I have no excuse what so ever for being late. Well, I kindda do but it's kind of stupid so lets not here it. For those of you who review my story. Do you have any idea how powerful you are towards me? If not for you, this story will end at chapter 2. So thank you so much for pushing me. I love you guys so much!

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Aquarius21, Flame Of Desire, hpjsr, DestinyCalls, Boy-Crazy Bookworm, Lady of Masbolle, me, cookiedoughicecream, Kuonra, miss-mags-ak, MonkeyGurl1, Kleo, FluffyPinkSlippers, anmarie, Jennifer Cole.

Ranitta: I love long reviews! That you so much for supporting me! I swear I didn't mean to make any one sad! I don't feel a thing when I wrote the first chapter, lol, I guess I'm cold hearted! Amoral IS a bitch, its ok, everyone hates her, including me! But I do thank her for making my story have more colors into it though. Pinky is my buddy! I like her a lot too, she's a cutie pie. Anyways, thank you again for your long review! I hope you like this chapter!

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Let the drama beings!


The past about us…

Lily wish James would come back and sit with her…But he didn't… Yes, she told him to leave her alone, but every other time she told him too, he never did so. Why now? Why did he do what she told him to now? Why now when she's blind?

Who would want to be seen with a blind person? The voice within her asks, and she frowns.

"No one" she answers quietly. He won't ask her out anymore…he won't look at her way anymore…he would look at someone else who's perfect, someone who could see…

She wish she could have said yes to him… She cares for him and no one knows it but her. Every beginning of the month, he would show up to class late and look so beaten up. It worries her so much that she would have nightmares about him. That was why she followed him that night…she just wanted to know who would hurt him so much in such a way. What she found out made her fall for him even more. He's loyalty to his friends was greater then anything. She wish she could have him as a friend too, at least if that's how far she could get to him. She did trust him once, but what she got back from him was a mark in her hart. The mark that reminded her not to trust James Potter ever again.

She wonders and wonders if he had forgotten… Their sweet second year together…Lily smile sadly at this thought and fought back her tears.

She was his secret girlfriend…and he was her first ever boyfriend…she thought it was a game they play…she was too young to really know…

He lied…she never asked him why they can't tell anyone, but she found out the hared way…

"Did you tell anyone, Lily?" James ask, his eyes full of concern

"No James, I didn't…You said I'm your secret girlfriend. That means I can't let anyone know, right?" she said with a smile and lean into him. They were under his invisibility cloak, sitting by the lake. The half moonlight shone down the lake, making the dark night bright.

"Right…but Sirius acts like he knows…" James frowns, he was thinking heard, and Lily giggles at his serious face.

He looked down at her and smile, all the trace of concern left his face as soon as he met her eyes.

He strokes her hair gently before bending down and captures her lips with his. Familiar warm sparks ran throw their vain at their contact, making both of them lean in more into each other's warmth.

She loves him…

Lily lay down on her bed awake that night. She couldn't sleep, her mind and heart was lost … She misses him already! They have just said their good byes, and here she is, yearning for him again.

Then so she set up on her bed, making sure none of her roommates was awake, and sneak quietly out of the second year dorm and down to the clod stone steps.

"Are you hiding a secret from me, mate?" ask Sirius Black who was sitting on the couch near the fire. Lily quickly hid herself behind the stair curtains, not wanting Black to know that she's there.

"Of course not!" James said rather too quickly and Sirius narrows his eyes at this. Lily smile at her secret boyfriend's voice

"Humm…really? Tell me, buddy. What is going on between you and Lily Evans? I saw you two making eye contact like a love sick puppy"

Lily held her breath at the mention of her name 'Is James finally going to tell people about us?' she wonders, her small heart hope against hope that he will. She wants every girl to know that he's taken.

"Nothing is going on between us! I swear!" James said irritated, but all Sirius did was narrowing his eyes even lower.

Lily's heart sank at his answer and turn to go back upstairs when his words stop her.

"You know I'll never date a muggle born!"

'I'll never date a muggle born…'

Those words had hang in her head like a dead body, she close her eyes and tries to stop her tears from falling out more. She pulls the blanket closer to her body to warm herself, trying to replace the cold and emptiness in her soul.

