odd, and out of the blue, but he really did care for Hiro.
Yuki shook his head slowly as the song ended. Shuichi had been turned into a vampire, and was attacking someone in the end. He shut the TV off and looked away. In about a day he'd be able to go back home. Than he'd be able to find out more of what was going on, and even get a hold of Shuichi. The fight had to be repaired. He was complete hell without the pink haired moron following him around and latching onto him every few minutes. It was like…like trying to swim without water. It just didn't work.
He let out a loud sigh and turned over in the bed.
"Shuichi….you'll be mine again…do not doubt it. I'll reclaim you my idiot. And than refuse to ever let you go again." Yuki's words slurred a bit at the end as he fell into a deep slumber.
TBC
There…not much longer than the chapter before, but something to read to go along with the chapter before so this that way it doesn't seem to completely short. Ack, I must go and update other fics…or actual. I'll do that tomorrow. I'm tired…really tired. Enjoy this chapter and yeah…lol
Thank yous:
Hoshi-Hiru: Yay, glad you liked it. It was a bit forced so I wasn't to happy with it. Here's another chapter though, a bit longer, perhaps more enjoyable? Things are going into darker territory…beware lol.
Sakura Blossom-Cilla-85: Lol no he didn't. Shu is just stupid enough to think that he might of.
Scarlet.a: Lol. Thanks. "Genius" ? First time for everything I suppose. Lol. Thanks for thinking I am. And yes, I'm gonna keep writing. If I ever keep finding the time lol, which I usually do.
Clueless97: Lol yes shu was kidnapped. Why? I have no idea. I just write things as they come to mind. (Maybe I should start planning this stuff out ,ne?) Oh well. Yes, he was! As for having no drivers license…I'll go with the reason that was in a different gravi fanfic. Yuki is to scared to have Shuichi get them. Because he thinks that Shu will want to drive his car if he does. Therefore, Yuki forbids Shu to ever get near a drivers ED class.
Ivin Artemis Draconis: Glad you liked lol. Hope to keep you interested…now I must go sleep…than update more…..or at least start typing up a bit more while I try to keep myself awake to role play…ack…..::Falls over::
Wish: o.o;; are you okay? ::Sweat drops:: eh…here's more….::coughs nervously:: ,but I think you may need a bit more of the meds those guys in the white coats hand out. The pills they give are usually really good tasting. You should try some! Really! I have the black and red ones! Lol j/k. Glad you enjoy it that much.
Hikaru Itsuko: Lol, no one knows! It's a big mystery! Read on to find out! Lol. I'm horrible….and partly asleep…::Dies::
Well than everyone. Here's the next chapter, which, someone the story is longer in this one, but the pages shorter. Who knows. I don't care at the moment. I'm way to tired. Ja ne. Read, review, enjoy so on…I'm gonna go find a hole to crawl into and sleep. ::Waves and goes to do what I just said::
