Ok, before you throw your living equipment at me, please hear me out! Ok, my computer was very sick, so my mom bought me a new laptop! Though, the laptop it self is not quite new…anyways, it turns out that the laptop doesn't have the Microsoft Word program with it! I was freaked! And it's too late to use my old computer because my mom gave it to her friend (without my permission!) So I was like, ok, I'll buy the program and install it to my laptop! But nooooo, for there, the freaking program is $150! I mean, what the freak! So I have to save up my own money since my mom already do more then enough for me. That's why it took me long to update. And for those who are waiting for 'Apart form you' don't worry, I'm not abandoning that story, I'm just too lazy…a rock hits my head Hey! I'll update! (someday…) ouch! 'People are mean!'
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Stand by me…
"Lily! Are you all right? Did they hurt you in anyway?" James exclaimed as he knelt down beside her. There was blood running down from his cheek and was now seeping into his white clean shirt, but he didn't care, all that matter now was Lily. Her elf helper was lying on the floor; unconscious from the hexes the Slytherin gang had thrown at her to keep her away from Lily.
Lily was sitting up on the floor, her skirt hook up to her thigh, showing off her white creamy, voluptuous, very welcoming, thigh.
James swallowed hard, Lily probably didn't even know that her skirt was up.
"I'm-I'm okay…" she replies shakily, her beautiful emerald eyes looked down to her lap. Oh, how she wished she could see…so she could walk away on her own… for some reason she felt light, everything seemed like a blur, but she shook it off, thinking that it was nothing.
"Umm…where's Pinky?" Lily asks, shifting herself a little to fumble on the floor, in hope to feel Pinky's present, she don't want to be alone, especially with James Potter. Lily's movement made her skirt hook further up even more, making James sweat nervously in his position. He's not so sure if he could stand looking at her revealing thigh without touching it, too.
"She's knocked out, but she'll be fine," he answers. Lily stop fumbling around the floor, now feeling more alone than ever
"Oh…"
He reach out his hand shakily to where the hem of her skirt was, praying to god that she won't slap him if she misunderstood of what he was doing.
James slowly slid the hem of her skirt down and winced when he felt her freeze. He quickly pulled his hand back alongside his own body when the hem stoped at her upper knee, where it should be.
Lily's face heat up when she realize what was going on. Her skirt had been up! And James saw God knows what of her! How embarrassing! He was sliding it back down for her… Lily blushed deeper at that.
"Um…thanks Potter…I guess…" she said, feeling as though she was dieing of embarrassment. James noticed her shyness and smiled idiotically to himself.
"Don't worry, Lily. I didn't see anything you didn't want me to." Lily's face was now as red as her hair. James couldn't help but chuckle; she's so cute when she blushes…
"Here, let's get you up" James reach out his left hand to hold hers and put his other hand to her lower back, helping her up.
As much as Lily hated being helped by James, she really enjoyed him touching her…she wonders if he would touch her somewhere else other then her hands…somewhere else more private…NO! Lily nearly smacked her forehead for thinking something that naughty, what had gotten in to her? Where the heck did that came from!
"Thanks…" she whisper "What about Pinky?" she add worriedly.
"I'll send her to the kitchen; the other elves will take care of her. Don't worry Lily, I won't leave you…" he said gently.
"But I don't want you to help me" Lily said stubbornly, she hated him, she had to!
James's smile disappeared, he suddenly feel the urge to be alone… Alone like always.
"I'll find someone else to help you then…" he said quietly and looked away.
"Good" she spat, but can't help but feel miserable at his sad voice. She then felt a large warm hand grab her wrist gently, leading her way through the corridor slowly. James kept quite the whole way, not wanting to annoy her. Pinky was floating in the air unconsciously behind them.
"We're almost there…who do you want to help you?" James asks "Cleaver?" he suggest, knowing Lily use to hang out with the girl
Lily suddenly stops as she realizes something. She didn't want to be helped by anyone. They would just made fun of her…or pity her…She didn't want to face anyone; she didn't want anyone to know that she existed.
"Lily, what's wrong?" James ask as he jerked backwards at the suddenness of her stop.
"Please take me somewhere else…anywhere without people," she pleaded hopefully.
