Yay! More reviews, my new favourite thing! Thanks to LDee (I love your fics) and Little Miss Kiki (I can't wait to read yours!)
I'm gonna be updating pretty often as I want to get the whole fic posted before Wed when I have to go to school and be bereft of for 9 whole days! (they block it, grrr)


Old Ghosts

Saviour

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I can't go back now, I've changed. I'm not the woman I was twenty years ago. Rebecca is, that's what's interesting.

But Sandy isn't the same man he was then, for better or for worse. I've loved both of them.

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Sandy is flirting with the past, Rebecca is living in it, is it. God I want her to be in the past, oh that she'd stayed there.

Old ghosts that wipe twenty years of marriage from your husband's head are never welcome.

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Twenty years have passed since then, twenty years with me, our life, our son, our sons.

What is it with Sandy and criminals?

I'm not calling Ryan a criminal, (God forbid I ever sound that much like Julie Cooper-Nichol) he's my son and I love him,

but Sandy did meet him in juvie, and Rebecca is a suspected terrorist.

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It's his hero complex. Sandy saves people, that's what he does. Ryan, Seth, Jimmy, Caleb, the list goes on. He almost

saved me from my inevitable life here but cancer and Caleb put paid to that. He fights that fight every day, he's stayed here,

with me. He saves me from completely going over to the dark side. (Listen to me, I sound like Seth!)

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I know why he has to save her, I understand, I do, I just don't want him to let me go in the process.