He was embarrass…

Embarrass of her…embarrass of being with her…

Now she get it…She won't blame him though…It's not his fault that he's embarrass of being with her…It's her fault for being a muggle born…

A pure blood wizard wouldn't want to be seen with muggle born. Simple. She should have got it a long while ago…

Tomorrow she'll save him the trouble. She'll end it for him so he won't have to feel bad… Their five months of secret relationship will be over by tomorrow…

"Morning, Lily!" James greeted her quietly, afraid that anyone would hear them in the empty corridor. The bell rang and they're goanna be late if they don't hurry.

"Hi James" came Lily reply, her voice was as quite as his.

"Did you sleep well?" he asks her smiling. Lily only nod and he knew then that something was wrong.

"You okay, Lily?" he ask, stroking her cheek.

"Let's end it James…" she said

James was confuse, he title his head a little and ask her what she had meant.

"Theirs this guy, James…I like him…" she told him ever so quietly, she won't meet his eyes, and he was glad that she didn't…cause she'll see so much hurt in them. He wouldn't want her to know that she had hurt him…

"So you wanna break it off, huh?" he asks, trying every inch of his might to sound normal.

"Yeah…"

"Alright…so…who's the guy that you like?" James force himself to ask, he's heart was trebling with pain, never before had he ever feel this way.

He loves her…

"Um… Wood, Oliver Wood… he's muggle born…Just like me…"

The second bell rang; signaling that the first class had began.

"Wood, huh? He's a good person…he'll be good for you…"

"Yeah…" was all she said

"Good luck getting him…"

"Thanks…" Lily looks up at him and meets his eyes for the first time that day. No trace of hurt could be found, and then slowly, he gives her a smirk

"See you around… Evans…" and with that said James quickly turns around and walk away.

It was not till many years later that he had call her Lily again.

James closes his eyes, swallowing the old painful memory of how he lost his first girlfriend.

Apart of the reason why he asked her out non stop in front of the public is to show Lily that she got him wrong…he'll love her no matter what blood line she's in…but it was all too late when he had figure it out that himself…she won't trust him again anytime soon. He'll have to grin and bare it when he sees her in the arm of some other guy.

The bell ring, signaling that the first class had ended and to start a new one

James told his friends that he'll catch up with them later and look over to where Lily and her elf helper were. He follows them carefully out of the class room and into the hall. He kept his distance, wanting to watch over her from far away.

Slam!

James's bag went straight to the floor, sending all of his stuff out of the bag as something soft smash rather hard into him, making him sway a little.

"Are you alright?" he asks a rather good looking Revenclaw girl who was looking dizzy on the floor. He then, lends a hand to help her up.

"Um…huh? Yeah! I'm fine!" she stutters when she looks up and saw the person who she bumps into. "Um, sorry…I was…running…away from a guy…heehee…"

"Why are you running away from a guy? Is he bothering you?" he ask concern, the dark haired girl blush at this

"No…he just won't quit asking me out, so I run away to get ride of him…" James laughs at his, that sounded so much like him…and Lily…

Lily! He forgot to watch over her!

James quickly scans throw the faded crowd and frown when he didn't see any sight of red.

"Well, I have to go to class. See you around and good luck with the guy that's chasing after you, give him a chance, you might not regret it." James suggests and she nods, she bit her good byes and walks off with a dreamy smile.

After picking up his things and put it back in his bag, he walk off to the now empty corridors, thinking that Lily must have got to class already.

Looking ahead of him, he saw a fade group of student talking and looking deeply interest at something in side the circle group they made.

But as James walk closer, he realize that the group of student was non other then the Slyiherin gang. He was about to turn to the other corridor to avoid the trouble when he heard the insult one of the Slyiherin gang said. He turns around and looks carefully at the group, and as he expected, there was some one inside the circle.

"You're so fucking hot, Evans. It doesn't really matter to me what you are, with those tits of yours', you would make great sex slave. It doesn't matter if you're blind either, as long as you cloud scream, and that will do. I heard mudblood has great pussy, can't wait to find out"

James's face heats up as he realizes who the gang was picking on. He can't even describe how he feels at that moment when he heard what they had said to her.

As long as he lives, no one is touching Lily in that kind of way. He was her first kiss, and he'll be her first time as well. He is sure as hell will make sure that he's going to be her only one at that.

James took out his wand as the blonde headed boy loom over closer to her.

No one is hurting his Lily. Let alone, touch her.


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