James looks at her painfully, hating himself for not saving her…for not doing anything faster… He'd do anything to make her feel alive again. Anything.
"Alright."
……
"Where are we?" Lily asked as they stopped.
James smiled down at her, and looked out to the peaceful lake in front of them. They were standing under a tree, using its shadow to hide them from the other's view. Not many people knew about this place; it was at the further side of the great lake. It was hidden by tons of trees that most people thought that it was a part of the forbidden forest. Beautiful flowers were surrounding them everywhere, birds were singing with joy on the tall grateful magical tree. James breathes in the familiar sense surrounding him, and looked out to the great lake once again.
"Guess, Lily…" James said softly, still holding her hand
"Umm…I give up" Lily reply, she smiled, a secret smile, she had just realized that James hadn't let go of her hand.
"But you haven't even tried!" he laugh then look down at her, his eyes suddenly cloud with sadness. "We use to come here all the time, Lily…"
Her heart jerked, she knew where they were; he brought us to our place…
"Sorry…I don't remember…" Lily fibbed, trying to look blank.
So I was right…she has forgotten… He slowly let go of her hand then and looked away…
"It's ok…it's not important anyway…"
Silence once again fell between them and Lily started to regret what she had said, all she really wanted was to feel his large warm hand cover hers again.
Lily carefully seated herself down on the grass, this time making sure that the hem of her skirt reached above her knees to where it was supposed to be.
"Come sit with me, James…" said Lily softly, snapping him out of his thoughts, the thoughts that were full of her, of their second year together…
The sadness in his eyes slowly fades away when his name was said. He missed her calling him that…
He quietly sat down, but kept his distance. Knowing that Lily wouldn't like him being too close…
"So, what are you planning to do after you graduate, Lily?" he asked, breaking the silence between them.
"I want to be a healer. I've always wanted to become one after my dog died when I was ten…" Lily said, blushing at her silliness, why did she tell him the reason why she wants to become one anyway?
James smiles at that, he can't picture any girl being sweeter then her…
"I'm sorry about your dog…did you have any new ones?" he ask, wanting the conversation to go on forever
"No…I don't want to…"
"Why not?"
"Oww."
"What?" James turns his head to look at her, wondering what it was she about to say,
"My head hurts, oww" Lily moaned, she raised her hands, massaging her temples, but it wasn't helping, the more she tried to think, the more it hurt
"Are you ok?"
"I'll be okay, don't worry…" her head felt light again and this time she felt like she was drifting off to sleep.
Lily suddenly felt hot, her stomach flipped and her headache increased, it felt as if her brain was attempting to escape from her skull. Everything was a blur, her eyes drifted closed and she felt like her body was shutting down, but then her skin felt cooler, and she relaxed.
"Lily! What are you doing!"
James's eyes almost pop out of his head when Lily begin to strip off her clothes, one minute she was taking off her cloak and then her shirt was off, leaving her in a lazy red bra with her big, soft breasts popping out of it. He looked down to her flat stomach, her creamy skin shining, begging for his touch, he quickly swallowed as he started to snap out of it
"Lily!" but she wasn't listening, she was working her way on her skirt, trying to take it off too. "Damn it, Lily!" he exclaims as he quickly crawled beside her as she struggled with the button on her skirt.
James slaps his hands over hers, stopping her, but Lily quickly jerked her hands away then reached out and grab him by his shirt, pulling him to her roughly.
James yelped as he fall on her, "Lily, what are you doing?" he was on top of her now, his face only an inch a way from her beautiful ones
"Touch me…" she hissed, running her hands up and down his chest.
Whoa, James froze, "What? Lily are you alright?" he asked nervously, something was definitely wrong. He brushed her hair through his fingers softly, looking at her closely with concern.
"Touch me James, please touch me…" her voice was soft and pleading.
"Lily, this is not you, what's wrong? Oh god, what is it!" he lifted his hand and gently touched her cheek, stroking it with his thumb "What is it, Lily? What?" he asked soothingly, his eyes search her face. Lily raises her hand to touch his, and slowly sliding it down from her cheek to cup at her heavy soft breast. James gulp, shit, she feels good he thought unwillingly. "God, Lily, what are you doing? What has gotten in to you?"
