Disclamer: I do not own anything. Well, someday i might. But i'm to young to really own anything right now...I would really want to open a coffee shop though...my store would be so cute! I'll have all kinds of cake in my store, and it will be on the news as, 'Best coffee shop of the year'. And all the famus people will come, heehee. Ok, i'm blabing. The point is, i own nothing.
I know I sould have work on my other fic first before i have any new one out, but i can't help it! I'll just see if anyone would like it, if not i'll just stop writing it. I hope you'll like it as much as i do! Rated R for later chapter.
Let the drama begins!
She Cant See…
The warm summer breeze swept into the room, making the small bell that hanged by the window farm shakes with soft bell noises. White cartons were swaying like a white living frame. Everything in the room was white; almost swallow the person that was sitting on the bed, her red hair softly sways by the wind. Her eyes were close; her pale hands were fold on her lab. Her angelic tic face fell with sadness.
There was silent upon the air though once in a while, one could hear a bird chirping. The silent were broken when the sound of foot steps out side the hall way could be heard. The muffle sounds of people talking behind the close door echo into the room.
"Let me see her! Please! Let me in!"
The 16 year old redhead squeeze her eyes shut tighter at the familiar voices out side her room, her knuckles white from clinching the bed edge.
"Mr. Potter, please keep your voice down, patients are resting in this building" said the soft voice of the Healer
"I don't fucking care! I want to see Lily! Let me see her! Get the fuck out of my way!" the teenage voice grow louder
Lily took a deep breath before she open her eyes. Still the same beautiful emerald green eyes that had just opened, but something was missing...
"Mate, com yourself down. We could get kick out of this building" said the third voice out side the room
"Do I look like I give a fuck, Padfoot? Let me in! I just wanted to see if she's alright!"
"Of course she's not alright" said the fourth voice, it seems that he had just appear in the scene
"Mr. Evans! Please tell this healer to let me in! I need to see your daughter!" said the furious voice of James Potter
"Sir, James just wanted to see if she's alright then he'll leave" Sirius said, sounding calm
"You wanted to know if my daughter is alright or not?" Mr. Evans snaps "Fine! Let me tell you how she is. She. Is. Blind. Did you hear me? She can't see anymore! She lost her ability to see! There! Are you happy? Now, get the hell out of my sight!"
A tear slip out of Lily's lifeless eyes. Silence fills the air as Mr. Evans finishes his furious speech.
"I'm sorry I lost my temper on you…it's just…" he spoke again but Sirius cut him of with a shaky voice
"She's what?"
"You heard me" Mr. Evans said, sounding tired "Now get yourself and your friend out of here"
Silence
"Come on mate…lets go…" Sirius said quietly, then the sound of foot step follow suit
The door open and Mr. Evans entered the room, he rush beside his daughter and pull her in to a warm tight hug.
"Sweet heart, you're awake!" he said softly, kissing her temple "Are you hungry? Hm? Tell me what you want, sweetie, and I'll get it for you in a heart beat"
"I want to die, daddy" Lily whisper through her father's shirt, she could feel the hug tighten
"Please don't say that, love. If you love me, please don't say that again"
"I'm sorry, daddy" Lily said softly, she let another tears slip out of the eyes then ask,"Where's mummy?"
Mr. Evans stroke his daughter's hair soothingly, he don't want to tell her that her mother was in the next room, unconscious. The news of their littlest daughter become blind had broken her heart to pieces.
"She's picking Petunia up, dear" he lied, the truth is, Petunia didn't even know. He knew that Petunia won't even care.
"I should have listened to Potter…" Lily said out of nowhere "I shouldn't have been so nosy, if I didn't follow Potter and his friend to the Whomping willow then I wouldn't get hurt…I'm sorry I disappointed you, daddy…I should have minded my own business"
"It's not your fault, sweet heart. Don't apologize" he said, loosen his grip on her to wipe away all her tears. "Be strong, your not alone in this, me and your mother will always be by your side. Professor Dumbledore will take good care of you at school."
"What's the point of going to school at all, daddy? I can't see…"
"I told you, sweetie. Dumbledore will take good care of you, he'll figure a way to help you" her father said softly and gently let go of her. "Now, let's eat! I got banana Ice cream for you, your favorite!" this made Lily smile, but it was a sad small smile
"I love you, daddy" Lily said, her eyes searching through the darkness to look at her father's way
Mr. Evans looked at his daughter with tearful eyes, and nod quietly, not wanting his daughter to hear his weak voice.
…
"Lily's what?" ask an injure Remus from the hospital wing's bed. His face full of terror mixed with shock
"I can't believe it either…her head must have hit the tree very hard and kill her vision some how" said Sirius from beside the bed. He looked at James who was sitting on the floor, his back resting by the wall, his knee up to his cheast, looking like a lost little boy. He hadn't talk since yesterday after they got back from St. Mungo's.
Sirius sigh sadly, how could things go this wrong? He thought he had watch Remus very closely that night…
"It's all my fault…" Now that snapped Sirius out of his train of thoughts, he look down at the voice
"Don't say that again, Moony" he whisper, his sad eyes hide under his dark bangs
"There's no denying it, Padfoot…I'm a monster…" Remus reply sadly
"NO YOU'RE NOT!" Sirius snaps, his angry voice echo through the room, he had finally had it, of so many years of hearing him say that, he won't take it anymore.He hated it every time whenRemus blame himself for something he didn't mean to do."It is not your fault, damn it! WHY! WHY! YOU OF ALL THE PEOPLE! Why? WHY THE FUCK DOES IT HAVE TO BE YOU! You…you of all the people…"
Nothing could be heard except Sirius's heavy breath. Remus reach out his scared hand and softly touches Sirius's. Sirius held on to it tight.
They stay like that for a while, with James still curl up in a ball by the corner, wondering what tomorrow will bring.
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