Disclaimer: I do not own 'The Zeta Project'. I do not own any of its characters. I deeply appreciate Robert Goodman as the creator of 'The Zeta Project' and all 'The Zeta Project' team. So it's just a poem.
As English isn't my native language I want to thank LTC for her editing work on this poem.
Light Colors of Green
by Iglika
Ro's point of view
I saw you today.We
just walked in the park.
We just talked as old friends
As old
friends we were...
As those...best friends we
were...
Well...
That was then.
When we ran...
But...we
both found what we were searching for, weren't we?
So many
years...
We fought for your freedom, Zee.
And you have it
now.
Oh, yes, with my help
You're free...
And even more
–
You're not a synthoid anymore.
You are a real human now,
Zee...
What can I say?
I'm glad you made it..
Yes, yeah,
I'm so glad...
But...are you free for real now, Zee?
We were
searching for my lost family.
And I found it now.
But am I happy
for real?
Yes, I found my family with your help.
Now I'm in a
college, you know...
Yes, I'm fine, really fine; I'm
just...
I'm not that crazy kid anymore.
I'm...simply...a
young woman now.
With her own plans for her life.
We
both found our goals.
We said our goodbyes.
And you don't
need me anymore...do you, Zee?
Did you get married, Zee, as
you're human now?
No? Oh...you work hard as a
scientist.
Yeah, yes, yes, yes...I see...
We just walk in
the park.
We just talk.
I thought...you'd never call me
again.
Good idea to walk in the park.
You really surprised
me, Zee.
I thought you'd forgotten that my birthday
Was
exactly today.
Yes, you bought me so many things – all the
time
In all those passed run away years...
To give me a present
with that simple walk?
Who could invent something like
that...?
You! Of course you!
You're just...you...
You're
the same Zee that I know.
With the same soft and warm voice,
With
the same good, tender smile
And the same navy blue eyes...
You
are the same tall, handsome,
Black-haired man.
Yes, you're
man now, Zee...a real...man...indeed...
And...you wear the
same long deep violet coat?
And these same dark grey pants and
lilac T-shirt
Just for me?
So we could remember those pass days
easily?
How could I tell you how cute you are, Zee.
As
always...as you are, always be...
We just walk in the park.
We
just talk.
You make me laugh
And you smile too.
With
your sunshine good smile
And your good navy blue eyes.
We
just walk in the park.
We just talk.
And I feel so safe
next to you.
So protected, so real.
As if I were dead,.since we were split
And now I'm really alive, again...
How
could I tell you what you have done, Zee?
Didn't you
know?
You've stolen my heart.
No...
Actually...
I
left my heart in your hands.
Didn't you know?
That my
heart is still there, in your hands.
A bright blue sky
Above
us.
We just walk.
We just talk.
We are side by side with
you, Zee.
As it was then.
As I had gotten used for it to
be.
I feel your arms slightly touching my shoulders
While we
walk
While we talk...
Yes, it's a beautiful springtime
now
With that blue sky
And with all those green colors of
light...
A little grey bird in the branches of a tree.
I stopped
to see it that bird singing so...beautiful.
So...charming.
"What kind of bird is it, Zee?"
I asked you as
I had gotten used to know
That you know everything
That could
be known on earth.
You laugh mildly, "I don't know, Ro.
I
haven't got my encyclopedic files anymore.
But I guess I
could try something for you."
And you whistle to that bird
some short melody.
It looks down to you with curiosity.
That
bird looks down to you
Through all those lights colors of
green.
And...that bird answers you; it whistles your short
melody!
And we laughed, and we stood there, under that tree
And
you whistled to this little grey bird
And it answered to you...
It
repeated the melody that you whistled to it.
It was fun! And I
broke in laughter again, Zee...
And you laughed too,looking at
me.
All those people around us
They didn't see any bird in
the tree.
They even didn't hear
Any bird's songs in that
spring.
All those people around us
They were so gloomy, so
stern
While they walked in the park.
And they tried to avoid
us
As we still saw our grey little bird
All those people
thought we were insane
And that made us laugh even more.
"Take
these bird's songs as a real present for your birthday today,
Ro!
Take that spring walk in the park as my present to
you."
But you were so serious, so sad, Zee, when you
said,
"I missed you, Ro...I missed you much...
So much
more
Than my words could explain."
I looked in your eyes.
It
was a moment.
A less than instant.
It was a breathless
instant
Between you and me.
I didn't see anything in the
whole world
Except those blue eyes before me.
I fell down in
your eyes.
I was lost.
I saw your soul in your eyes, Zee,
I
touched your soul.
And I felt you longing for me,
You yearning
for me, Zee.
We could be together, couldn't we?
We could
be...you and me...
It was just in a second.
It was...out of
the time.
And it was past...it was gone.
Why didn't you say
anything more?
Why didn't you say anything more,
Zee?
Now...
We just walk in the park.
We just talk.
Among
all those green colors of light.
Under that bright blue spring sky
above us.
It was like...in the Spring City
When we first
met.
Something had happened then
Between you and me.
Something
happened now
Between you and me...
Here, again...
Then why
you said just, "Thanks for your company, Ro.
It was a great
little walk in the park."
"Yeah, it was great, thank you
too, Zee."
Words without sense.Who needs them?
Not me,
neither do you.
"Be happy on your birthday party tonight
With
your friends, Ro."
How could I be happy without you, Zee?
Didn't
you understand how much I love you?
"I wish you good luck,
Ro...and...maybe...we'll meet someday...again..."
No!
Please, don't go, Zee! Don't let me down! You couldn't do this
to me!
Don't go, Zee...
Some awfully polite, sad
smiles...
Some words without sense...
Why we tried to convince
ourselves
That we could live separated
That we have
different destinies now
And...we had to be just...
Some good
friends, nothing more.
Why I still see in your eyes
Everything
that you wanted to say to me...
Why are you scared to tell how you
need me
Why am I scared to say how much I need you, Zee...
Why
didn't you say
That we'd be dead inside if we split?
Why
did you go away, Zee?
Why did you go...
Why did you do this
to me...
Is now too late?
Can I find you now, Zee?
Why were
we silence when we both wanted to scream?
I still see your sad
eyes before me
I still see all you offer me –
Not your
unlimited cred card anymore
You offered me
Just yourself,
Zee.
Why didn't you say it out loud?
Why didn't you say
that you offered me just what I need?
And I needed you, Zee,
I
need you.
And you know you need me too.
I found myself
running.
I ran off that stupid birthday party
Without
you.
I ran down to the stairs of my house
I had to find
you...
I know you'll never dare to call me again
You're
still scared, but why, Zee?
You're not synthoid anymore.
You're
real human now,
Why are you still so scared of me?
I had to
find you...
But how...
As I don't know even exactly where do
you live.
I ran down to that dark night street
I had to find
you, Zee.
And I knew
You'll be there,
On the street.
You
have to be, Zee...
And...
You were there!
You were
there...
You were there, Zee!
You were waiting for me.
You
just stood there,
In front of my house,
You were waiting for
me.
You knew I'd come...
You hoped I'd come...
We just
stood there, on the street.
We watched each other.
We just
knew
We couldn't live separately.
We just knew
It was the
end of the road.
And we knew – it was a new start...
And...
We
threw to each other arms
Zee...
You hugged me.
You kissed
me.
And I cried...
It was the end of that running, Zee.
And
it was the start of our life.
Not in that Spring City.
Now.
In
our spring.
When we have the strength to confess
That our souls
will be die separated.
The end
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