"Kiss it, James, lick it. Fill me up. Please…touch me…take me…do what ever you want with me…" she pleaded, her eyes were now closed.
Holy mother of god, what the hell did she just say! James quickly jerked his hands away, rather unwillingly. Something is wrong here. What or who did this to her? What is it that cost her to-
Wait-
Fuck! Of cores! The Slytherins! Fuck! Damn it! What did they do to her! James thought angrily as he sat up, her legs still wrapped around his waist. He looked down at her and his heart skipped a beat, she was beautiful beyond words, her cheeks was flushed, her silky red hair spared beneath her head, his eyes can't help it but roam over her beautiful perfect body.
James shook his head to clear off his dirty mind, and this time trying to focus only at her face.
"Lily, can you get up?" he ask, getting himself fully off of her but Lily quickly grab his arms, and pull him closer to her again
"James, don't leave me...I need you..." she begged again, her eyes were now open, trying to search throw the darkness at his way.
"I'm not leaving you, Lily, I'm right here..." he said and couldn't help it but smile, he knew this is not the fully real Lily, but he can't help but felt so happy having her needing him...it has been so long since she last want him to be close to her.
"Then why are you getting up?" she ask frowning
"We need to get back, Lily, people will notice that we're gone" he explain, but didn't really give a crap of what people would think, he just want to keep Lily safe in his dorm and wait till the rest of the marauder to get back form classes and ask Remus for help.
"But I don't want to go, James…I want to stay hear with you…Don't you want to stay with me?" she ask, her voice small, her face fill with hurt and sadness
"Why wouldn't I want to be with you, Lily? Your all I've ever wanted…We just need to get back to the castle and then we could spend some times in my dorm, okay?" he explains again while stroking her hair gently.
"Okay…but will you touch me then? When we get back to your dorm?" she asks innocently, not knowing that her question is anything but.
"Umm…uh…yeah, I'll, um, I'll…t-touch you when we get to my dorm" he swallowed; this is going to be one hell of a day.
"Ok! Let's go now!" exclaim Lily as she was getting up, her skirt sliding down a bit when she moved to get up, but James quickly held her back, knowing what will happen if she fully got up.
"What is it, James?"
"Here, put your cloths back on, Lily" said James almost shyly, shoving her blouse in her hands and looked away.
"But it's too hot to put anything on!" she whined.
"But Lily, people are going to see you barely covered! I don't want anyone else to see your barely naked body, Lily! Please, put something on" he pleaded; he was now looking at her again. Those voluptuous breasts of hers' are now making his lower body parts stiff like crazy.
"Umm…okay…can you put it on for me, James?" she ask sweetly, and James swallow heard
"Fine…" he pulls her shirt off of her hands and help her put it on, he tries to button her shirt up as quickly as he can when he reaches her chest area, but that only makes him screw up all the buttons and have to fix it again, and again, by the third time he got it right, his face was as red as Lily's hair.
"Oh James, take me now, you took so long, I don't want to wait till we reach your dorm" said Lily, her voice was low, her hands was reaching up to touch his chest again
"No, Lily, I'm almost done" he quickly zips her skirt back up and helps Lily up to her feet. He took Lily's hand away form his chest and held it gently all the way back to his dorm.
……
"Where the fuck is Prongs? He's been gone all day!" Sirius Black exclaimed as he walked in to the Gryffindor comment room.
"He can't be off shagging girls, could he?" Remus asks trying shoving his book in to his bag.
"No, Prongs isn't like that. He fools around with girls, but he doesn't play them like that, you know that."
"But what else could he be doing? He wasn't sick or anything this morning" said Remus, turning his head to look at Sirius, he looked thoughtful.
"Maybe he's in the dorm?" Sirius suggested.
"Yeah, let's go."
Both boys skip up the stairs easily in three seconds. When they finally reach the door Sirius quickly swung it open and stepped in, the sight on the bed before him made him think that he had accidentally walked into a porn studio…
Ooooh….a porn studio, you say? Exactly what happen at porn studio? Anybody know? I don't…(Muahahaha) Ok, ok, it's nothing like you think, we'll just see what happen, shall we? Until next time, every one! I love you and please review no matter how suck it is!
